{"id":17105,"date":"2020-06-29T13:01:24","date_gmt":"2020-06-29T13:01:24","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/herway.net\/?p=17105"},"modified":"2021-08-11T10:24:14","modified_gmt":"2021-08-11T10:24:14","slug":"estou-feliz-e-tu-continuas-a-ser-o-mesmo-pedaco-de-merda","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/estou-feliz-e-tu-continuas-a-ser-o-mesmo-pedaco-de-merda\/","title":{"rendered":"Estou feliz e tu continuas a ser o mesmo peda\u00e7o de merda"},"content":{"rendered":"

Vi-o na outra noite. Encostado ao balc\u00e3o, com aquele fato azul-escuro de que eu tanto gostava e aquela camisa branca que deixava ver a tua pele bronzeada. <\/span><\/i><\/p>\r\n

O teu cabelo penteado para tr\u00e1s, o cabelo com que eu adorava brincar. <\/span><\/i><\/p>\r\n

O cabelo pelo qual eu passava os meus dedos quando faz\u00edamos amor. Os teus l\u00e1bios a beijar o copo de u\u00edsque, como se a tua vida dependesse disso. <\/span><\/i><\/p>\r\n

E os teus olhos. Os seus olhos azuis brilhantes estavam a analisar a sala, \u00e0 procura da pr\u00f3xima v\u00edtima.<\/span><\/i><\/p>\r\n

Eu sabia como \u00e9 que a hist\u00f3ria ia correr.<\/b> Atirava-se a ela, fazia <\/span>ela sentir-se t\u00e3o especial<\/span><\/a> para aquela noite, a noite a que ela voltar\u00e1 sempre que a fizeres sentir-se in\u00fatil. <\/span><\/p>\r\n

A noite que ela recordaria sempre que olhasse para outra mulher. <\/span><\/p>\r\n

The night you made her fall for you that she\u2019s remember every time you break her. It\u2019ll be the night she will forever regret having and you\u2019ll be a bullet she couldn\u2019t possibly avoid.<\/span><\/p>\r\n

You\u2019re still the same man I once loved, but I shouldn\u2019t have.<\/b> Continua a ser t\u00e3o ego\u00edsta e egoc\u00eantrico que se recusa a ver as pessoas \u00e0 sua volta. <\/span><\/p>\r\n

It\u2019s not that you can\u2019t see them, you choose not to. <\/span><\/p>\r\n

Lembro-me de como lentamente me tiravas peda\u00e7os de mim \u00e0 medida que te apetecia. Tirou-me o meu amor, a minha liberdade e os meus sonhos. Era bom ter esse poder, acho eu. <\/span><\/p>\r\n

B<\/span>mas continuas a estar vazio. Continuas \u00e0 procura de algu\u00e9m que preencha esse vazio dentro de ti e continuas a falhar.<\/span><\/p>\r\n

You\u2019re still the same liar\u2014giving away empty promises like sprinkles on cake.<\/b> Algo para o tornar bonito, mas por dentro estava podre. <\/span><\/p>\r\n

Inside, it was nothing but pain and despair. You\u2019re promising commitment, loyalty and honesty, while you\u2019re already thinking about the next one to play. <\/span><\/p>\r\n

You\u2019re <\/span>faz\u00ea-la esperar por si<\/span><\/a>, settle for you, while you\u2019re already planning your escape route. <\/span><\/p>\r\n

And I honestly can\u2019t believe that I trusted you with my heart, but I guess this had to happen to make me appreciate it more.<\/span><\/p>\r\n

\"N\u00e3o<\/p>\r\n

You\u2019re still the same ungrateful bastard.<\/b> Fazes ideia da sorte que tiveste? <\/span><\/p>\r\n

Tinhas uma mulher que estava pronta para fazer de ti o seu mundo. Uma mulher que fez de ti a sua prioridade, a sua \u00fanica escolha e o seu tudo. <\/span><\/p>\r\n

Uma mulher que, por vezes, o amava mais do que a si pr\u00f3pria. Mas para ti, nunca foi suficiente. <\/span><\/p>\r\n

You could\u2019ve held the world in your arms and it still wouldn\u2019t have been enough. It will never be enough and you know it.<\/span><\/p>\r\n

You\u2019re still the same piece of shit\u2014not a man, but a mistake.<\/b> You play with other people\u2019s hearts and feelings like they are yours to play with. <\/span><\/p>\r\n

Quebramos as suas esperan\u00e7as e a sua confian\u00e7a diariamente, sem dar um passo em falso. <\/span><\/p>\r\n

It\u2019s just something you do, like you said, \u2018<\/span>It\u2019s not you, baby girl. You knew that I\u2019m not for this; you knew that I\u2019ll never settle down.\u2019  <\/span><\/i>Como \u00e9 que era suposto eu saber isso? Ou qualquer um de n\u00f3s, de facto? <\/span><\/p>\r\n

Entre todas aquelas promessas, beijos e palavras mais doces que se pode ouvir, como \u00e9 que eu ia ver as tuas mentiras?<\/span><\/p>\r\n

Vi-o a afastar-se com ela e, nesse momento, n\u00e3o senti mais nada sen\u00e3o pena dela. Naquele momento, aquele que eu tanto temia, n\u00e3o senti mais nada. <\/span><\/i><\/p>\r\n

And in that moment, I realized that I\u2019m over you and finally ready to move on. It took me too long to get here because you\u2019re good at breaking people. Too good.<\/span><\/i><\/p>\r\n

But I\u2019m finally whole and happy again.<\/b> Finalmente amo-me a mim pr\u00f3prio<\/span><\/a> de uma forma que nunca pensei que pudesse. <\/span><\/p>\r\n

Por fim, quando me olho ao espelho, j\u00e1 n\u00e3o vejo cicatrizes feias, coxas grandes e uma pessoa destro\u00e7ada. <\/span><\/p>\r\n

Vejo-me a mim pr\u00f3prio<\/span>\u2014<\/b>a minha for\u00e7a, a paix\u00e3o nos meus olhos e a alegria no meu sorriso. Eu vejo uma grande durona que passou por cima da sua pr\u00f3pria sepultura, aquela em que tu a puseste. <\/span><\/p>\r\n

I see an amazing woman who is ready to love, live and laugh again. I look at myself and I know I\u2019m happy. And you\u2019re still the same piece of shit.<\/span><\/p>\r\n\r\n

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I saw you the other night. Leaning against the bar, wearing that dark blue suit I loved so much with that white shirt which showed off your tanned skin. Your hair combed back, the hair I used to love to play with. The hair I would pull my fingers through when we would make love….<\/p>","protected":false},"author":40,"featured_media":17106,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_kad_blocks_custom_css":"","_kad_blocks_head_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_body_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_footer_custom_js":"","_kadence_starter_templates_imported_post":false,"_kad_post_transparent":"","_kad_post_title":"","_kad_post_layout":"","_kad_post_sidebar_id":"","_kad_post_content_style":"","_kad_post_vertical_padding":"","_kad_post_feature":"","_kad_post_feature_position":"","_kad_post_header":false,"_kad_post_footer":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[29619],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-17105","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-stories-love"],"taxonomy_info":{"category":[{"value":29619,"label":"stories"}]},"featured_image_src_large":["https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/03\/mikayla-mallek-95817-unsplash.jpg",800,533,false],"author_info":{"display_name":"Tara Brown","author_link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/author\/tara-brown\/"},"comment_info":0,"category_info":[{"term_id":29619,"name":"stories","slug":"stories-love","term_group":0,"term_taxonomy_id":29619,"taxonomy":"category","description":"To all the souls struggling with complicated love experiences: These heartfelt stories about love, heartbreak, and moving on will be your voice of wisdom.","parent":38,"count":424,"filter":"raw","cat_ID":29619,"category_count":424,"category_description":"To all the souls struggling with complicated love experiences: These heartfelt stories about love, heartbreak, and moving on will be your voice of wisdom.","cat_name":"stories","category_nicename":"stories-love","category_parent":38}],"tag_info":false,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/17105","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/40"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=17105"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/17105\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/17106"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=17105"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=17105"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=17105"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}