While you and I were together, you kept convincing me that I would never find someone if you left me. You did everything in your power to destroy my confidence and partly, you\u2019ve succeeded in doing so.<\/p>\n
You were always trying to convince me that I had no value and that I was good for nothing. At first, I didn\u2019t believe you and I knew that you were only telling me all this to play with my head and to insult me.<\/p>\n
Mas, com o tempo, tenho de admitir que comecei a acreditar em ti. Comecei a pensar que eras realmente a melhor coisa que me podia acontecer, apesar de todos os abusos que me fazias passar.<\/p>\n
Quando me deixaste, disseste-me que eu devia estar feliz por te ter tido na minha vida e que tinhas a certeza de que eu nunca te iria esquecer.<\/p>\n
And I was also certain of that. I was sure that I\u2019d love you for the rest of my life, even if you didn\u2019t love me. I simply couldn\u2019t see the reason of my existence without you by my side.<\/p>\n
When you first walked away from me, I couldn\u2019t remember the person I was before you came into my life. I felt like I never existed without you and that was the worst part.<\/p>\n
You know, I was always afraid that you\u2019d leave me and that fear came true. And when you did, you broke my heart. But that was something I could handle and something I hoped I would eventually recover from.<\/p>\n
Mas aquilo de que pensei que nunca iria recuperar foi a forma como o teu amor partiu-me<\/a> completamente.<\/p>\n E isso \u00e9 algo que ainda estou a aprender a ultrapassar.<\/p>\n But it doesn\u2019t mean I still think I will never get over you. Because I know I will, even if it\u2019s the last thing I ever do.<\/strong><\/p>\n E it certainly doesn\u2019t mean I\u2019ve stopped loving you.<\/strong> Porque, infelizmente, continuo a amar-te e essa \u00e9 a \u00fanica verdade. Ainda penso em ti todos os dias e ainda h\u00e1 momentos em que desejo que voltes.<\/p>\n Por vezes, ainda acordo de manh\u00e3 sem me aperceber que j\u00e1 n\u00e3o est\u00e1s c\u00e1. Ainda te procuro e ainda espero ouvir a tua voz.<\/p>\n Ainda h\u00e1 noites em que choro at\u00e9 adormecer e momentos em que olho para o telem\u00f3vel, na esperan\u00e7a de ver uma mensagem ou uma chamada perdida tua.<\/p>\n I know that I shouldn\u2019t feel like this and that you don\u2019t deserve for me to ever think of you, but I guess we can\u2019t control our emotions. I guess my love for you is stronger than my reason for now.<\/p>\n