I am not threatening to leave you. It\u2019s not one of those games women play to get a man\u2019s attention<\/a>. There is no need for that. I don\u2019t want your attention.<\/p>\n I don\u2019t want anything from you anymore. I am tired. I am exhausted and I am done.<\/p>\n Don\u2019t think for a second it\u2019s easy. This is the hardest thing I ever had to do.<\/p>\n In spite of everything you\u2019ve done to me, I still love you. But you taught me love isn\u2019t enough.<\/p>\n This love I feel for you is not healthy, it\u2019s destroying me bit by bit and I have to run for my life before it draws me under completely.<\/p>\n I know that you don\u2019t get it. I know that you don\u2019t see it. Because how can I leave you when I should be happy to be in your presence? <\/strong><\/p>\n You really think highly of yourself. It\u2019s partly in your narcissistic nature and it\u2019s partly my fault because I boosted your ego. I put you on a pedestal. I made you the ruler of my world.<\/strong><\/p>\n Na altura, n\u00e3o tinha consci\u00eancia disso. S\u00f3 te disse o que realmente sentia por ti. De alguma forma, usaste os meus afectos e a minha admira\u00e7\u00e3o por ti contra mim.<\/p>\n Sentias-te segura sabendo como eu me sentia. N\u00e3o havia risco de eu ir a lado nenhum, desde que olhasse para ti com os meus olhos cheios de amor.<\/p>\n Respiravas superioridade e eu, sem saber, alinhava nisso. Exigias explica\u00e7\u00f5es para todos os meus movimentos.<\/p>\n Sempre gostaste de estar no controlo. Sentia-se no direito de decidir por mim, de me dizer que eu estava errado a toda a hora.<\/p>\n Tudo era sempre culpa minha, mesmo quando tu eras o culpado.<\/p>\n Conseguias contar uma hist\u00f3ria t\u00e3o bem que me enganavas mesmo quando eu sabia que a verdade estava do meu lado.<\/p>\n You would say things like, \u201cThat didn\u2019t happen,\u201d or, \u201cYou must have imagined it,\u201d so it made me doubt my own eyes and way of reasoning. Or you would simply change the topic.<\/p>\n You messed with my mind so badly. I couldn\u2019t tell apart reality from the things you were telling me. I felt like I was losing my mind.<\/p>\n
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