{"id":12674,"date":"2018-01-18T14:07:20","date_gmt":"2018-01-18T14:07:20","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/herway.net\/?p=12674"},"modified":"2021-08-12T12:06:56","modified_gmt":"2021-08-12T12:06:56","slug":"estava-sempre-a-pedir-para-corrigir-o-ponto-de-rutura","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/estava-sempre-a-pedir-para-corrigir-o-ponto-de-rutura\/","title":{"rendered":"Voc\u00ea continuou pedindo que eu te consertasse, mas me quebrou a ponto de eu ter que me consertar sozinho"},"content":{"rendered":"

It’s funny how you were the best thing that happened to me and the worst thing that happened to me at the same time. I tasted true happiness when I was with you and all the bitterness that pain can bring you too. <\/span><\/p>\n

We had a good run for a while there. I guess beginnings are usually perfect like that. I was so serene, so incredibly happy. To be honest, I was scared how happy I was. At first, I thought it was because I didn’t know how to enjoy my happiness. Then again, it could have been that something was off. Maybe my intuition was warning me but I remember discarding that thought in an instant. I should have stuck to that little voice inside my head telling me something was wrong.<\/span><\/p>\n

Sempre tive pena daquelas pobres raparigas que eram manipuladas pelos seus namorados. <\/a>Pareciam t\u00e3o incrivelmente ing\u00e9nuos. Confiavam em todas as mentiras que lhes serviam. Mal sabia eu que me ias transformar num deles. <\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

But you did. I was as blind as they come because I loved you. You started to change and all those happy moments faded so quickly that I didn’t even realize what was happening. <\/span><\/p>\n

A nossa rela\u00e7\u00e3o estava a progredir muito rapidamente e isso era sobretudo por tua iniciativa. Falavas de compromisso, de ter um apartamento pequeno e acolhedor que seria o nosso santu\u00e1rio. Cheg\u00e1mos ao ponto de dar um nome aos nossos futuros filhos quando percebi que est\u00e1vamos a precipitar-nos. <\/span><\/i><\/p>\n

Eu queria abrandar, mas tu garantiste-me que era tudo normal, que n\u00e3o eras como os outros homens, que eras mais afetuoso e seguro das tuas decis\u00f5es. Mostraste-me as tuas feridas. Abriste-te comigo e eu amei-te mais por isso. <\/span><\/p>\n

N\u00e3o fazia ideia que ias usar isso contra mim. Fizeste-me sentir respons\u00e1vel pelos teus sentimentos. Foi muito dif\u00edcil de lidar. Eu s\u00f3 queria ser a pessoa mais importante da tua vida, nunca pedi para ser respons\u00e1vel pelos teus sentimentos. Nunca me coube a mim faz\u00ea-lo.<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

Come\u00e7aste a mentir ao ponto de me fazeres questionar a minha sanidade mental. Dizias uma coisa num dia e outra completamente diferente no dia seguinte. Faz\u00edamos planos para nos vermos e, de repente, dizias que nem sequer t\u00ednhamos falado sobre isso. <\/span><\/p>\n

At first, I thought I got it wrong. I must have heard some things wrong. Maybe I forgot. Maybe you forgot. But after a while, I realized what was happening. Every time you didn’t want to do something or to be blamed for something, you would blame it all on me and my poor memory. <\/span><\/p>\n

There were so many situations in which you manipulated me into thinking I was the main culprit. You were a textbook example of an emotional manipulator and I couldn\u2019t see it until you drained me completely. <\/b><\/p>\n

Estava tudo sobre os meus ombros. Por outro lado, houve muitos momentos em que me senti verdadeiramente feliz por estar contigo, mas esses momentos nunca eram duradouros, pois surgia sempre um novo problema. Tu criavas drama numa fra\u00e7\u00e3o de segundo quando n\u00e3o havia necessidade de qualquer tipo de rea\u00e7\u00e3o. <\/span><\/p>\n

Normalmente, as pessoas dizem que foi um grande momento que fez a diferen\u00e7a. Um momento em que escolheram ser felizes e deixar para tr\u00e1s a pessoa que n\u00e3o era a certa para elas. Para mim, foram milh\u00f5es de pequenos momentos extremamente dolorosos. At\u00e9 que o mais pequeno de todos eles me fez finalmente deix\u00e1-lo ir.<\/a> I just couldn’t stay anymore. <\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

It’s like you pulled my emotions into an emotional black hole and there was no exiting it. You just kept wanting more. I couldn’t stand being accused of the reason for your poor mood or your poor behavior. You were so used to relying on me, I was so used to being there for you, but I couldn’t ever expect you to do the same. I had to go. <\/span><\/p>\n

You kept asking me to fix you but you brought me to the point where I had to fix myself. That’s what I am doing now. Fixing and \u00a0building myself back up again, brick by brick. <\/i><\/b><\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

It’s funny how you were the best thing that happened to me and the worst thing that happened to me at the same time. I tasted true happiness when I was with you and all the bitterness that pain can bring you too. We had a good run for a while there. I guess beginnings…<\/p>","protected":false},"author":40,"featured_media":12683,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_kad_blocks_custom_css":"","_kad_blocks_head_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_body_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_footer_custom_js":"","_kadence_starter_templates_imported_post":false,"_kad_post_transparent":"","_kad_post_title":"","_kad_post_layout":"","_kad_post_sidebar_id":"","_kad_post_content_style":"","_kad_post_vertical_padding":"","_kad_post_feature":"","_kad_post_feature_position":"","_kad_post_header":false,"_kad_post_footer":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[29617],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-12674","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-heartbreak"],"taxonomy_info":{"category":[{"value":29617,"label":"heartbreak"}]},"featured_image_src_large":["https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/01\/gbarkz-505940.jpg",800,536,false],"author_info":{"display_name":"Tara Brown","author_link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/author\/tara-brown\/"},"comment_info":0,"category_info":[{"term_id":29617,"name":"heartbreak","slug":"heartbreak","term_group":0,"term_taxonomy_id":29617,"taxonomy":"category","description":"Recovering after having your heart broken is tough. That's why I've decided to collect different stories of heartbreak - to help everyone going through the same.","parent":38,"count":146,"filter":"raw","cat_ID":29617,"category_count":146,"category_description":"Recovering after having your heart broken is tough. That's why I've decided to collect different stories of heartbreak - to help everyone going through the same.","cat_name":"heartbreak","category_nicename":"heartbreak","category_parent":38}],"tag_info":false,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/12674","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/40"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=12674"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/12674\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/12683"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=12674"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=12674"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=12674"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}