{"id":16611,"date":"2019-03-19T14:21:41","date_gmt":"2019-03-19T14:21:41","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/herway.net\/?p=16611"},"modified":"2022-01-14T01:23:23","modified_gmt":"2022-01-14T01:23:23","slug":"o-que-e-que-eu-faco-2","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/o-que-e-que-eu-faco-2\/","title":{"rendered":"Voc\u00ea diz que sente minha falta, mas agora \u00e9 tarde demais"},"content":{"rendered":"

Porqu\u00ea agora? Porque \u00e9 que te lembraste que tinhas saudades minhas agora? Quando tudo acabou. Quando eu decidi que aquele adeus era o \u00faltimo. Onde estavas antes? <\/span><\/p>\n

Onde estavas tu quando devias estar ao meu lado? Quando eu sentia tanto a tua falta que n\u00e3o conseguia respirar? Quando chorei at\u00e9 adormecer? <\/span><\/p>\n

Quando eu estava a partir-me em milh\u00f5es de pedacinhos e tudo o que precisava era do teu abra\u00e7o para me salvar?<\/span><\/p>\n

You say you miss me. You say you love me. You say you didn\u2019t know what you had when you had it, when I was still yours. You say you are sorry and you wish you could take it all back. You say a lot of things now when it\u2019s too late to say them. And I know if I gave you one more chance you would just <\/span>desperdi\u00e7ar<\/span><\/a>. <\/span><\/p>\n

Est\u00e1 a ser nost\u00e1lgico, a recordar os bons velhos tempos. Lembrando-me daqueles momentos perfeitos de felicidade. Atraindo-me de volta ao mundo da esperan\u00e7a. <\/b><\/p>\n

Aquele em que talvez consigamos. Aquele com que secretamente ainda sonho. Um mundo em que ainda podemos ter o nosso \"felizes para sempre\". <\/b><\/p>\n

But I stopped believing in fairy tales a long time ago. I can\u2019t forget the bad days. I can\u2019t forget all that you put me through. I can\u2019t because it still hurts. <\/b><\/p>\n

When I look back now, I realize you caused me more heartache and pain than happiness and joy. It shouldn\u2019t be like that. I know that everything isn\u2019t supposed to be perfect but it shouldn\u2019t be that hard either. <\/span><\/p>\n

You didn\u2019t appreciate me when you had me. You took me for granted. You made a flaw out of my goodness. You used the love I had for you against me. <\/span><\/p>\n

Davas-me apenas o suficiente para me agarrar, mas nunca o suficiente para que eu pudesse dizer com certeza que eras meu. Senti tanto a tua falta quando est\u00e1vamos juntos. <\/span><\/p>\n

S\u00f3 me davas frac\u00e7\u00f5es do teu tempo. Esqueceste-te de mim durante dias. Esquecias<\/span> ignorar as minhas mensagens<\/span><\/a>. All of a sudden, you would return with some lame excuse I could see right through. And I didn\u2019t actually believe you. It was just that my desire to be with you surpassed everything else. <\/span><\/p>\n

So, I allowed all the lies to continue. When I would have enough, I would confront you but you would spin the story in a way that I would be the one apologizing to you for something I hadn\u2019t done. <\/span><\/p>\n

Fez-se de v\u00edtima das circunst\u00e2ncias e da minha capacidade de tirar conclus\u00f5es precipitadas. Fazias-me sentir culpada e funcionava. <\/span><\/p>\n

Nunca estiveste presente quando precisei de ti. S\u00f3 gostavas de mim feliz e sorridente. Mas eu sou apenas humana. Eu quebro sob press\u00e3o e a vida nem sempre \u00e9 uma can\u00e7\u00e3o de embalar. <\/span><\/p>\n

You should know that. You had some crappy phases while we were together and I was always there for you to lean on. I was always the one trying, the one bending over backward for you for us. Why couldn\u2019t you do the same?<\/span><\/p>\n

Agiste como se eu fosse irrelevante, como se te devesse alguma coisa. Como se eu fosse algo que tu pudesses <\/span>manipular e controlar<\/span><\/a>l facilmente. <\/span><\/p>\n

You treated me like a doormat until you exhausted me completely. Until I couldn\u2019t take this hot and cold game you were playing another second and until I couldn\u2019t listen to your lies anymore. <\/span><\/p>\n

Prometeste-me o mundo mas nunca foste al\u00e9m das promessas. Contaste-me todas aquelas hist\u00f3rias sobre como precisas de mais tempo, como tenho de ter calma contigo porque vais mudar, como me vais tratar melhor. <\/b><\/p>\n

Disse-me que eu tinha de ser mais compreensiva e paciente e que ter\u00edamos tudo. Se eu tivesse ficado, teria esperado para sempre. <\/b><\/p>\n

Eras apenas bom com as tuas palavras, um bom contador de hist\u00f3rias, um criador de contos de fadas que me dava grandes esperan\u00e7as e na realidade n\u00e3o me dava nada. Era essa a tua inten\u00e7\u00e3o desde o in\u00edcio, alimentar-me com mentiras e esperar que isso continuasse para sempre. <\/span><\/p>\n

That\u2019s your intention now, too. You miss me now. You want me back, but the moment I would give in and go back, you would go back to your old ways. You wouldn\u2019t appreciate me if you got me back.<\/span><\/p>\n

And it\u2019s too late now to make the wrong things right, to change like you always promised you would, to treat me better and love me without holding back. <\/span><\/p>\n

Eu segui em frente, ou melhor, estou no <\/span>processo de mudan\u00e7a <\/span><\/a>because even though I won\u2019t go back to you, that doesn\u2019t mean my feelings disappeared. <\/span>Ainda l\u00e1 est\u00e3o, mas sei que um dia n\u00e3o passar\u00e3o de uma mem\u00f3ria distante. <\/span><\/p>\n

Tens saudades minhas<\/a> agora, mas sentia falta de mim quando estava contigo. Sentia falta do meu sorriso. Sentia falta de me sentir seguro e amado. <\/b><\/p>\n

I missed being treated like I deserve. I missed you\u2014the you I knew once. So, understand when I say it\u2019s too late to miss me now. <\/b><\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Why now? Why did you remember you miss me now? When it\u2019s all over. When I decided that that goodbye was the last one. Where were you before? Where were you when you should have been by my side? When I missed you so much I was unable to breathe? When I cried myself to…<\/p>","protected":false},"author":40,"featured_media":16621,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_kad_blocks_custom_css":"","_kad_blocks_head_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_body_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_footer_custom_js":"","_kadence_starter_templates_imported_post":false,"_kad_post_transparent":"","_kad_post_title":"","_kad_post_layout":"","_kad_post_sidebar_id":"","_kad_post_content_style":"","_kad_post_vertical_padding":"","_kad_post_feature":"","_kad_post_feature_position":"","_kad_post_header":false,"_kad_post_footer":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[29618],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-16611","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-moving-on"],"taxonomy_info":{"category":[{"value":29618,"label":"moving on"}]},"featured_image_src_large":["https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/03\/pexels-photo-262077-1.jpg",800,533,false],"author_info":{"display_name":"Tara Brown","author_link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/author\/tara-brown\/"},"comment_info":0,"category_info":[{"term_id":29618,"name":"moving on","slug":"moving-on","term_group":0,"term_taxonomy_id":29618,"taxonomy":"category","description":"When nothing else works - inspiring stories about moving on are bound to help you let go of people and situations you never thought you could live without.\r\n","parent":38,"count":200,"filter":"raw","cat_ID":29618,"category_count":200,"category_description":"When nothing else works - inspiring stories about moving on are bound to help you let go of people and situations you never thought you could live without.\r\n","cat_name":"moving on","category_nicename":"moving-on","category_parent":38}],"tag_info":false,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/16611","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/40"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=16611"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/16611\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/16621"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=16611"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=16611"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=16611"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}