{"id":14073,"date":"2019-02-07T13:58:54","date_gmt":"2019-02-07T13:58:54","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/herway.net\/?p=14073"},"modified":"2022-01-14T11:23:03","modified_gmt":"2022-01-14T11:23:03","slug":"amar-o-suficiente-deixar-ir","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/amar-o-suficiente-deixar-ir\/","title":{"rendered":"Eu amo-me o suficiente para te deixar ir"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>To the one I still love, the one that still visits my dreams at night. To the one I still think about, but this time with an ache in my heart. I wish we could\u2019ve worked it out.<\/p>\n<p>Gostava que houvesse uma f\u00f3rmula m\u00e1gica para nos mudarmos a n\u00f3s pr\u00f3prios, para fazermos com que tudo funcione de alguma forma. Mas n\u00e3o existe. Eu amo-te, mas tu amas-te mais a ti pr\u00f3prio.<\/p>\n<p><strong>Gostava que pudesses ver o quanto significas para mim.<\/strong> Gostava que quando olhasses para mim pudesses ver um futuro, como eu vi contigo.<\/p>\n<p>Gostava que, quando olhasses para mim, pudesses ver amor nos meus olhos e um sorriso pateta na minha cara, tudo porque eu estava ao teu lado. Tudo porque estavas na minha vida. Mas viste apenas um corpo.<\/p>\n<p>A pretty face that goes well with yours and someone to come home to when you\u2019re lonely. I wish that you could see that I\u2019m so much more than that.<\/p>\n<p><strong>Gostava que pudesses ver o fogo nos meus olhos e que quisesses brincar com ele.<\/strong> Gostava que pudesses ver que eu tamb\u00e9m tenho sonhos. Tu tamb\u00e9m foste um deles, sabias?<\/p>\n<p>Gostava que pudesses ver quem eu sou <a href=\"https:\/\/www.elephantjournal.com\/2015\/01\/my-soul-wants-to-be-naked\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\">quando a minha alma est\u00e1 nua<\/a>. Who I am when all my walls are down, but you never really cared whether they\u2019re still there. You only seemed to care if my body is welcoming you\u2014my heart&#8230;not so much.<\/p>\n<p>Mas eu queria dar-te muito mais do que o meu corpo. Queria partilhar contigo as minhas esperan\u00e7as, os meus medos, a minha dor e o meu amor. Queria partilhar o meu futuro contigo, mas n\u00e3o a todo o custo.<\/p>\n<p><strong>Gostava que me pudesses ver.<\/strong> Not the me you had in your mind, the one that\u2019s just a body and something to pass the time. Not the me that was there to fulfill your needs and make your wishes come true.<\/p>\n<p>Mas eu. Eu, a que te amava t\u00e3o tolamente como as raparigas amam os rapazes nos contos de fadas. T\u00e3o ferozmente como a Rose ama o Jack. T\u00e3o profundamente como Julieta ama Romeu.<\/p>\n<p>Eu, aquela que tinha a sua pr\u00f3pria hist\u00f3ria, a sua pr\u00f3pria hist\u00f3ria e que queria que tu fizesses parte do seu futuro.<\/p>\n<p>Now, you\u2019re nothing more than a chapter in the book of my life\u2014while I wanted you to be with me on every page till life says, \u2018The end\u2019.<\/p>\n<p><strong>Gostava que houvesse uma forma de nos mudarmos a n\u00f3s pr\u00f3prios.<\/strong> Gostava que houvesse uma forma de esquecer o meu valor, que pudesse esquecer todas as li\u00e7\u00f5es que aprendi da forma mais dif\u00edcil.<\/p>\n<p>Gostava de nunca ter sabido o que <a href=\"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/amor\/sou-glorioso-meio-amado\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\">meio-amor<\/a> looks like, but I do. And I don\u2019t deserve it.<\/p>\n<p><strong>Gostava que houvesse uma maneira de me amares tanto como te amas a ti pr\u00f3prio.<\/strong> Que querias passar tempo comigo tanto quanto querias pass\u00e1-lo em bares.<\/p>\n<p>That you cared about me as much as you cared about your career. But there isn\u2019t such a way, and I can\u2019t keep on hoping that you\u2019ll change. I can\u2019t keep on having my heart broken every time you call me to tell me that you\u2019re not coming again.<\/p>\n<p>I can\u2019t keep on sleeping alone and wishing you were by my side, when I know that you\u2019re not sleeping alone. I can\u2019t keep on looking away, when the truth is screaming in my face.<\/p>\n<p>I love the way your eyes change color in the sun and I love the way that vein pops out on your forehead when you\u2019re worried. I love the way you hold me and I love the way you make me feel.<\/p>\n<p>Adoro a tua paix\u00e3o louca pela vida e o teu fogo que arde t\u00e3o intensamente como o meu. Mas <a href=\"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/amo-me-mais-2\/\">Gosto mais de mim<\/a>. I love this crazy heart of mine\u2014the heart you broke so many times.<\/p>\n<p>I love my silly emotions\u2014the ones you neglected for too long. I love my blue eyes that are sad because of you. I love myself\u2014the one that decided to let you go.<\/p>\n<p><strong>Amo-me o suficiente para n\u00e3o deixar que me quebres mais.<\/strong><\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>To the one I still love, the one that still visits my dreams at night. To the one I still think about, but this time with an ache in my heart. I wish we could\u2019ve worked it out. I wish that there was some magic formula for us to change ourselves, for us to make&#8230;<\/p>","protected":false},"author":22,"featured_media":14083,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_kad_blocks_custom_css":"","_kad_blocks_head_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_body_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_footer_custom_js":"","_kadence_starter_templates_imported_post":false,"_kad_post_transparent":"","_kad_post_title":"","_kad_post_layout":"","_kad_post_sidebar_id":"","_kad_post_content_style":"","_kad_post_vertical_padding":"","_kad_post_feature":"","_kad_post_feature_position":"","_kad_post_header":false,"_kad_post_footer":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[29644],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-14073","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-self-love"],"taxonomy_info":{"category":[{"value":29644,"label":"self-love"}]},"featured_image_src_large":["https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/02\/anthony-intraversato-257182.jpg",800,533,false],"author_info":{"display_name":"Tina Navarro","author_link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/author\/tatiana\/"},"comment_info":0,"category_info":[{"term_id":29644,"name":"self-love","slug":"self-love","term_group":0,"term_taxonomy_id":29644,"taxonomy":"category","description":"Self-love is not an option but a necessity. 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