{"id":19405,"date":"2018-06-01T11:39:26","date_gmt":"2018-06-01T11:39:26","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/herway.net\/?p=19405"},"modified":"2022-01-21T12:47:00","modified_gmt":"2022-01-21T12:47:00","slug":"como-podes-viver-contigo-mesmo-sabendo-o-que-me-fizeste","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/como-podes-viver-contigo-mesmo-sabendo-o-que-me-fizeste\/","title":{"rendered":"Como podes viver contigo mesmo, sabendo o que me fizeste?"},"content":{"rendered":"

What you did to me was horrible and there is no doubt about it. I know you keep telling yourself that you didn\u2019t do anything wrong to me and I know you keep justifying yourself in front of yourself and in front of everyone else. I know you are not consumed by guilt and that you don\u2019t blame yourself for all the hell you put me through. I know you are probably doing all of this because you can\u2019t face all of the horror you made me go through and because you couldn\u2019t look at yourself in the mirror if you admitted everything you did.<\/span><\/p>\n

But saying all of this to yourself doesn\u2019t change everything you did and doesn\u2019t change the essence of who you are. It doesn\u2019t change the fact that you betrayed me, disappointed me, that you took advantage of me, that you used me and that you broke my heart and broke me into pieces. It doesn\u2019t change the fact that you are a <\/span>manipulador t\u00f3xico<\/span><\/a> and a selfish man who takes care of your needs only and it doesn\u2019t change the fact that your behavior toward me was never OK.<\/span><\/p>\n

Embora isso seja algo que estou a aprender a aceitar e embora Estou a esfor\u00e7ar-me muito para aprender a viver sem ti<\/a> and to learn to live with the fact that you obviously never loved me, there are still some things I can\u2019t understand when it comes to you. <\/span>I\u2019ve stopped looking for reasons why you did all the things you did to me but I still don\u2019t know how you could have done all of them. I still don\u2019t know how come you have no conscience and how you could live with yourself knowing you\u2019ve hurt me in the worst possible ways.<\/b><\/p>\n

I still don\u2019t know how you can sleep peacefully knowing you are the cause of my nightmares,<\/b> knowing I am the one crying myself to sleep every night. How can you sleep peacefully knowing there is someone out there waking up in the middle of the night screaming, traumatized for all the things you\u2019ve done?<\/span><\/p>\n

Como \u00e9 que se pode viver consigo pr\u00f3prio<\/b> sabendo que tra\u00edste o \u00fanico <\/span>rapariga que te amava incondicionalmente<\/span><\/a>? How can you continue living your life knowing that you\u2019ve disappointed me and that you ruined everything I fought so hard for?<\/span><\/p>\n

Como \u00e9 que nos podemos ver ao espelho <\/b>sabendo que me tra\u00edste e que me substitu\u00edste por uma rapariga que nunca ter\u00e1 o meu valor? Como podes beijar esta rapariga, prometendo-lhe tudo o que me prometeste e vivendo com ela a vida que plane\u00e1mos? Como podes t\u00ea-la nos teus bra\u00e7os, sabendo o mal que a tua trai\u00e7\u00e3o me fez?<\/span><\/p>\n

Como \u00e9 que podes pensar que \u00e9s um bom homem,<\/b> Sabendo que te aproveitaste do meu amor por ti, sabendo que s\u00f3 me usaste para o teu ego e sabendo que nunca foste realmente honesto comigo?<\/span><\/p>\n

Como \u00e9 que podes viver contigo mesmo sabendo que estragaste tudo o que de belo se passou entre n\u00f3s dois e que estragaste as minhas hip\u00f3teses de ser feliz?<\/span><\/p>\n

How can you look at yourself in the mirror knowing you\u2019ve damaged me for good, knowing that you\u2019ve changed me forever? Knowing that you\u2019ve made me <\/span>deixar de acreditar em finais felizes<\/span><\/a> and in love, knowing that you\u2019ve turned me into a bitter and negative person that I never was before?<\/span><\/p>\n

How can you be peaceful knowing that you pretended to be someone you clearly are not and knowing that you lied to me all along while I was nothing but honest with you? Knowing that you led me on while you needed me and then dumping me like I never meant anything to you? Knowing that you played with someone\u2019s emotions, knowing that you manipulated and emotionally abused the woman who loved you?<\/span><\/p>\n

I guess these are all the questions I will never get answers to. Because I assume you don\u2019t know them either. And maybe it\u2019s better this way. Maybe I can\u2019t understand all of this because I could never be like you and because I could never do the things you did to me.<\/b> <\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

What you did to me was horrible and there is no doubt about it. I know you keep telling yourself that you didn\u2019t do anything wrong to me and I know you keep justifying yourself in front of yourself and in front of everyone else. I know you are not consumed by guilt and that…<\/p>","protected":false},"author":40,"featured_media":19406,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_kad_blocks_custom_css":"","_kad_blocks_head_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_body_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_footer_custom_js":"","_kadence_starter_templates_imported_post":false,"_kad_post_transparent":"","_kad_post_title":"","_kad_post_layout":"","_kad_post_sidebar_id":"","_kad_post_content_style":"","_kad_post_vertical_padding":"","_kad_post_feature":"","_kad_post_feature_position":"","_kad_post_header":false,"_kad_post_footer":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[29617],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-19405","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-heartbreak"],"taxonomy_info":{"category":[{"value":29617,"label":"heartbreak"}]},"featured_image_src_large":["https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/06\/jordan-donaldson-jordi-d-686908-unsplash-2.jpg",800,533,false],"author_info":{"display_name":"Tara Brown","author_link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/author\/tara-brown\/"},"comment_info":0,"category_info":[{"term_id":29617,"name":"heartbreak","slug":"heartbreak","term_group":0,"term_taxonomy_id":29617,"taxonomy":"category","description":"Recovering after having your heart broken is tough. That's why I've decided to collect different stories of heartbreak - to help everyone going through the same.","parent":38,"count":146,"filter":"raw","cat_ID":29617,"category_count":146,"category_description":"Recovering after having your heart broken is tough. That's why I've decided to collect different stories of heartbreak - to help everyone going through the same.","cat_name":"heartbreak","category_nicename":"heartbreak","category_parent":38}],"tag_info":false,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/19405","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/40"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=19405"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/19405\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/19406"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=19405"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=19405"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=19405"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}