{"id":16442,"date":"2020-03-15T10:11:21","date_gmt":"2020-03-15T10:11:21","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/herway.net\/?p=16442"},"modified":"2021-08-12T08:08:33","modified_gmt":"2021-08-12T08:08:33","slug":"esquecer-te-foi-a-coisa-mais-dificil-de-sempre","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/esquecer-te-foi-a-coisa-mais-dificil-de-sempre\/","title":{"rendered":"Esquecer-te foi a coisa mais dif\u00edcil de sempre"},"content":{"rendered":"

Sei que pensaste que eu j\u00e1 n\u00e3o me importava.<\/strong> Sei que pensaste que era a coisa mais f\u00e1cil do mundo esquecer-te.<\/p>\n

I know you thought I was able to erase you so easily from my system. But you couldn\u2019t be more wrong.<\/p>\n

Eras tudo o que eu sempre quis. Eras a \u00fanica pessoa com quem eu era capaz de imaginar o meu futuro. Eras tudo o que eu esperava ter na vida, mas eras tamb\u00e9m tudo o que me estava a matar.<\/p>\n

You know what they say, \u201dSometimes the things you love the most are the things that destroy you the most.\u201d<\/p>\n

 I had to put on a show.  I had to convince you that I didn\u2019t care.<\/p>\n

I wanted to show you I\u2019m over you. I wanted you to believe that I was the first to move on.<\/p>\n

Pensei que quando j\u00e1 te dei tudo o que tinha, o orgulho era a \u00fanica coisa que guardava para mim.<\/p>\n

Foi a \u00fanica coisa que me fez seguir em frente. O orgulho era a \u00fanica coisa que restava.<\/p>\n

Mas o que viu e o que eu senti na realidade foram duas coisas completamente opostas.<\/strong><\/p>\n

Durante muito tempo, tive a tenta\u00e7\u00e3o de voltar para ti. Durante muito tempo, tive de me lembrar constantemente das coisas que me fizeste, da tortura que sofri quando estava contigo.<\/p>\n

For a long time, I was tormenting myself by replaying pictures of you breaking my heart just so I wouldn\u2019t pick up the phone and call you.<\/p>\n

Fiquei prisioneira de ti muito depois de termos acabado. Estava t\u00e3o viciada no teu amor t\u00f3xico que sair dele foi como sair de uma droga pesada. Deus, foi t\u00e3o dif\u00edcil.<\/p>\n

At the same time, I wanted to see you somewhere like accidentally and I was also praying for this not to happen\u2014as much as the things you put me through hurt, as much as the idea of not being with you was killing me.<\/p>\n

Eu era uma daquelas raparigas que chorava at\u00e9 adormecer todas as noites e depois levantava-se todas as manh\u00e3s como se nada tivesse acontecido na noite anterior. Eu amava-te mesmo depois de termos terminado, muito depois de termos terminado.<\/p>\n

You know, nobody tells you about toxic relationships that you still love despite what happens. You love despite the pain or despite the way you\u2019re treated. <\/strong><\/p>\n

You love despite the calls of your brain to come to your senses. You love even if you know you shouldn\u2019t.<\/strong><\/p>\n

Mas \u00e0s vezes, o amor n\u00e3o \u00e9 suficiente<\/a>. Por vezes, o amor \u00e9 exatamente o que nos est\u00e1 a matar.<\/p>\n

Because despite this immense love I was feeling towards you, I still didn\u2019t get the love I deserved.<\/p>\n

I still wasn\u2019t treated with respect. I still wasn\u2019t able to get you to work on us as hard as I was.<\/p>\n

You were always with one foot on the run and I was always all in, but we couldn\u2019t have made it only on my love.<\/p>\n

How long did you think I\u2019ll keep giving everything without getting anything in return?<\/p>\n

Quanto tempo faltava para me cansar? Quanto tempo at\u00e9 n\u00e3o ter mais for\u00e7as para lutar por um tipo que s\u00f3 me estava a magoar?<\/p>\n

How long before I realized you\u2019ve put me through hell and I still stuck by your side?<\/p>\n

Nada em ti foi f\u00e1cil para mim. <\/strong><\/p>\n

Being with you wasn\u2019t easy, being without you was even harder, but getting used to the fact that we no longer existed and that we don\u2019t get to live the shiny future I planned for us was the hardest thing there is.<\/strong><\/p>\n

Tamb\u00e9m n\u00e3o foi f\u00e1cil esquecer-te. Demorei algum tempo a conseguir deitar fora os teus presentes. Demorei algum tempo a aprender a adormecer sem abra\u00e7ar o teu capuz.<\/p>\n

It took me a while to be able to listen to our songs without getting melancholic. For a long time, I didn\u2019t want to go to places where we used to go just so I wouldn\u2019t awaken any undesired feelings.<\/p>\n

Durante muito tempo, tive de lutar contra as nossas mem\u00f3rias que apareciam aleatoriamente na minha cabe\u00e7a.<\/p>\n

You know how they say that time heals everything? Well, even if it does it slowly and gradually, it\u2019s true\u2014time does heal everything. <\/strong><\/p>\n

And I swear to God if time helped me to get you out of my system, there isn\u2019t a person in this world for whom it can\u2019t do the same.<\/strong><\/p>\n

Primeiro, habituei-me a n\u00e3o te ter por perto. Depois, comecei a apagar lentamente as tuas imagens na minha cabe\u00e7a.<\/p>\n

I took you off of a pedestal. I stopped hoping that you\u2019ll change or that we\u2019ll get back together.<\/p>\n

The songs that meant something to us don\u2019t mean a thing now to me. Perhaps they just remind me of the times you put me through hell and where not to go anymore.<\/p>\n

Eras o meu pr\u00f3prio peda\u00e7o de inferno do qual eu precisava de me salvar. E pouco a pouco aprendi a tirar-te do meu sistema.<\/p>\n

Each night I was dying and each morning I was getting up reborn. I didn\u2019t take a shortcut in getting over you.<\/p>\n

Permiti-me sentir tudo. Eu era dono disso e depois deixei-o ir. Mas nunca te deixei ver as minhas batalhas.<\/p>\n

Nunca os viu quando est\u00e1vamos juntos. N\u00e3o havia necessidade de os ver ou de os reconhecer quando acab\u00e1mos.<\/p>\n

Levei tempo a conhecer-te e levei o dobro do tempo a esquecer-te. Mas valeu a pena.<\/p>\n

I don’t wish that I hadn\u2019t ever met you because you were a lesson that I really needed to learn in life even if I hadn\u2019t seen that back then.<\/p>\n

Someone needed to toughen me up and make me open my eyes, and I couldn\u2019t have picked a better teacher.<\/p>\n

Por tudo o que me fizeste passar, o bom e o mau, estou-te grato.<\/p>\n

Because it all made me who I am today. Honestly, I wouldn’t want to be anybody else.<\/p>\n

Todas as cicatrizes que deixaste em mim ser\u00e3o lembretes para nunca me contentar com menos do que mere\u00e7o.<\/p>\n

And each time I fall down, I\u2019ll get up again because I\u2019ve been through hell once already and I\u2019ve survived. I can do it again.<\/p>\n

Esquecer-te foi a coisa mais dif\u00edcil de sempre. E mesmo assim consegui-o. <\/p>\n

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