{"id":17163,"date":"2020-03-30T10:55:41","date_gmt":"2020-03-30T10:55:41","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/herway.net\/?p=17163"},"modified":"2021-08-11T10:27:27","modified_gmt":"2021-08-11T10:27:27","slug":"o-que-e-que-eu-quero","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/o-que-e-que-eu-quero\/","title":{"rendered":"Voc\u00ea partiu meu cora\u00e7\u00e3o, mas n\u00e3o me partiu"},"content":{"rendered":"

Quando me deixaste, pensei que era o fim do mundo. Pensei que a minha vida tinha chegado ao fim e que j\u00e1 n\u00e3o havia nada para eu viver. <\/span><\/p>\n

Dei-te tudo o que tinha e, enquanto estive contigo, deixei de existir como outra coisa que n\u00e3o fosse a tua namorada. <\/span><\/p>\n

And when you left, I just didn\u2019t know what to do with myself anymore. I felt like my existence had no meaning and no purpose. <\/span><\/p>\n

Eras a \u00fanica pessoa que me trazia felicidade e que conseguia p\u00f4r um sorriso no meu rosto. E tudo se foi. <\/span><\/p>\n

Lembro-me vagamente dos meses seguintes. Passei todo esse tempo a chorar por ti e \u00e0 espera que voltasses. Senti que trocaria tudo neste mundo s\u00f3 para ouvir a tua voz e ver o teu rosto mais uma vez. <\/span><\/p>\n

Pathetic, I know. But that was exactly how I felt. I couldn\u2019t get myself into doing anything productive and all I did was think of you. I cried from the moment I\u2019d wake up to the moment I\u2019d fall asleep. <\/span><\/p>\n

And even when I would manage to fall asleep, I would still dream about you. This pain you left behind consumed my entire being and I didn\u2019t see any signs of a bright future ahead of me. <\/span><\/p>\n

I just assumed I\u2019d suffer for you as long as I breathed. <\/span><\/p>\n

And then, one day, it just didn\u2019t hurt that much. I was still thinking of you but I didn\u2019t have the feeling I would die without you by my side. <\/span><\/p>\n

E, a partir desse momento, soube que iria sobreviver. Sabia que levaria algum tempo, mas tinha a certeza de que isso aconteceria mais cedo ou mais tarde.<\/span><\/p>\n

Passado algum tempo, cheguei \u00e0 conclus\u00e3o de que <\/span>you leaving me wasn\u2019t so bad after all. <\/b>Eras apenas uma li\u00e7\u00e3o dif\u00edcil<\/span><\/a> I had to learn. I saw that I was foolish for thinking that my life had come to its end just because you weren\u2019t in it. <\/span><\/p>\n

Apercebi-me de que o meu amor por ti n\u00e3o era a \u00fanica coisa que fazia de mim a mulher que sou. Apercebi-me de que, mais cedo ou mais tarde, iria deixar de te amar e estava determinada a faz\u00ea-lo. <\/span><\/p>\n

I was still the woman I was before I met you. You came very close to breaking me and you did damage me emotionally but you didn\u2019t destroy me completely. <\/span><\/p>\n

In the beginning, I was terrified that I would never love someone the way I loved you. I was scared that I wouldn\u2019t let anyone in after you. I was positive that everyone would hurt me the way you did. <\/span><\/p>\n

But most of all, I was scared that this pain you\u2019d put me through would damage me for life. I was certain that this experience would make me a bitter, negative person and that I would never recover from everything I\u2019d survived after you left. <\/span><\/p>\n

You were my toughest lesson. You taught me what I don\u2019t want from love and what love shouldn\u2019t look like. You taught me that it\u2019s OK to feel emotional pain and that I need to give myself<\/span> tempo para curar<\/span><\/a>antes de qualquer outra coisa. <\/span><\/p>\n

You taught me not to allow myself to be defined by someone else\u2019s presence or the lack of it. You taught me not to allow anyone to give meaning to my life.<\/span><\/p>\n

Mas acima de tudo, <\/span>fez-me perceber que preciso de aprender <\/b>para me amar a mim pr\u00f3prio<\/b><\/a>,<\/b> mesmo quando deixaste de me amar. Fizeste-me compreender que sou o meu melhor amigo e que sou a \u00fanica pessoa em quem posso confiar. <\/span><\/p>\n

Yes, you\u2019ve made it way harder for me to believe in true love.<\/b> But that doesn\u2019t mean I\u2019ve lost faith in it completely.<\/span><\/p>\n

Sim, <\/span>brincou com a minha confian\u00e7a<\/b> but you didn\u2019t manage to make me an insecure person.<\/span><\/p>\n

Sim, <\/span>you\u2019ve changed some things about me<\/b> mas eu continuava essencialmente na mesma.<\/span><\/p>\n

Sim, <\/span>Estava zangado<\/b> but I didn\u2019t become bitter and I hold no resentment.<\/span><\/p>\n

Sim,<\/span> you\u2019ve hurt me in more than one way<\/b> mas sei que me vou curar e recuperar.<\/span><\/p>\n

Sim, <\/span>you\u2019ve made me vulnerable <\/b>but you didn\u2019t take my strength away from me. <\/span><\/p>\n

Yes, you broke my heart but you didn\u2019t break me.<\/b><\/p>\n

<\/b>E esse \u00e9 o meu maior sucesso. <\/span> <\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

When you left me, I thought of it as the end of the world. I thought my life had come to an end and that there was nothing for me to live for anymore. I gave you my everything and while I was with you, I ceased to exist as anything else but your girlfriend….<\/p>","protected":false},"author":13,"featured_media":17164,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_kad_blocks_custom_css":"","_kad_blocks_head_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_body_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_footer_custom_js":"","_kadence_starter_templates_imported_post":false,"_kad_post_transparent":"","_kad_post_title":"","_kad_post_layout":"","_kad_post_sidebar_id":"","_kad_post_content_style":"","_kad_post_vertical_padding":"","_kad_post_feature":"","_kad_post_feature_position":"","_kad_post_header":false,"_kad_post_footer":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[29628],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-17163","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-dealing-with-breakup"],"taxonomy_info":{"category":[{"value":29628,"label":"dealing with breakup"}]},"featured_image_src_large":["https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/03\/vladislav-todorov-611107-unsplash-1-1.jpg",800,533,false],"author_info":{"display_name":"April Callaghan","author_link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/author\/april\/"},"comment_info":0,"category_info":[{"term_id":29628,"name":"dealing with breakup","slug":"dealing-with-breakup","term_group":0,"term_taxonomy_id":29628,"taxonomy":"category","description":"Breakups are painful but worry not; you don't need to go through all of it alone. If you need advice on when and how to break up, you'll find it all here.\r\n","parent":29627,"count":263,"filter":"raw","cat_ID":29628,"category_count":263,"category_description":"Breakups are painful but worry not; you don't need to go through all of it alone. If you need advice on when and how to break up, you'll find it all here.\r\n","cat_name":"dealing with breakup","category_nicename":"dealing-with-breakup","category_parent":29627}],"tag_info":false,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/17163","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/13"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=17163"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/17163\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/17164"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=17163"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=17163"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=17163"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}