{"id":15532,"date":"2019-03-02T08:13:46","date_gmt":"2019-03-02T08:13:46","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/herway.net\/?p=15532"},"modified":"2022-06-29T15:14:47","modified_gmt":"2022-06-29T15:14:47","slug":"vai-se-embora-e-nunca-mais-olhara-para-tras","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/vai-se-embora-e-nunca-mais-olhara-para-tras\/","title":{"rendered":"Vou deixar-te (E nunca olharei para tr\u00e1s)"},"content":{"rendered":"

This time I won\u2019t just stop at my words. <\/span>Desta vez, vou deixar-vos para sempre. <\/i><\/b>Sem l\u00e1grimas no rosto, sem remorsos e sem sentir que estou a perder algo importante.  <\/span>Vou deixar-vos<\/span><\/a> porque j\u00e1 estou farto de ti. <\/span><\/p>\n

I don\u2019t want to be treated like this because this kind of treatment is not something that I deserve. I don\u2019t deserve to be gaslighted, belittled and called names. <\/span><\/p>\n

I don\u2019t deserve seeing another woman\u2019s arms around your neck while I am sitting next to you. <\/span><\/p>\n

But of course, you don\u2019t know that. <\/span>You can\u2019t see that you are hurting me with your actions and your words.<\/i><\/b> And to be honest, I don\u2019t know why I am still with you. <\/span><\/p>\n

I don\u2019t know why I am putting up with your crap. Deep down I know that you will never change but I still stay with you. For some reason, I don\u2019t know how to walk away from you. <\/span><\/p>\n

Maybe it is because I got used to you because I don\u2019t know anything better than your<\/span> amor t\u00f3xico<\/span><\/a> ou talvez porque me convenceste de que estou quebrada e que ningu\u00e9m me amar\u00e1 como tu. Bem, se tiver a oportunidade de escolher, prefiro ficar sozinha a passar a minha vida contigo. <\/span><\/p>\n

Because truth to be told, you really don\u2019t deserve me.<\/i><\/b> You don\u2019t deserve my kisses and hugs, my worrying if you are okay when you are late nor my respect and support. <\/span><\/p>\n

I won\u2019t let you make me stay every time you feel like I am slipping away. I won\u2019t listen to your compliments and your sweet words anymore. <\/span><\/p>\n

N\u00e3o s\u00e3o algo que realmente queres dizer, mas algo que usas como uma arma para me fazeres ficar. Eu sei que fui uma tola por ter ficado contigo durante tanto tempo, mas finalmente decidi que te vou deixar e fazer o meu pr\u00f3prio caminho. <\/span><\/p>\n

I know that life prepared so many nice surprises for me and I won\u2019t just sit here and watch my life passing by. <\/span><\/p>\n

Vou defender-me. Vou come\u00e7ar a fazer coisas que me fazem feliz e esquecer as que te fazem feliz. <\/span><\/p>\n

Vou finalmente livrar-me das tuas m\u00e3os t\u00f3xicas \u00e0 volta da minha cintura sempre que tentas reconquistar-me<\/i><\/b>. <\/span><\/p>\n

I won\u2019t tolerate belittling, <\/span>ilumina\u00e7\u00e3o artificial<\/span><\/a>, chamar pelo nome<\/a> and abusing. I don\u2019t want to pretend that I am happy with you when we are in public but going through living hell behind closed doors. <\/span><\/p>\n

That is not life; this is agony and I don\u2019t want to do it anymore. You are not worthy of me and you are definitely not worthy of my love as well.<\/span><\/p>\n

\"Vou<\/p>\n

Agora, depois de tantos anos de abuso emocional e f\u00edsico, estou pronto para seguir em frente.<\/span> Estou pronto para encontrar o meu caminho, longe de ti<\/i><\/b>. O meu cora\u00e7\u00e3o \u00e9 puro e sei que fiz tudo o que estava ao meu alcance para salvar o que t\u00ednhamos. <\/span><\/p>\n

But I can\u2019t be the only one trying. If you want to be with me, you also need to make some effort, too. Because it takes two to tango and it looks like I am the only one trying to make this work. <\/span><\/p>\n

Por isso, estou a deixar-te. Estou a afastar-me porque a minha voz nunca foi ouvida nesta rela\u00e7\u00e3o. Sempre que quis falar contigo, deste-me o tratamento do sil\u00eancio. <\/span><\/p>\n

Every time I wanted to spend time with you, you chose your friends over me, telling me that I wasn\u2019t interesting to you at all. <\/span><\/p>\n

Every time I reached out my hands to hug you, you escaped like you don\u2019t feel anything for me anymore.<\/i><\/b> E isso magoa. D\u00f3i mesmo. <\/span><\/p>\n

So, when I get enough courage and leave you, don\u2019t try to seek me anymore. Even if you find me and tell me that you will change, admitting that you were a fool for letting me go, I will just smile to your face and leave you in wonder. <\/span><\/p>\n

And in that moment, you will get to know the real me. Because truth to be told, you didn\u2019t actually know me all these years that I spent with you. <\/span><\/p>\n

You didn\u2019t know what I am capable of doing. Too bad that you will find out about that in the worst possible way.<\/span> <\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

Quando eu te deixar, todo o teu mundo se desmoronar\u00e1.<\/i><\/b> You won\u2019t be able to listen to my voice in the early morning asking you if you want some coffee. <\/span><\/p>\n

You won\u2019t be able to sleep next to me and hug me in your dreams. You won\u2019t be able to make love with me, crying on my shoulder when everyone leaves you nor enjoying my company. <\/span><\/p>\n

Quando eu me for embora, vais finalmente ver que perdeste a rapariga que realmente queria ser tua. Apercebi-me que fiz parte de uma hist\u00f3ria errada o tempo todo e decidi ir embora. <\/span><\/p>\n

E a \u00fanica vez que olharei para tr\u00e1s ser\u00e1 para ver at\u00e9 onde cheguei.<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

\"Vou<\/p>\n

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This time I won\u2019t just stop at my words. This time I will leave you for good. Without tears running down on my face, without remorse and without feeling that I am losing something important.  I will leave you because I have had enough of you. I don\u2019t want to be treated like this because…<\/p>","protected":false},"author":40,"featured_media":15540,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_kad_blocks_custom_css":"","_kad_blocks_head_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_body_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_footer_custom_js":"","_kadence_starter_templates_imported_post":false,"_kad_post_transparent":"","_kad_post_title":"","_kad_post_layout":"","_kad_post_sidebar_id":"","_kad_post_content_style":"","_kad_post_vertical_padding":"","_kad_post_feature":"","_kad_post_feature_position":"","_kad_post_header":false,"_kad_post_footer":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[29618],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-15532","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-moving-on"],"taxonomy_info":{"category":[{"value":29618,"label":"moving on"}]},"featured_image_src_large":["https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/03\/kleiton-silva-580267-unsplash.jpg",800,533,false],"author_info":{"display_name":"Tara Brown","author_link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/author\/tara-brown\/"},"comment_info":0,"category_info":[{"term_id":29618,"name":"moving on","slug":"moving-on","term_group":0,"term_taxonomy_id":29618,"taxonomy":"category","description":"When nothing else works - inspiring stories about moving on are bound to help you let go of people and situations you never thought you could live without.\r\n","parent":38,"count":200,"filter":"raw","cat_ID":29618,"category_count":200,"category_description":"When nothing else works - inspiring stories about moving on are bound to help you let go of people and situations you never thought you could live without.\r\n","cat_name":"moving on","category_nicename":"moving-on","category_parent":38}],"tag_info":false,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/15532","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/40"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=15532"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/15532\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/15540"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=15532"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=15532"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=15532"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}