{"id":18156,"date":"2018-04-27T18:59:25","date_gmt":"2018-04-27T18:59:25","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/herway.net\/?p=18156"},"modified":"2021-08-12T10:03:51","modified_gmt":"2021-08-12T10:03:51","slug":"nao-importa-o-que-facas-agora-nunca-poderas-apagar-tudo-o-que-me-fizeste-no-passado","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/nao-importa-o-que-facas-agora-nunca-poderas-apagar-tudo-o-que-me-fizeste-no-passado\/","title":{"rendered":"N\u00e3o importa o que fa\u00e7as agora, nunca poder\u00e1s apagar tudo o que me fizeste no passado"},"content":{"rendered":"

Causaste-me muita dor e sofri muito por tua causa. <\/span>Partiste-me o cora\u00e7\u00e3o<\/span><\/a> e tu partiste-me. Destru\u00edste tudo o que podias destruir em mim e mudaste-me para sempre como pessoa. Sempre me trataste como um peda\u00e7o de merda, como se eu nunca fosse importante para ti.<\/span><\/p>\n

When I come to think of it now, I don\u2019t know if there is anything left that you didn\u2019t do to me. Because you lied to me, you cheated on me, you neglected me, you manipulated me and you controlled me. Above all, you abused me in more than one way. And that is something I am aware of now.<\/span><\/p>\n

Sabes, durante muito tempo, continuei a mentir a mim pr\u00f3pria. Recusei-me a admitir que eras uma pessoa m\u00e1 e que nunca me amaste de verdade. Recusei-me a aceitar todas as coisas que me fazias, por isso continuei a justificar-te e a culpar-me por tudo. Continuei a arranjar desculpas para as tuas mentiras, dizendo a mim pr\u00f3pria que devia ter interpretado mal as coisas. Sempre que te apanhava a trair-me, dizia a mim mesma que estava a imaginar tudo. E, nessas situa\u00e7\u00f5es, aceitava de bom grado as tuas desculpas falsas que, obviamente, n\u00e3o faziam sentido. Embora soubesse que estavas a abusar de mim, dizia a mim mesma que era <\/span>demasiado sens\u00edvel<\/span><\/a> ou que a culpa era minha por te ter provocado. Na verdade, eram essas as coisas que me estavas sempre a dizer e eu queria tanto acreditar nelas. Acho que, nessa altura, acreditava em todas as mentiras poss\u00edveis que me colocavas \u00e0 frente. A \u00fanica coisa em que eu nunca quis acreditar foi na verdade. Nunca quis aceitar que eras um abusador t\u00f3xico e que precisava de me afastar de ti se quisesse salvar a minha sanidade.<\/span><\/p>\n

I don\u2019t know what happened but with time, I knew I had to accept it. I guess it was when my bruises were too evident and too big for me to hide. I guess I became ashamed of the people around me seeing them and that was what made me wake up from this nightmare you were putting me through. And that was when I left you for good.<\/span><\/p>\n

When I first left, you didn\u2019t take me seriously. You were certain I\u2019d come crawling back to you. But that was something I had no intention of doing.<\/span><\/p>\n

With time, you saw I wasn\u2019t changing my mind. And you couldn\u2019t believe it. You couldn\u2019t believe I had the nerve to walk away from you. And that was when your efforts to win me back started. That was when you allegedly figured it all out and when you realized how badly you had treated me. That was when you started begging me to come back to you, promising me that this time was different and trying to assure me that you were a changed man. That was when you started acting like you would do anything just for me to go back to you.<\/span><\/p>\n

Mas deixem-me dizer-vos uma coisa<\/span>\u2014<\/span>I am not buying any of it. I don\u2019t believe you and I never will.<\/b> I know you don\u2019t want me back because you love me; you want me back because you can\u2019t believe you lost the person who you could always treat the way you wanted to. You want me back to help you boost your sick ego. And that is something I am not ready to do anymore.<\/span><\/p>\n

You keep finding ways to get to me and you keep telling me you feel sorry for everything you did to me. But I know that is not true. I know you are not even aware of all the suffering I\u2019ve been through because of you. I know that deep down, you still think all of it was my fault. <\/span>S\u00f3 me est\u00e1s a dizer tudo o que eu quero ouvir porque achas que isso te vai ajudar a reconquistar-me.<\/b><\/p>\n

Well, it won\u2019t. <\/span>Nunca mais vou voltar para ti e n\u00e3o h\u00e1 nada que possas fazer para mudar isso.<\/b> I am not telling you this because I\u2019m heartless or because I want revenge for everything you did to me. I am telling you this because I really mean it. <\/span><\/p>\n

Tens de aceitar o facto de que n\u00e3o h\u00e1 nada que possas fazer agora para me fazer esquecer tudo o que me fizeste no passado. <\/span>You don\u2019t have a magical eraser that can remove all the wounds and scars on my soul and body that you caused.<\/b><\/p>\n

Even if you have changed (and I know you haven\u2019t), you need to understand that just seeing your face reminds me of all the pain I\u2019ve been through. It reminds me of every tear I cried for you and of every humiliation you put me through. It reminds me of every time you hit me, of every time you crushed my heart, of every lie you told me straight to my face and of every woman you <\/span>traiu-me<\/span><\/a> com. E n\u00e3o h\u00e1 nada que possas fazer para me fazer esquecer isso.<\/span><\/p>\n

The only thing you can do is leave me alone. If you really regret all the things you did to me, please let me go and don\u2019t come back into my life ever again.<\/b> <\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

You caused me a lot of pain and I suffered a lot because of you. You broke my heart and you broke me. You destroyed everything that you could destroy about me and you changed me as a person for good. You always treated me like a piece of shit, like I never mattered to…<\/p>","protected":false},"author":40,"featured_media":18158,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_kad_blocks_custom_css":"","_kad_blocks_head_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_body_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_footer_custom_js":"","_kadence_starter_templates_imported_post":false,"_kad_post_transparent":"","_kad_post_title":"","_kad_post_layout":"","_kad_post_sidebar_id":"","_kad_post_content_style":"","_kad_post_vertical_padding":"","_kad_post_feature":"","_kad_post_feature_position":"","_kad_post_header":false,"_kad_post_footer":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[29619],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-18156","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-stories-love"],"taxonomy_info":{"category":[{"value":29619,"label":"stories"}]},"featured_image_src_large":["https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/04\/tyler-nix-601519-unsplash-1.jpg",800,533,false],"author_info":{"display_name":"Tara Brown","author_link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/author\/tara-brown\/"},"comment_info":0,"category_info":[{"term_id":29619,"name":"stories","slug":"stories-love","term_group":0,"term_taxonomy_id":29619,"taxonomy":"category","description":"To all the souls struggling with complicated love experiences: These heartfelt stories about love, heartbreak, and moving on will be your voice of wisdom.","parent":38,"count":424,"filter":"raw","cat_ID":29619,"category_count":424,"category_description":"To all the souls struggling with complicated love experiences: These heartfelt stories about love, heartbreak, and moving on will be your voice of wisdom.","cat_name":"stories","category_nicename":"stories-love","category_parent":38}],"tag_info":false,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/18156","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/40"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=18156"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/18156\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/18158"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=18156"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=18156"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=18156"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}