{"id":15085,"date":"2020-02-22T09:56:26","date_gmt":"2020-02-22T09:56:26","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/herway.net\/?p=15085"},"modified":"2021-08-12T11:01:08","modified_gmt":"2021-08-12T11:01:08","slug":"ja-nao-vales-a-pena-lutar","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/ja-nao-vales-a-pena-lutar\/","title":{"rendered":"J\u00e1 n\u00e3o vales a pena lutar"},"content":{"rendered":"

O que \u00e9 que posso dizer? Sou um lutador. Vou at\u00e9 ao fim. N\u00e3o desisto quando as coisas ficam feias nem quando me canso.<\/p>\n

Somehow I always find fuel for my battles. I find strength even when others would\u2019ve lost hope a long time ago.<\/p>\n

I never give up on people I love. You know that well, don\u2019t you?<\/p>\n

Because you deserved to see me turning my back to you, but I didn\u2019t. You didn’t because I thought you were worth the fight.<\/p>\n

I thought that it\u2019s supposed to be this hard, that love should hurt sometimes, that I have to walk miles in pain before I get to feel a trace of happiness. So I fought for you like I never fought for anyone before.<\/p>\n

Life was hard on me but I learned not to give up easily. I fight and I try and I fall just so I\u2019d rise again and I keep fighting for what I want until I can\u2019t fight anymore, until giving up is the only option left. <\/strong><\/p>\n

E mesmo assim conven\u00e7o-me a tentar mais uma vez, que talvez esta \u00faltima tentativa fa\u00e7a a diferen\u00e7a. E n\u00e3o fazes ideia de como isto \u00e9 t\u00f3xico para mim.<\/strong><\/p>\n

You\u2019re something special, you know?<\/p>\n

Eu amava-te. Amei-te mesmo quando me deste todas as raz\u00f5es para n\u00e3o o fazer.<\/p>\n

Even when you treated me like I wouldn\u2019t treat the person I hate the most in this world. You played games with me.<\/p>\n

Continuaste a fazer promessas que nunca tencionaste cumprir e alimentaste-te da minha dor. Tudo o que vivi contigo foi desilus\u00e3o atr\u00e1s de desilus\u00e3o.<\/p>\n

I told myself that it doesn\u2019t matter and I convinced myself that things were going to change very soon. But things never changed with you.<\/p>\n

Things will never change with you. You are who you are. And you don\u2019t see that there is anything wrong with you.<\/p>\n

You don\u2019t see that there is anything wrong with how you treat others or how you treated me. And honestly, I didn\u2019t see it either for a while. But I finally opened my eyes.<\/p>\n

I can finally see you for who you are. I can finally stop deceiving myself and telling myself that you\u2019re a good guy. You\u2019re not um bom rapaz.<\/a><\/strong><\/p>\n

\"J\u00e1<\/p>\n

Now I understand how I can\u2019t fix you. Not only me, but nobody will ever be able to fix you because you don\u2019t want to be fixed.<\/p>\n

What you do want is someone who\u2019ll bend over backward you even when you don\u2019t lift a finger for that person.<\/p>\n

I guess I taught you that things can work this way. But that was my mistake, the one I\u2019m more than willing to correct now.<\/p>\n

I honestly don\u2019t get it. How come my efforts were not enough to make you want to try, too? How come you didn\u2019t wish to have a happy relationship, to love and be loved when you saw me trying so hard for you? It doesn\u2019t matter anyway. I\u2019ll just have to accept the fact that some questions will remain unanswered.<\/strong><\/p>\n

You have no idea what kind of internal battles I fought. My heart was telling me one thing, but my mind kept telling me something completely different. And I should\u2019ve listened to my mind, but I didn\u2019t.<\/p>\n

N\u00e3o vale a pena chorar agora.<\/p>\n

I was always someone who was led by emotions. But this time, I refuse to listen to my emotions. This time, I refuse to give all of me to someone who doesn’t appreciate it.<\/p>\n

Nunca me deste valor.<\/p>\n

Nunca apreciou realmente os meus esfor\u00e7os e nunca se preocupou verdadeiramente com o que nos acontece.<\/p>\n

While I was trying to make us work, you were living life like I\u2019m not in it. And you know what? The least I can do now is stop fighting for someone who doesn\u2019t deserve me.<\/p>\n

At the end of the day, when I tuck myself in bed and close my eyes, I won\u2019t have any regrets.<\/p>\n

I won\u2019t have any demons haunting me or my past trying to pull me into an abyss. Because I know I fought for more than you deserve. My conscience is pure.<\/p>\n

Unfortunately, I\u2019m not sure you\u2019ll be able to say the same thing.<\/p>\n

Years from now when you look back on your life, I\u2019ll bet there will be a regret or two regarding me. But what you\u2019ll regret the most is n\u00e3o me dando outra alternativa sen\u00e3o desistir de ti<\/a>.<\/p>\n

At the end of the day, I realized that it\u2019s okay to fight for someone who loves you. It\u2019s not okay to fight for someone to love you. There\u2019s a huge difference.<\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

What can I say\u2014I\u2019m a fighter. I go all the way. I don\u2019t give up when things get ugly nor when I get tired. Somehow I always find fuel for my battles. I find strength even when others would\u2019ve lost hope a long time ago. I never give up on people I love. You know…<\/p>","protected":false},"author":41,"featured_media":15091,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_kad_blocks_custom_css":"","_kad_blocks_head_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_body_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_footer_custom_js":"","_kadence_starter_templates_imported_post":false,"_kad_post_transparent":"","_kad_post_title":"","_kad_post_layout":"","_kad_post_sidebar_id":"","_kad_post_content_style":"","_kad_post_vertical_padding":"","_kad_post_feature":"","_kad_post_feature_position":"","_kad_post_header":false,"_kad_post_footer":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[29653],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-15085","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-letters"],"taxonomy_info":{"category":[{"value":29653,"label":"letters"}]},"featured_image_src_large":["https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/02\/valerie-elash-275583-unsplash.jpg",800,559,false],"author_info":{"display_name":"Martha Sullivan","author_link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/author\/martha-sullivan\/"},"comment_info":0,"category_info":[{"term_id":29653,"name":"letters","slug":"letters","term_group":0,"term_taxonomy_id":29653,"taxonomy":"category","description":"Regardless if you're looking for moving on, romantic, emotional, or open letters on various topics, you can be sure that you'll find it all here. ","parent":29651,"count":207,"filter":"raw","cat_ID":29653,"category_count":207,"category_description":"Regardless if you're looking for moving on, romantic, emotional, or open letters on various topics, you can be sure that you'll find it all here. ","cat_name":"letters","category_nicename":"letters","category_parent":29651}],"tag_info":false,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/15085","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/41"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=15085"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/15085\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/15091"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=15085"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=15085"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=15085"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}