Quando entraste na minha vida, eu estava t\u00e3o perdida. Estava num lugar escuro e solit\u00e1rio do qual n\u00e3o sabia como sair.<\/p>\n
Depois de ter sido usada e abusada por homens, senti-me indigna de ser amada durante anos. A minha muralha estava no auge e eu n\u00e3o tinha qualquer inten\u00e7\u00e3o de deixar que um homem a derrubasse.<\/p>\n
Mas, por uma esp\u00e9cie de milagre, come\u00e7aste a arrebatar-me, apesar de estar aterrorizada.<\/strong><\/p>\n Eu avisei-te e disse-te para te afastares de mim. Eu dava demasiado trabalho. Mas, ao contr\u00e1rio de todos os outros, estavas t\u00e3o disposto a fazer tudo o que fosse preciso para me tornares teu. Perseguiste-me.<\/p>\n You made me feel beautiful every single day without fail. You told me you loved me every morning and every night. You waited patiently for me and didn\u2019t push me to do anything I didn\u2019t want to do.<\/p>\n You started a spark deep inside my soul. A spark that I hadn\u2019t seen in years. A spark that whispered, \u2018You are good enough and always have been\u2019. When I broke down at night, crying because I was so scared to be vulnerable and let you in, you just held me and told me that it would be okay and you would always be there.<\/p>\n But…onde est\u00e1s agora<\/a>?<\/p>\n I thought you were different from all the men before you. Boy, was I so wrong. You were the ultimate wolf in sheep\u2019s clothing. You were worse than them all.<\/strong><\/p>\n After you tore my wall down brick by brick and the last piece was gone, that\u2019s when all hell broke loose and the games began. You had finally won some sick mental battle that I didn\u2019t even know we were fighting. Now I was all yours to control.<\/p>\n A tua fachada estava a desmoronar-se e o homem que me garantiste que eras come\u00e7ou a desaparecer. De repente, pensaste que eras meu dono. Arrancaste tudo da minha vida, desde os meus amigos \u00e0 minha fam\u00edlia, para que eu tivesse de confiar em ti e s\u00f3 em ti.<\/p>\n The sweet I love yous slowed down, and the drunk \u2018I can\u2019t stand yous\u2019 were constant. You brainwashed me so much that I would end up apologizing for things that YOU did.<\/p>\n Looking back, I did nothing wrong except try to force a man who had no heart to love me. When you left me because you \u2018didn\u2019t love me anymore; it absolutely crushed me.<\/strong><\/p>\n What did I do to ruin us? It had to have been my fault somehow. But then I realized something\u2026 I did absolutely nothing wrong and the real problem was you never loved me in the first place.<\/p>\n Em retrospetiva, acho que a \u00fanica coisa que amavas era a ideia de algu\u00e9m que era suficientemente fraco para controlares. Tu aproveitas-te da fraqueza, sempre o fizeste e sempre o far\u00e1s. Usaste as tuas palavras para me fazeres apaixonar por ti. Mas no final, tudo o que fizeste foi provar que todas as tuas palavras eram mentiras, todas as tuas promessas eram vazias, e as tuas inten\u00e7\u00f5es comigo nunca foram puras.<\/p>\n I\u2019m not sure if you ever really wanted to be with me or you just liked the chase. You showed me the most twisted version of \u2018love\u2019 I had ever seen and left me shattered on the ground without a second thought. You broke down my wall only to destroy me.<\/p>\n