{"id":13595,"date":"2019-11-30T14:32:52","date_gmt":"2019-11-30T14:32:52","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/herway.net\/?p=13595"},"modified":"2021-08-12T13:39:07","modified_gmt":"2021-08-12T13:39:07","slug":"verdade-recusar-o-plano-de-reserva","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/verdade-recusar-o-plano-de-reserva\/","title":{"rendered":"A verdade \u00e9 que me recuso a ser o teu plano de reserva"},"content":{"rendered":"

A verdade \u00e9 que eu devia ter percebido melhor. Devia ter ouvido o lado l\u00f3gico. Devia ter escrito todos os pr\u00f3s e contras numa folha de papel para ver o que era melhor para mim.<\/p>\n

Here\u2019s a hint\u2014it wasn\u2019t you. I should never have been that impulsive as to make decisions while completely smitten by you.<\/p>\n

But what can you do when your heart already chooses for you? Who am I to fight my own heart? Right from the start, you know that\u2019s the battle you will lose.<\/p>\n

Pensei mesmo que era a pessoa com quem passaria o resto da minha vida<\/a>. O \u00fanico problema \u00e9 que tinha outros planos.<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n

Eu estava desamparado.<\/p>\n

Fizeste-me de parvo. Arrastaste-me contigo, mesmo sabendo que nunca ir\u00edamos ficar juntos.<\/p>\n

Tra\u00edste a minha confian\u00e7a, apesar de saberes que demorei muito tempo a dar-ta.<\/p>\n

You knew what I\u2019d been through and instead of letting me go, you magoar-me<\/a> ainda mais.<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n

Enganaste-me.<\/p>\n

You didn\u2019t have to touch or kiss another woman. You cheated on my heart because you lied to me.<\/p>\n

You pretended to be something that you were not, but you couldn\u2019t lie for that long. You got sick of lying and your perfect mask fell so that I could see your true face.<\/p>\n

Pude finalmente ver o verdadeiro monstro que eras.<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n

Estou sempre a tentar responder a algumas perguntas. Porque \u00e9 que estavas comigo, em primeiro lugar? Eu era uma esp\u00e9cie de pr\u00e9mio que tinhas de ter? Porque \u00e9 que te esfor\u00e7aste tanto para me seduzir?<\/p>\n

I suppose that at some point you really liked me, but I don\u2019t understand why you lied to me. You could have done me a favor and let me go before it was too late and my heart was shattered into thousands of pieces.<\/p>\n

You didn\u2019t like the person I was. I\u2019m no longer that person, I\u2019ve lost her and I have to find her again because she was the best version of myself that I could ever be. You weren\u2019t happy with who I was and you thought you could change me.<\/p>\n

Pensaste que podias drenar tudo de mim e encher-me com o teu sabor na medida certa.<\/strong><\/em>
\nAt some point, I think you managed to do that. But, today I thank God that you did because if you hadn\u2019t, I would still be stuck in a nowhere relationship, in the gray zone, unaware of what was happening to me.<\/p>\n

Prefiro estar quebrado e sozinho do que completamente alheio \u00e0 tua presen\u00e7a. <\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n

E eu escolhi isso. Escolhi deixar-te. Escolhi magoar para te esquecer.<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n

Eu vi isso tu mudaste-me<\/a> and I hated it. I hated myself for the person I\u2019d become. I looked myself in the mirror and I couldn\u2019t recognize myself anymore.<\/p>\n

I saw my eyes, they were familiar, and they were the same color. I saw my mouth, they were the right shape, but it wasn\u2019t me.<\/p>\n

Nada disso era eu. Era uma mulher que se parecia comigo e eu odiava-a do fundo do meu cora\u00e7\u00e3o.<\/p>\n

Eu mere\u00e7o muito mais do que tu.<\/p>\n

Eu mere\u00e7o ser a mulher que j\u00e1 fui.<\/p>\n

Eu mere\u00e7o trazer de volta a beleza que me tiraste.<\/p>\n

Eu mere\u00e7o voltar a sorrir.<\/p>\n

I realized what happened to me too late. But I don\u2019t regret anything.<\/p>\n

I guess what I\u2019m really trying to say is thank you for everything.<\/p>\n

Foste apenas mais uma li\u00e7\u00e3o na minha vida.<\/p>\n

Nada mais.<\/p>\n

\"A<\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

The truth is, I should have known better. I should have listened to the logical side. I should have written all the pros and cons on a piece of paper to see what was best for me. Here\u2019s a hint\u2014it wasn\u2019t you. I should never have been that impulsive as to make decisions while completely…<\/p>","protected":false},"author":40,"featured_media":13597,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_kad_blocks_custom_css":"","_kad_blocks_head_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_body_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_footer_custom_js":"","_kadence_starter_templates_imported_post":false,"_kad_post_transparent":"","_kad_post_title":"","_kad_post_layout":"","_kad_post_sidebar_id":"","_kad_post_content_style":"","_kad_post_vertical_padding":"","_kad_post_feature":"","_kad_post_feature_position":"","_kad_post_header":false,"_kad_post_footer":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[29618],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-13595","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-moving-on"],"taxonomy_info":{"category":[{"value":29618,"label":"moving on"}]},"featured_image_src_large":["https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/01\/taras-zaluzhny-539162.jpg",800,533,false],"author_info":{"display_name":"Tara Brown","author_link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/author\/tara-brown\/"},"comment_info":0,"category_info":[{"term_id":29618,"name":"moving on","slug":"moving-on","term_group":0,"term_taxonomy_id":29618,"taxonomy":"category","description":"When nothing else works - inspiring stories about moving on are bound to help you let go of people and situations you never thought you could live without.\r\n","parent":38,"count":200,"filter":"raw","cat_ID":29618,"category_count":200,"category_description":"When nothing else works - inspiring stories about moving on are bound to help you let go of people and situations you never thought you could live without.\r\n","cat_name":"moving on","category_nicename":"moving-on","category_parent":38}],"tag_info":false,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/13595","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/40"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=13595"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/13595\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/13597"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=13595"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=13595"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=13595"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}