{"id":15019,"date":"2020-02-21T11:58:23","date_gmt":"2020-02-21T11:58:23","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/herway.net\/?p=15019"},"modified":"2022-09-26T12:19:09","modified_gmt":"2022-09-26T12:19:09","slug":"ate-doi-como-o-inferno-e-melhor-sem","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/ate-doi-como-o-inferno-e-melhor-sem\/","title":{"rendered":"Mesmo que doa como o inferno, eu serei melhor sem voc\u00ea"},"content":{"rendered":"

I am on my own lately. There isn\u2019t you anymore to deceive me with your sweet words and hug me with your toxic hands. <\/span>E por muito que te odeie, amo-te ao mesmo tempo.<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

So, I catch myself thinking a lot about you, about the things that we once had. I think of all those nice memories that we made together and I can\u2019t save myself from tears when I realize that we won\u2019t be together anymore. <\/span><\/p>\n

Depois, num momento de loucura, fico furiosa comigo mesma e parto todas as coisas que me compraste. Desta forma, estou a estragar todas as recorda\u00e7\u00f5es que me fazem lembrar de ti. <\/span><\/p>\n

Porque \u00e9 isso que tenho de fazer. Mesmo que doa como o inferno, tenho de te apagar do meu sistema. <\/span>Preciso de me livrar do teu cheiro em mim, dos teus beijos no meu corpo, da tua voz que ainda ecoa na minha cabe\u00e7a.<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

I need to prove to myself that I can live on my own and that I don\u2019t need you to complete me. <\/span><\/p>\n

Because if I don\u2019t do that, I will go crazy. I will totally lose my mind over a <\/span>man who doesn\u2019t even give a damn about me. <\/span><\/a>I will lose myself to a man who didn\u2019t even fight for me. <\/span><\/p>\n

Porque era um cobarde, com medo de fazer pelo menos isso. Quando viu que eu estava quebrada, foi mais f\u00e1cil deixar-me do que consertar-me.<\/span> Mas juro que serei melhor sem ti. Camada por camada, vou tirar-te da minha pele.<\/i><\/b> Dia ap\u00f3s dia, deixarei de mencionar o teu nome. <\/span><\/p>\n

Night by night, I will think less of you. Because truth to be told, you don\u2019t deserve me. <\/span><\/p>\n

Na verdade, nunca o fizeste. Mas eu estava t\u00e3o cega de amor que pensei que tinha amor suficiente para n\u00f3s os dois e que tu acabarias por acordar. <\/span><\/p>\n

Pensei que s\u00f3 precisavas de algum tempo para veres todas aquelas coisas fant\u00e1sticas sobre mim que toda a gente viu. Mas esse momento nunca aconteceu. <\/span><\/p>\n

Continuou sozinho, sem me perguntar o que eu pensava. Tinha o poder de me fazer sentir mal dizendo apenas uma palavra. Apenas um olhar teu arruinaria toda a minha noite. <\/span><\/p>\n

And I felt like I was nothing. While I was everything. I was and I still am a woman to love. So screw you for not seeing that. Even if you tried, you won\u2019t convince me that I am the unlovable one.<\/p>\n

Well, maybe to you, but who are you to judge me? Don\u2019t you see that you don\u2019t have any right to tell me what to do anymore? So don\u2019t try to find me because the girl you hurt doesn\u2019t exist anymore. <\/span><\/p>\n

Ela morreu naquela noite em que a magoou. Ela est\u00e1 transformada numa pessoa totalmente nova agora. <\/span><\/p>\n

The one who doesn\u2019t apegam-se t\u00e3o facilmente<\/a> and the one who doesn\u2019t trust people as soon as she meets them. So, do yourself a favor and stay far away from me. <\/span><\/p>\n

I don\u2019t want you in my life anymore.<\/span> I don\u2019t want your excuses, your sweet words and your hugs. <\/i><\/b>Tudo isso \u00e9 falso, mesmo que tenha demorado muito tempo a perceber que foste a minha pior decis\u00e3o. <\/span><\/p>\n

Trataste-me como se eu fosse a mais pequena. Fizeste-me implorar pelo teu amor e afeto. <\/span><\/p>\n

Humilhaste-me \u00e0 minha frente e essa \u00e9 a pior humilha\u00e7\u00e3o de todas. <\/span><\/p>\n

When you know that you\u2019re begging someone, you understand that doing that should not be an option, but you still catch yourself doing it.<\/span><\/p>\n

And I did that. With you I hit rock bottom, but for you, that wasn\u2019t enough. You wanted to totally <\/span>arruinar-me como mulher<\/span><\/a>. <\/span>Quiseste partir o meu cora\u00e7\u00e3o em peda\u00e7os t\u00e3o pequenos que eu nunca mais conseguiria complet\u00e1-lo.<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

And I would like to know what I did to you that you wanted to get revenge in that way. I don\u2019t know what kind of sin I did to get this kind of treatment from you. <\/span><\/p>\n

And you know what? I don\u2019t even want to think about it anymore. I know that it will take a lot of time to completely erase you from my life, but I will work on that every day. <\/span><\/p>\n

E um dia, quando eu menos esperar, o meu cora\u00e7\u00e3o deixar\u00e1 de chamar pelo teu nome. <\/span><\/p>\n

Um dia, vou libertar-me de ti. Vou finalmente aceitar que sou muito melhor sozinha e que fiz a coisa certa ao deixar-te ir.<\/span><\/p>\n

That day, I will learn to love myself. And that day will be the best day of my life. When that happens I won\u2019t have weak knees every time I see you or hear your voice in the background. <\/span><\/p>\n

My heart won\u2019t even start beating faster when you tell me that you miss me and that you made a huge mistake.<\/i><\/b> I am not going to give you the only thing you crave\u2014me! <\/span><\/p>\n

De facto, j\u00e1 n\u00e3o \u00e9s importante. Desta vez, quero dedicar-me a mim pr\u00f3pria e \u00e0s coisas de que gosto. Desta vez, quero mostrar-te que posso brilhar sem ti e que posso ser feliz sozinha. <\/span><\/p>\n

Desta vez, voltarei a fazer do mundo o meu pr\u00f3prio mundo.<\/span><\/p>\n

\"MESMO<\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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