I have had enough. Enough of this \u2018one step forward, two steps back\u2019 we have had going on for years. Every time I feel we are going somewhere, you finally flake out again. One moment you are close, you are all in, you reassure me that we\u2019ll make it, that this time it\u2019ll be different and as soon as I start to believe it, you disappear.<\/p>\n
How can you use me like that? How can you play with my heart like it\u2019s made of cardboard? Do you have a conscience at all? Why can\u2019t you stay away once you leave? Can\u2019t you see that this back and forth is killing me?<\/em><\/p>\n I guess you can\u2019t see it because you only see yourself.<\/strong> I have to stop deluding myself that you love me, that you care for me, that I mean something to you because if I really did you wouldn\u2019t treat me like this.<\/p>\n Sei que esta situa\u00e7\u00e3o em que nos encontramos agora \u00e9 parcialmente culpa minha. Continuo a dar a este amor infinitas hip\u00f3teses de ganhar vida. Continuo a dar-te oportunidades de seres o homem que eu acredito que \u00e9s no fundo, de seres o homem para mim, mas tu estragaste todas essas oportunidades.<\/p>\n For you, it\u2019s all a game.<\/strong> You are indecisive. You don\u2019t know what you want from life. You don\u2019t know what you want from me so you keep a enganar-me<\/a>. Continuas a confiar no facto de que eu estarei aqui, independentemente do que fizeres. Eu n\u00e3o fiz nada para que pensasses o contr\u00e1rio. N\u00e3o importa quantas vezes partiste, n\u00e3o importa quantas vezes me decepcionaste e arrastaste o meu cora\u00e7\u00e3o pela lama, eu sempre te aceitaria de volta e te amaria como se nada tivesse acontecido.<\/p>\n It\u2019s hard to let go of someone who made you feel like nobody else ever did.<\/strong> Tu arrebataste-me quando come\u00e7\u00e1mos. Fizeste-me sentir como se eu fosse a tua primeira e \u00fanica. Fizeste tudo o que podias para me apaixonar por ti. E assim que viste que eu estava louca por ti, decidiste que era altura de te ires embora.<\/p>\n E, passado algum tempo, quiseste voltar. Querias voltar s\u00f3 para te poderes ir embora outra vez.<\/strong> It was like this enchanted circle I couldn\u2019t get out of. Leaving and coming back wasn\u2019t all you did to me, though\u2014it was just a part of the equation.<\/p>\n