Actually, I wanted so hard for it to be true that I convinced myself that you did love me but that you didn\u2019t know how to show it properly. I convinced myself that you were a closed person who had trouble showing his emotions. And I accepted you like that.<\/p>\n
I never asked for any romantic gestures\u2014I just wanted to feel loved and needed. I wanted to know I could count on you, I wanted for you to see the two of us as a team, the way I saw us. I wanted to be as important to you as you were to me.<\/p>\n
Mas tu s\u00f3 brincavas comigo. Demorei muito tempo, mas finalmente vi que nunca me amaste de verdade<\/a> e que eu s\u00f3 era bom para o teu ego.<\/p>\n Gostavas de ter algu\u00e9m que atendia sempre o telefone quando ligavas e algu\u00e9m que largava sempre tudo para ir ter contigo quando precisavas dela. Demorei muito tempo, mas finalmente percebi que seria sempre uma segunda op\u00e7\u00e3o para ti.<\/p>\n I realized that you never completely cared about me and that I didn\u2019t mean much to you. I realized that what we\u2019d had was obviously only special to me.<\/p>\n E finalmente, I\u2019ve plucked up the courage to leave you<\/a>. I decided it\u2019s about time to end this charade and afastar-se<\/a>.<\/strong><\/p>\n Now, after everything you\u2019ve put me through, you have the nerve to blame me for walking away.<\/p>\n After all these painful years, you have the nerve to try and make me feel guilty for leaving you. Now you are telling me that you need me and that you can\u2019t imagine your life without me.<\/p>\n Nunca paraste para pensar o que \u00e9 que me fez deixar-te. Agora est\u00e1s a tentar convencer-me de que estou a ser ego\u00edsta por te deixar para tr\u00e1s, mas nunca pensaste em toda a dor que me fizeste passar.<\/p>\n You never asked me how I was all those times you insulted me, all those times when I had to fight to get the crumbs of your attention and love, all those times you looked at other girls\u2026<\/p>\n Nunca pensaste nos meus sentimentos em todas as noites em que chorei at\u00e9 adormecer, em todas as vezes que me deixaste \u00e0 tua espera porque tinhas coisas mais importantes para tratar.<\/p>\n Nunca pensaste nos meus sentimentos enquanto eu passei anos a sentir-me mal amada e indesejada. E agora queres que eu pense nos teus sentimentos e me sinta culpada por finalmente me afastar de algu\u00e9m que nunca me mereceu, algu\u00e9m que nunca fez nada para me manter ao seu lado?<\/p>\n Posso jurar que te avisei mil vezes que irias matar todo o amor que eu tinha por ti. Esfor\u00e7aste-te muito para o fazer e, embora tenha sido dif\u00edcil, finalmente conseguiste.<\/p>\n![\"Decidi](\"https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/02\/joshua-rawson-harris-438788.jpg\")
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