Amei-te durante muito tempo.<\/b><\/p>\n
To be honest, I don\u2019t even remember who I was before you entered my life. You changed the essence of my being and you became the center of my world. And you know very well how intense my love for you was. <\/span><\/p>\n You know there didn\u2019t exist a thing I wouldn\u2019t do for you. I was ready to move mountains and I was ready to fight the world, if needed, just for the sake of your love. And I was convinced that I would love you until the end of time. <\/span><\/p>\n Eu tinha a certeza de que n\u00e3o havia nada que pudesses fazer para que eu deixasse de te amar.<\/span><\/p>\n And that is why I am sure you won\u2019t believe this when you read it. Damn, I don\u2019t even believe it myself.<\/b><\/p>\n But I am here to tell you that you\u2019ve killed all the love I felt for you. You\u2019ve ripped out my heart and you\u2019ve torn it into pieces. There was nothing left of me to love you. So I am telling you that I don\u2019t love you anymore. <\/span><\/p>\n N\u00e3o \u00e9 s\u00f3 isso<\/span>\u2014<\/span>Odeio-te do fundo do meu ser.<\/span><\/p>\n I hate you for never thinking I was enough. As my boyfriend, you should\u2019ve helped me with my self-esteem. If you couldn\u2019t do that, the last thing you should\u2019ve done was undermine me all the time. But the weaker I was mentally, the easier it was for you to manipulate me. <\/span><\/p>\n Esfor\u00e7ou-se muito para me tornar ainda mais insegura. Enquanto estive contigo, passei anos <\/span>wondering why I wasn\u2019t enough<\/span><\/a>. What was I doing wrong? Why couldn\u2019t you love me the way I loved you?<\/span><\/p>\n Fizeste-me pensar que tudo era sempre culpa minha e que, por mais que tentasse, nunca era suficiente para ti.<\/span><\/p>\n Odeio-te por nunca me teres escolhido. Odeio-te por todas as outras raparigas com quem sempre senti que tinha de competir. Odeio-te por me tratares sempre como uma op\u00e7\u00e3o no fundo da tua lista de prioridades. <\/span><\/p>\n Odeio-te por me fazeres implorar por migalhas do teu afeto. Odeio-te por nunca me escolheres em vez de ningu\u00e9m, apesar de todos os sacrif\u00edcios que fiz por ti.<\/span><\/p>\n Odeio-te porque sempre me fizeste perseguir-te. <\/span><\/p>\n I don\u2019t know whether your ego was so fragile or you were a psychopath who enjoyed my suffering but you always did everything you could to make me come to you. You did everything you could to make me chase you and literally beg you to be with me. And you never did anything similar.<\/span><\/p>\n Mesmo que tudo fosse culpa tua, recusavas-te sempre a assumir a responsabilidade e manipulavas-me para que eu pensasse que te tinha obrigado a fazer ou a dizer algo que me causava dor. Deixaste bem claro que nunca me perseguirias, mostrando-me que a minha exist\u00eancia na tua vida era de pouca import\u00e2ncia para ti.<\/span><\/p>\n