{"id":13981,"date":"2018-02-07T09:30:58","date_gmt":"2018-02-07T09:30:58","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/herway.net\/?p=13981"},"modified":"2021-08-12T11:44:16","modified_gmt":"2021-08-12T11:44:16","slug":"o-homem-percebeu-tarde-2","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/o-homem-percebeu-tarde-2\/","title":{"rendered":"Para o tipo que percebeu demasiado tarde"},"content":{"rendered":"

I was like, you\u2019re kidding right? No, you have got to be fucking kidding me. After all the time I spent and the tears I shed. Now you want to tell me that I\u2019m the one? Yeah, of course I am you idiot. That\u2019s what I was trying to tell you.<\/strong> All those times that I begged you to come home. All the times that I became a detective to track you down. All the times I forgave you when I did finally track you down. All because despite all of the other \u2018ones\u2019 you had, I somehow believed that I was \u2018the one\u2019. May I never be so young and dumb again.<\/p>\n

Lutei por ti. I tried to be everything you needed so that you wouldn\u2019t stray.<\/strong> I thought you cheating had something to do with me, because you made me feel that way. You once told me that being with her (one her in particular out of a sea of hers) was peaceful. I\u2019m sure it was, because she still thought she was the only one. I kindly let her know she wasn\u2019t. Estar comigo tamb\u00e9m era tranquilo, at\u00e9 que come\u00e7aste a correr em cima de mim e eu comecei a perseguir-te<\/a> como a pessoa louca que fizeste de mim.<\/strong> Estar comigo tamb\u00e9m era tranquilo, at\u00e9 que come\u00e7aste a n\u00e3o atender as minhas chamadas durante dias e a inventar desculpas esfarrapadas. Eu era muito boa para ti, at\u00e9 descobrir que me andavas a enganar. A toda a hora.<\/p>\n

I don\u2019t even know why I stayed after the first time. I think because I was just a kid and I needed to win. I needed to be the one you chose. My God I hate how desperate I was for you. I hate how sick it made me feel when I checked your voicemail and heard other girls\u2019 voices leaving you messages. I hated finding the evidence to prove what I always knew deep down. I was never the only one. Even when things were good, and I was calm and getting just enough attention from you that I started to believe you would change, I was never the only one. It came to a point where I don\u2019t even think it hurt anymore.<\/strong><\/p>\n

At\u00e9 que um dia olhei para ti e fiquei enojada. Tocaste-me, e eu encolhi-me. S\u00f3 de pensar em ti na minha cama, vomitei na boca.<\/strong> It took seven years but one day my body had physically had enough of you and I became repulsed. It was the greatest day of my life. I didn\u2019t even let you know. You left and I told you afterwards that you were never coming back. Quietly, peacefully. You didn\u2019t believe me at first. You called me until you figured it out. It didn\u2019t take you very long to realize this was different than all the other times I was done.<\/p>\n

Because those other times I fought, I yelled, I screamed, I emoted to you all of the ways you were hurting me and I told you I was done, but what I really wanted was for you to fight back. To stay engaged with me, because bad attention was better than no attention. I wanted to fight until you would apologize and promise to change. Which you always would. But this time, there was nothing to fight for. I was done fighting and I didn\u2019t care if you changed.<\/strong><\/p>\n

Ver tamb\u00e9m:<\/strong>\u00a0Ser\u00e1 demasiado tarde para a amar quando ela for indiferente<\/a><\/p>\n

Then you wanted to cut off all the other girls, then you wanted to be the man that I needed but it was too late. I don\u2019t know whether you would have changed or not, somehow I doubt it. I see you around and hear about your antics from time to time. Sounds like I saved myself from a lifetime of misery.<\/p>\n

por Tia Grace<\/strong><\/p>\n

Read more of Tia\u2019s work on\u00a0http:\/\/yoursassyblackfriend.com\/<\/a><\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

I was like, you\u2019re kidding right? No, you have got to be fucking kidding me. After all the time I spent and the tears I shed. Now you want to tell me that I\u2019m the one? Yeah, of course I am you idiot. That\u2019s what I was trying to tell you. All those times that…<\/p>","protected":false},"author":41,"featured_media":13995,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_kad_blocks_custom_css":"","_kad_blocks_head_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_body_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_footer_custom_js":"","_kadence_starter_templates_imported_post":false,"_kad_post_transparent":"","_kad_post_title":"","_kad_post_layout":"","_kad_post_sidebar_id":"","_kad_post_content_style":"","_kad_post_vertical_padding":"","_kad_post_feature":"","_kad_post_feature_position":"","_kad_post_header":false,"_kad_post_footer":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[29653],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-13981","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-letters"],"taxonomy_info":{"category":[{"value":29653,"label":"letters"}]},"featured_image_src_large":["https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/02\/steven-spassov-100276.jpg",800,533,false],"author_info":{"display_name":"Martha Sullivan","author_link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/author\/martha-sullivan\/"},"comment_info":0,"category_info":[{"term_id":29653,"name":"letters","slug":"letters","term_group":0,"term_taxonomy_id":29653,"taxonomy":"category","description":"Regardless if you're looking for moving on, romantic, emotional, or open letters on various topics, you can be sure that you'll find it all here. ","parent":29651,"count":207,"filter":"raw","cat_ID":29653,"category_count":207,"category_description":"Regardless if you're looking for moving on, romantic, emotional, or open letters on various topics, you can be sure that you'll find it all here. ","cat_name":"letters","category_nicename":"letters","category_parent":29651}],"tag_info":false,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/13981","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/41"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=13981"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/13981\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/13995"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=13981"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=13981"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=13981"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}