And guess what? I was right all along. But, I wish I weren\u2019t.<\/strong><\/p>\n Mas, de alguma forma, decidi dar-te uma oportunidade. Na verdade, estava a enganar-me a mim pr\u00f3prio, ao dizer que te estava a dar uma oportunidade.<\/p>\n A verdade \u00e9 que nunca me consegui controlar ao p\u00e9 de ti e que n\u00e3o tinha outra op\u00e7\u00e3o sen\u00e3o estar contigo. Precisava de ti como do ar e n\u00e3o havia nada que pudesse fazer, mesmo que quisesse.<\/p>\n Eu sabia que eras t\u00f3xico para mim. E desde o primeiro dia, trataste-me como merda<\/a>.<\/p>\n I won\u2019t talk about all the things you\u2019ve been doing to me\u2014you know it better than I do. You know you destroyed me in more than one way.<\/p>\n And we both knew we could never make it. We both know that we weren\u2019t meant to be.<\/p>\n But, we tried to fight it. I did it because I loved you and I will never know why you did it. But, it doesn\u2019t matter now anyway, does it?<\/p>\n A quest\u00e3o \u00e9 que est\u00e1vamos sempre a deixar-nos um ao outro. E continu\u00e1mos a voltar um para o outro.<\/p>\n I guess, on a certain level, you couldn\u2019t imagine your life without me either.<\/p>\n In the beginning, when you\u2019d walk away from me, I was just praying for you to come back. I was ready to forgive you everything and to act as if nothing has happened, just to have you by my side.<\/p>\n Mas, mais tarde, tornou-se uma tortura. Depois de v\u00e1rias separa\u00e7\u00f5es, I was afraid you\u2019d come back<\/a> para mim.<\/p>\n Porque eu sabia que nunca te poderia dizer n\u00e3o, por mais que tentasse.<\/p>\n And then, after a while, I\u2019ve started leaving you. I tried really hard to move away from you, to end this charade we got ourselves dragged into.<\/p>\n Havia alturas em que me perseguias e outras em que eu voltava sozinha.<\/p>\n E, de cada vez, esper\u00e1vamos que as coisas melhorassem.<\/strong> Because I can\u2019t be a part of this never-ending circle anymore. It changed the essence of who I am. It has made me stressed, insecure and anxious.<\/p>\n Em vez de me tornar mais feliz, a nossa rela\u00e7\u00e3o transformou-me na pior vers\u00e3o poss\u00edvel de mim mesma e isso \u00e9 a \u00faltima coisa que eu queria.<\/p>\n I know you don\u2019t believe me now, and you probably think I\u2019m bluffing, but I really am leaving you. And I am not doing it because I want you to go after me or to chase me.<\/p>\n I am not doing it to teach you a lesson nor to teach you how it will be without me. I am not doing it to prove to myself that you can\u2019t live without me nor to ask for confirmation of your love.<\/p>\n N\u00e3o o estou a fazer para aumentar o meu ego nem para curar as minhas inseguran\u00e7as.<\/p>\n I am not doing it because I don\u2019t love you anymore. Because I do. I still love you very much, more than anyone I\u2019ve ever loved.<\/p>\n And I am not sure if I\u2019ll ever stop loving you completely. But, I know I have to try.<\/p>\n Call me weak if you want to, but I am doing it because I can\u2019t stand any of this anymore. I can\u2019t stand never knowing where I stand with you.<\/p>\n I can\u2019t stand all of this negativity and tension between us. I can\u2019t stand the constant arguing. And most of all, I can\u2019t stand not seeing a future with someone I am trying to build a life with.<\/p>\n I\u2019ve spent more than enough time standing in one place, waiting for something to change.<\/p>\n I can\u2019t stand our quase-rela\u00e7\u00e3o<\/a> anymore. I can\u2019t stand you. And most of all, I can\u2019t stand the person I am when I am with you.<\/strong><\/p>\n
\nMas nunca o fizeram. E agora sei que nunca o fariam.<\/strong>
\nE \u00e9 por isso que Estou a dizer o meu \u00faltimo adeus<\/a> para si.<\/strong><\/p>\n
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