{"id":20605,"date":"2020-07-06T09:16:09","date_gmt":"2020-07-06T09:16:09","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/herway.net\/?p=20605"},"modified":"2021-08-12T13:13:17","modified_gmt":"2021-08-12T13:13:17","slug":"por-favor-diz-me-que-nao-sou-tao-esquecido-como-o-teu-silencio-me-faz-sentir","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/por-favor-diz-me-que-nao-sou-tao-esquecido-como-o-teu-silencio-me-faz-sentir\/","title":{"rendered":"Por favor, diga-me que eu n\u00e3o sou t\u00e3o esquec\u00edvel quanto o seu sil\u00eancio me faz sentir"},"content":{"rendered":"

No outro dia, estava a percorrer as redes sociais e vi uma cita\u00e7\u00e3o que me partiu o cora\u00e7\u00e3o num instante.<\/p>\n

I didn’t even know that it was possible for something so simple to open up wounds that never properly healed.<\/p>\n

\u2018Please tell me that I am not as forgettable as your silence is making me feel\u2019.<\/p>\n

Did you forget me? I see that you have a new life in which I don’t even have space. I don’t fit with the new you and this life that you have begun far away from me.<\/p>\n

But I can’t help but wonder if you still remember me. Of course, there are two possible answers and both of which are destructive to me.<\/p>\n

If you don’t miss me, if you have forgotten about me, you never cared.<\/strong><\/p>\n

Pensar que algu\u00e9m t\u00e3o precioso, t\u00e3o especial para mim, iria um dia desaparecer e nunca mais pensar em mim \u00e9 partindo-me em peda\u00e7os<\/a>.<\/p>\n

\"mulher<\/p>\n

I don’t want to believe that you never cared, because that would mean that every little thing that we went through was a lie.<\/p>\n

If you do miss me, if you haven’t forgotten about me, then you still care.<\/strong> Deveria estar a procurar estas respostas?<\/p>\n

Ser\u00e1 que quero mesmo saber que ainda gostas de mim? Sim. Quero saber se te magoa recordar o que me fizeste.<\/p>\n

Quero que arrepender-se de ter partido<\/a> e sempre a pensar que h\u00e1 algu\u00e9m mais adequado para ti do que eu. Continuo a pensar em ti.<\/strong><\/p>\n

Por vezes, quando acordo de manh\u00e3 depois de um sonho contigo, imagino que estou a passar para o outro lado e que te vejo deitado ao meu lado, com os olhos fechados e a tua respira\u00e7\u00e3o lenta a tocar-me a pele.<\/p>\n

How pathetic can I get, you wonder? I can’t even put it into words.<\/p>\n

Lembrar-me-ei para sempre de ti.<\/strong> Foste o primeiro homem que me mostrou que o amor era mais do que apenas dias felizes e pores-do-sol.<\/p>\n

You showed me that I was able to love a man who didn\u2019t even know how to love me back.<\/p>\n

\"mulher<\/p>\n

Amei-te mais do que alguma vez saber\u00e1s e talvez ainda te ame, mas n\u00e3o \u00e9 preciso que o saibas.<\/p>\n

Sempre fui um amante das manh\u00e3s.<\/strong> As manh\u00e3s faziam-me sentir sempre t\u00e3o pura e amorosa.<\/p>\n

Talvez porque acordava ao teu lado, sabendo que o dia seria nosso, sabendo que tinha tanto por que ansiar e tantas recorda\u00e7\u00f5es para fazer contigo.<\/p>\n

At that time I didn’t know that memories would be the only things that I would have from you.<\/p>\n

Restam-me as recorda\u00e7\u00f5es e a solid\u00e3o.<\/strong> It’s like my heart is still calling out your name and I try to shut it up but the emotions overwhelm me to the point where I can’t even control my tears.<\/p>\n

But it’s fine. I have been going through these outbursts of emotions since you’ve been gone.<\/p>\n

We haven’t spoken since you left, have we?<\/strong> Nunca me desamigaste e eu tamb\u00e9m n\u00e3o tive coragem de o fazer. Eu sabia que haveria dias em que adoraria ver-te.<\/p>\n

\"mulher<\/p>\n

At least in a picture. You never texted me to see how I was doing, so I assumed that you didn’t want me to write you either.<\/p>\n

How heartbreaking and sad it all must be looking in from the outside, knowing all the things that we’ve been through and now we’re strangers with nothing else except a few memories.<\/p>\n

Esquecido. Silenciosa. Quebrado.<\/p>\n

Sou tudo isso e continuarei a s\u00ea-lo durante sabe-se l\u00e1 quanto tempo.<\/strong> But I won’t mourn in despair for too long. It’s 3am here and when the sun rises again Voltarei<\/a> \u00e0 minha vida novamente.<\/p>\n

Talvez nunca mais me lembre de que pensei em ti esta noite. Talvez at\u00e9 v\u00e1 procurar algu\u00e9m que se pare\u00e7a contigo e me pergunte porque \u00e9 que essa pessoa me \u00e9 t\u00e3o familiar.<\/p>\n

Mas, por agora, boa noite, meu amor. Espero que um dia tamb\u00e9m te lembres de mim, quando um estranho fizer algo que te fa\u00e7a lembrar de mim ou quando trope\u00e7ares numa recorda\u00e7\u00e3o.<\/strong><\/p>\n

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The other day I was scrolling through social media and I saw a quote that broke my heart in an instant. I didn’t even know that it was possible for something so simple to open up wounds that never properly healed. \u2018Please tell me that I am not as forgettable as your silence is making…<\/p>","protected":false},"author":40,"featured_media":116999,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_kad_blocks_custom_css":"","_kad_blocks_head_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_body_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_footer_custom_js":"","_kadence_starter_templates_imported_post":false,"_kad_post_transparent":"","_kad_post_title":"","_kad_post_layout":"","_kad_post_sidebar_id":"","_kad_post_content_style":"","_kad_post_vertical_padding":"","_kad_post_feature":"","_kad_post_feature_position":"","_kad_post_header":false,"_kad_post_footer":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[29619],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-20605","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-stories-love"],"taxonomy_info":{"category":[{"value":29619,"label":"stories"}]},"featured_image_src_large":["https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/07\/Please-Tell-Me-That-I-Am-Not-As-Forgettable-As-Your-Silence-Makes-Me-Feel-1024x684.jpg",1024,684,true],"author_info":{"display_name":"Tara Brown","author_link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/author\/tara-brown\/"},"comment_info":0,"category_info":[{"term_id":29619,"name":"stories","slug":"stories-love","term_group":0,"term_taxonomy_id":29619,"taxonomy":"category","description":"To all the souls struggling with complicated love experiences: These heartfelt stories about love, heartbreak, and moving on will be your voice of wisdom.","parent":38,"count":424,"filter":"raw","cat_ID":29619,"category_count":424,"category_description":"To all the souls struggling with complicated love experiences: These heartfelt stories about love, heartbreak, and moving on will be your voice of wisdom.","cat_name":"stories","category_nicename":"stories-love","category_parent":38}],"tag_info":false,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/20605","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/40"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=20605"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/20605\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/116999"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=20605"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=20605"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=20605"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}