Foi que me toma por garantido<\/a>, assuming that I would always stay by your side. Everyone was always more important than me\u2014your friends, your family, your job, other girls in your life.<\/p>\n Tinhas mais respeito por todas essas pessoas que te tra\u00edram in\u00fameras vezes do que por mim, que sempre estive ao teu lado nos bons e maus momentos.<\/p>\n Independentemente do que acontecesse e de quanto de mim eu desse a ti, eu estava em \u00faltimo lugar na tua vida.<\/p>\n I hoped you\u2019d eventually change. I hoped you\u2019d see how much I loved you and that no other woman would ever love you like I did.<\/p>\n Acreditei mesmo que ias ganhar ju\u00edzo e foi por isso que fiquei sempre que me quis afastar de ti.<\/p>\n Of course, you weren\u2019t always like this. You had your moments and you had your way of keeping me around. Whenever you saw I was about to leave you, you would turn into the most caring and loving guy on the planet.<\/p>\n And for so long, I held on to those moments, thinking they were proof of your love but as soon as you\u2019d see I wasn\u2019t going anywhere, you would return to your old ways.<\/p>\n E quando olho para as coisas deste ponto de vista, nunca terei a certeza se alguma vez me amaste de verdade ou se apenas gostaste de ter algu\u00e9m que te amasse assim tanto.<\/p>\n Pensando bem, tudo isso \u00e9 irrelevante agora.<\/p>\n A \u00fanica coisa que importa \u00e9 que me cansei. Cansei-me do teu quase amor<\/a>. Eu tenho cansado de implorar a sua aten\u00e7\u00e3o<\/a>.<\/p>\n Cansei-me de esperar que me escolhesses em vez de todos os outros. E a \u00fanica coisa que me podia relaxar era isto: Lavar o stress acumulado<\/a><\/p>\n After many years, I finally had the courage to walk away from you. I don\u2019t know what the last straw was or what pushed me into making this decision.<\/p>\n Tudo o que sei \u00e9 que foi uma das decis\u00f5es mais dif\u00edceis da minha vida.<\/p>\n I know you probably think this was an easy thing for me to do. I know you don\u2019t want to admit to yourself how much you hurt me, so it\u2019s probably easier for you to think that I walked away from you because I became selfish or because I stopped loving you.<\/p>\n But that couldn\u2019t be further from the truth.<\/p>\n You can\u2019t even imagine how much strength it took me to give up on you. This may sound silly but it was one of the bravest things I have ever done.<\/p>\n Apesar de tudo o que me fizeste passar, continuei a culpar-me por me ter afastado de ti. Pensei que estava a ser ego\u00edsta por te ter deixado para tr\u00e1s.<\/p>\n Estava aterrorizada com a possibilidade de conseguires sobreviver sem mim.<\/p>\n I know everyone around you thinks you are this tough guy who can take everything that life throws at him. I know you\u2019ve always wanted to present yourself as someone who is capable of living without anyone by your side.<\/p>\n Mas eu conhe\u00e7o-te melhor do que isso. Sei que tamb\u00e9m tens um lado sens\u00edvel e vulner\u00e1vel. E estou sempre a pensar nesse teu lado. N\u00e3o paro de pensar se precisas da minha m\u00e3o para te ajudar a caminhar pela vida.<\/p>\n Pergunto-me se tens saudades minhas, se alguma vez pensas em mim. Embora o meu ego gostasse que isso fosse verdade, a \u00faltima coisa que desejo \u00e9 que sofras.<\/p>\n I have no resentments regarding you\u2014I forgive you everything, because I know this was the best you could do. You will always be special to me and I will pray for you for as long as I breathe.<\/p>\n
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