{"id":19397,"date":"2020-07-01T10:27:44","date_gmt":"2020-07-01T10:27:44","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/herway.net\/?p=19397"},"modified":"2021-08-11T10:04:13","modified_gmt":"2021-08-11T10:04:13","slug":"estou-a-aprender-lentamente-a-viver-sem-ti","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/estou-a-aprender-lentamente-a-viver-sem-ti\/","title":{"rendered":"Estou a aprender lentamente a viver sem ti"},"content":{"rendered":"

Estou a aprender lentamente a viver sem ti.<\/b> It hasn’t been that long since we split apart but to me it has been like an eternity. <\/span><\/p>\n

Estava \u00e0 tua espera<\/span> para me aperceber de como estava destro\u00e7ado e assustado<\/span><\/a> de viver a minha vida sem ti, mas j\u00e1 me recompus. Consigo fazer isto sem ti.<\/span><\/p>\n

Estou a aprender lentamente a viver sem o meu melhor amigo. <\/b>You were both a friend and a lover. That’s probably why I loved every little part of your personality. <\/span><\/p>\n

I loved our late-night conversations and the way you’d hold me like no one would ever again touch me after you. We were so wrong for each other but it still felt so right.<\/span><\/p>\n

Estou a aprender lentamente a viver sem o teu beijo de bom dia.<\/b> Today was the first morning that I didn’t wake up expecting you to kiss me and wish me a beautiful day. <\/span><\/p>\n

Usually I forget that you’re no longer here with me but this morning I woke up realizing that you weren’t sleeping next to me and that I was alone.<\/span><\/p>\n

Estou a aprender lentamente porque \u00e9 que acab\u00e1mos.<\/b> I didn’t understand it then because it was such an emotional event that I wasn’t able to think straight. I only thought about how it must have been a joke and that this wasn’t happening to me<\/span>\u2014<\/span>mas foi! <\/span><\/p>\n

Now I see that we broke up because we didn’t want the same things in our lives. You wanted a career and I wanted a family. <\/span><\/p>\n

You wanted to work and leave the country, while my own ambition in life was to bring a wonderful child into this world with you. You didn’t like kids. You never did.<\/span><\/p>\n

I am slowly learning that it’s OK.<\/b> Eu vou ficar bem<\/span><\/a> and you will be fine, we won’t be together ever again but it is OK. I don’t blame you for what happened and I have stopped blaming myself. <\/span><\/p>\n

It’s just how life works sometimes. We have to be aware of the fact that people split up for more tragic reasons than we did.<\/span><\/p>\n

Estou a aprender lentamente a perdoar.<\/b> As I said, I don’t blame either of us anymore. I have learned that holding grudges is poisonous to my own mind and soul, so I stopped blaming and holding on to what happened. <\/span><\/p>\n

It’s all in the past now, so <\/span>Eu perdoo-te<\/span> and I forgive myself. We both deserve forgiveness because it wasn’t our fault that we split up. It was simply the fact that we weren’t meant to be.<\/span><\/p>\n

I am slowly learning that love can’t be unconditional<\/b>\u2014<\/b>Por muito que me custe dizer isto, porque sempre me vi como algu\u00e9m que usa o cora\u00e7\u00e3o na manga e que deve sempre amar e dar porque o mundo precisa de mais pessoas assim. <\/span><\/p>\n

But the truth is that love can’t be unconditional. We have to know our boundaries, our limits. You have to give something back if you want me to be there for you. <\/span><\/p>\n

It’s just how the world works. I can’t just stand around and watch you take advantage of my kindness.<\/span><\/p>\n

I am slowly learning that it doesn’t have to hurt forever.<\/b> Of course, I was devastated because you weren’t in my life anymore.<\/span><\/p>\n

Now I see that it doesn’t have to hurt forever because the world has so many wonders for me that I can be enormously happy even without you in my life. <\/span><\/p>\n

My chest doesn’t have to hurt forever to remind me of what I have lost but you can rather slip away into a happy memory of a life I had in the past.<\/span><\/p>\n

Estou a aprender lentamente que serei amada e que voltarei a amar.<\/b> I’m sure everyone goes through the stage of misery after a break-up, when they are thinking that it’s impossible to fall in love ever again but it’s not. <\/span><\/p>\n

H\u00e1 algu\u00e9m por a\u00ed<\/span><\/a> who’s meant to be mine and that one person will stay by my side forever. We will go through everything together but he is going to stay. Someone is going to stay!<\/span><\/p>\n

That’s why I am no longer crying. Sometimes, I remember you and it makes me remember what we went through and it makes me remember that love is so fragile. <\/b><\/p>\n

Mas d\u00e1-me esperan\u00e7a de uma nova vida. Por causa destes pensamentos, estou a aprender lentamente a viver sem ti.<\/b><\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

I am slowly learning to live without you. It hasn’t been that long since we split apart but to me it has been like an eternity. I was waiting for you to realize how broken and scared I was to live my life without you in it but I have got myself back on my…<\/p>","protected":false},"author":23,"featured_media":19398,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_kad_blocks_custom_css":"","_kad_blocks_head_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_body_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_footer_custom_js":"","_kadence_starter_templates_imported_post":false,"_kad_post_transparent":"","_kad_post_title":"","_kad_post_layout":"","_kad_post_sidebar_id":"","_kad_post_content_style":"","_kad_post_vertical_padding":"","_kad_post_feature":"","_kad_post_feature_position":"","_kad_post_header":false,"_kad_post_footer":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[29631],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-19397","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-getting-over-him"],"taxonomy_info":{"category":[{"value":29631,"label":"getting over him"}]},"featured_image_src_large":["https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/06\/jordan-donaldson-jordi-d-686908-unsplash.jpg",800,533,false],"author_info":{"display_name":"Leah Lee","author_link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/author\/leah\/"},"comment_info":0,"category_info":[{"term_id":29631,"name":"getting over him","slug":"getting-over-him","term_group":0,"term_taxonomy_id":29631,"taxonomy":"category","description":"Getting over someone you still care about is one of the biggest challenges, but nothing is impossible when you know you're not alone, so check out our brilliant advice.","parent":29627,"count":124,"filter":"raw","cat_ID":29631,"category_count":124,"category_description":"Getting over someone you still care about is one of the biggest challenges, but nothing is impossible when you know you're not alone, so check out our brilliant advice.","cat_name":"getting over him","category_nicename":"getting-over-him","category_parent":29627}],"tag_info":false,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/19397","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/23"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=19397"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/19397\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/19398"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=19397"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=19397"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=19397"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}