{"id":19001,"date":"2020-08-22T06:49:44","date_gmt":"2020-08-22T06:49:44","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/herway.net\/?p=19001"},"modified":"2022-03-01T23:56:20","modified_gmt":"2022-03-01T23:56:20","slug":"eu-deixei-te-mas-queria-que-lutasses-por-mim","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/eu-deixei-te-mas-queria-que-lutasses-por-mim\/","title":{"rendered":"Eu deixei-te, mas na verdade queria que lutasses por mim"},"content":{"rendered":"

O facto de eu te ter deixado deve ter sido mais um choque para ti do que qualquer outra coisa. Tenho quase a certeza de que n\u00e3o sofreste por mim, mas ficaste definitivamente chocado.<\/p>\n

Let\u2019s face it\u2014I was always aquele que te amava mais<\/a> e fui sempre eu que impulsionei a nossa rela\u00e7\u00e3o, que lutei para que tudo isto resultasse.<\/p>\n

Por isso, provavelmente assumiste que eu ficaria sempre contigo e que acabar contigo era algo que nunca sonharias que acontecesse. Mas foi exatamente isso que aconteceu.<\/p>\n

Although for years I kept telling you some things that were bothering me regarding your behavior and regarding our relationship, I know you\u2019ve probably been wondering why I left you.<\/p>\n

You may think that I\u2019ve stopped loving you or that I\u2019ve found someone else. And although I would love for this to be true, the truth is that I\u2019ve walked away from you for all the wrong reasons.<\/p>\n

A verdade \u00e9 que te deixei porque me fazia sentir insegura e porque precisava de aprova\u00e7\u00e3o.<\/strong> Precisava de confirmar que era suficientemente boa para ti e que querias mesmo estar comigo.<\/p>\n

I needed approval that I wasn\u2019t imagining things all this time, that this great love between us wasn\u2019t only in my head and that it was something real and did exist. Because I needed confirmation that you really wanted to be with me and that you hadn\u2019t spent years by my side just because I was convenient.<\/p>\n

Deixei-te porque Queria que me perseguisses<\/a> por uma vez.<\/strong> Fi-lo porque me cansei de andar sempre atr\u00e1s de ti e de ser o \u00fanico a fazer avan\u00e7ar a nossa rela\u00e7\u00e3o.<\/p>\n

Eu cresci cansado de sentir que estava a implorar pela sua aten\u00e7\u00e3o<\/a> e como se eu estivesse a for\u00e7ar-te a estar comigo. E, por uma vez, queria que fosses tu a ligar-me e a enviar-me mensagens e a esperar pela minha resposta.<\/p>\n

Por uma vez, queria que fosses tu a iniciar os encontros e a querer resolver todos os nossos problemas.<\/p>\n

Deixei-te porque queria que mostrasses o teu amor por mim.<\/strong> I don\u2019t know if you will ever be fully aware of this but the fact is that I never felt that I was loved by you.<\/p>\n

N\u00e3o completamente, pelo menos. Nunca tentaste mostrar-me o teu amor porque assumiste que era algo impl\u00edcito pelo facto de estares comigo. Mas, para mim, isso nunca foi suficiente.<\/p>\n

Queria que me mostrasses que gostavas de mim e que me amavas com todo o teu cora\u00e7\u00e3o.<\/p>\n

Deixei-te porque pensei que veria o que estava a perder.<\/strong> Porque, no fundo, eu esperava que me amasses e que me estivesses a tomar por garantida.<\/p>\n

Eu pensei que tu irias acordar no momento em que me visses a afastar-me de ti. Pensei que verias que estavas mesmo a perder-me e que farias tudo o que fosse poss\u00edvel para evitar que isso acontecesse.<\/p>\n

A verdade \u00e9 que te deixei porque queria que lutasses por mim.<\/strong> Porque pensei que me consideravas vale a pena lutar<\/a>. Because I hoped you considered our relationship to be something valuable and because I hoped you wouldn\u2019t let me go just like that.<\/p>\n

Mas nunca fizeste nada disso.<\/p>\n

And at first, I was so disappointed and sad about the fact that you didn\u2019t lift a finger to keep me by your side. By doing this or actually by not doing anything, you have only proven that all of my doubts were true all along. You\u2019ve proven that you never loved me for real, that this was what you wanted all along.<\/p>\n

You\u2019ve shown me that you were apparently just waiting for me to be the one to walk away so you wouldn\u2019t be the one to blame for the two of us falling apart.<\/p>\n

Mas now I am grateful that you didn\u2019t do a thing.<\/strong> I am thankful because now I finally know where I stand and I am happy I\u2019ve made the choice to leave behind the man who never deserved my love.<\/p>\n

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Me leaving you has probably come as a shock to you more than anything else. I am almost positive that you didn\u2019t suffer for me but you were definitely shocked. Let\u2019s face it\u2014I was always the one who loved you more and I was always the one who pushed our relationship forward, the one who…<\/p>","protected":false},"author":40,"featured_media":19002,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_kad_blocks_custom_css":"","_kad_blocks_head_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_body_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_footer_custom_js":"","_kadence_starter_templates_imported_post":false,"_kad_post_transparent":"","_kad_post_title":"","_kad_post_layout":"","_kad_post_sidebar_id":"","_kad_post_content_style":"","_kad_post_vertical_padding":"","_kad_post_feature":"","_kad_post_feature_position":"","_kad_post_header":false,"_kad_post_footer":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[29619],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-19001","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-stories-love"],"taxonomy_info":{"category":[{"value":29619,"label":"stories"}]},"featured_image_src_large":["https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/05\/marvin-meyer-521451-unsplash.jpg",800,533,false],"author_info":{"display_name":"Tara Brown","author_link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/author\/tara-brown\/"},"comment_info":0,"category_info":[{"term_id":29619,"name":"stories","slug":"stories-love","term_group":0,"term_taxonomy_id":29619,"taxonomy":"category","description":"To all the souls struggling with complicated love experiences: These heartfelt stories about love, heartbreak, and moving on will be your voice of wisdom.","parent":38,"count":424,"filter":"raw","cat_ID":29619,"category_count":424,"category_description":"To all the souls struggling with complicated love experiences: These heartfelt stories about love, heartbreak, and moving on will be your voice of wisdom.","cat_name":"stories","category_nicename":"stories-love","category_parent":38}],"tag_info":false,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/19001","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/40"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=19001"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/19001\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/19002"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=19001"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=19001"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=19001"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}