{"id":21523,"date":"2018-08-02T11:43:11","date_gmt":"2018-08-02T11:43:11","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/herway.net\/?p=21523"},"modified":"2021-08-12T06:54:16","modified_gmt":"2021-08-12T06:54:16","slug":"cansei-me-de-o-ver-partir-me-o-coracao-e-apaixonei-me-por-mim-propria","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/cansei-me-de-o-ver-partir-me-o-coracao-e-apaixonei-me-por-mim-propria\/","title":{"rendered":"Cansei-me de o ver partir-me o cora\u00e7\u00e3o, por isso apaixonei-me por mim pr\u00f3pria"},"content":{"rendered":"

Era uma vez, eu apaixonei-me por ele. Era uma vez, eu dei tudo de mim para<\/i><\/b>o the man who couldn\u2019t care less for me<\/i><\/b><\/a>. Era uma vez, um cora\u00e7\u00e3o partido. <\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

Fui espancado at\u00e9 \u00e0 morte emocional. Era como um cad\u00e1ver vivo, a respirar, a comer, a beber, mas incapaz de sentir o que quer que fosse. <\/span><\/p>\n

Eu estava completamente entorpecida no meu mundo de caos, aquele que ele fez da minha vida, prometendo-me um conto de fadas no in\u00edcio. Mas tudo o que recebi foram l\u00e1grimas, tristeza e agonia. Eu merecia tudo, mas no final n\u00e3o tive nada de bom, e ele \u00e9 o \u00fanico culpado por isso.<\/span><\/p>\n

He was such a nice guy at first. He took care of me. He protected me, and he was keeping me like I was the apple of his eye. But somewhere along the road, he changed. He transformed into a man I couldn\u2019t recognize anymore. He started picking fights out of nowhere. <\/span><\/p>\n

He always made me feel like I wasn\u2019t good enough for him, like I just got lucky for him choosing me. He made me believe<\/span> Eu era a pessoa que n\u00e3o era am\u00e1vel,<\/span><\/a> the one who doesn\u2019t deserve love and good treatment. <\/span><\/p>\n

He convinced me that the way he was treating me was the right way because I didn\u2019t deserve anything better than that. He made me completely lose myself over him. <\/span><\/p>\n

He always wanted me to make him my priority while he never made me his. And I, blindly in love accepted all of his terms. I accepted them all and didn\u2019t ask what I will get from it. <\/span><\/p>\n

I just obeyed him, thinking that he knows best. I didn\u2019t even use my head to think about that. I didn\u2019t think about the fact that he was using me all that time. <\/span><\/p>\n

E ele sabia-o desde o in\u00edcio, mas nunca o admitiu porque era bom para ele. Manter-me perto e obrigar-me a fazer tudo o que ele queria era o seu objetivo final. <\/span><\/p>\n

Ele s\u00f3 precisava de uma marioneta que dan\u00e7asse enquanto ele tocava, e encontrou a <\/span>v\u00edtima perfeita<\/span><\/a> em mim. Eu fazia tudo o que ele queria, pensando que devia comportar-me assim porque o amava. <\/span><\/p>\n

Pensava que estava a fazer algo de bom pela nossa rela\u00e7\u00e3o, mas ele nunca fez nada de bom por mim. E sempre que eu lhe dizia isso, sempre que lhe dizia que ele tamb\u00e9m devia tentar manter-me na rela\u00e7\u00e3o, ele limitava-se a dizer-me que eu precisava mais dele do que ele de mim e que eu podia ir-me embora se quisesse. <\/span><\/p>\n

E acreditem, as palavras dele magoaram-me como a espada mais afiada, apunhalando o meu cora\u00e7\u00e3o vezes sem conta. Naquele momento, apercebi-me que ele nunca me amou. S\u00f3 amava a ideia de eu estar perto para satisfazer todos os seus desejos. Obrigava-me sempre a ficar porque precisava de mim. <\/span><\/p>\n

No entanto, ele precisava de mim para fins maus. Eu era apenas algu\u00e9m a quem ele se habituou. Sabia que tipo de caf\u00e9 ele gostava, como devia ser o seu pequeno-almo\u00e7o e como queria que a sua roupa fosse lavada. <\/span><\/p>\n

Ele queria-me perto porque eu lhe era familiar, porque conhecer outra mulher e ensinar-lhe tudo o que eu sabia seria um problema. <\/span><\/p>\n

That\u2019s why<\/span> ele fez tanto esfor\u00e7o <\/span><\/a>para me manter por perto. Conseguiu-o manipulando-me, mentindo-me e enganando-me. \u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

He used all means necessary to keep me close and he managed to do that. It wasn\u2019t so hard since I was madly in love with him. He used my heart and my feelings to get what he wanted, and he succeeded in his plan. <\/span><\/p>\n

He got what he wanted, and I ended up with my heart bleeding. \u00a0He broke my heart so many times. I don\u2019t remember the number of times I forgave him for hurting me, thinking that he will change. <\/span><\/p>\n

Mas sabes, um dia cansei-me de tudo isso. Cansei-me de ele me menosprezar, de me mentir, <\/span>manipulando-me<\/span><\/a> e n\u00e3o me amava de todo. Por isso, decidi que era altura de desistir dele. <\/span><\/p>\n

You know, giving up on him was the hardest thing I\u2019ve ever had to do but it was the only way to get my old life back. I suffered when I let him go, but I had lived in pain for such a long time, and I simply had to make some change. I needed to feel alive again. <\/span><\/p>\n

I needed to feel worthy and lovable again. And he couldn\u2019t provide me with that. He didn\u2019t know how to love me, so I fell in love with myself instead. I was his prisoner for a long time and I needed to break free from him. <\/span><\/p>\n

And the day I did it, I was born again. I started enjoying things that I enjoyed before I met him, and it was such an amazing feeling. I started going out with my friends, meeting new people and making my dreams come true. I started doing all those things he forbade me while I was in a relationship with him\u2014things that I had missed so much.<\/span><\/p>\n

And most of all, I got the old me back, the person I craved so much but couldn\u2019t get because he had trapped her in his web of lies. But now, all is over! He doesn\u2019t possess me anymore. <\/span><\/p>\n

He doesn\u2019t have the right to come into my life again. And even if he wants it, I would never let him come back. One toxic man was enough for my whole life. The last thing I need is to put up with his shit again and ruin my life. <\/span><\/p>\n

Em vez disso, optei por voltar a ser feliz. Optei por<\/i><\/b> come\u00e7ar um novo cap\u00edtulo da minha vida!<\/i><\/b><\/a> E, acima de tudo, escolhi apaixonar-me por mim pr\u00f3pria!<\/i><\/b><\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Once upon a time, I fell in love with him. Once upon a time, I gave all of myself to the man who couldn\u2019t care less for me. Once upon a time, I got my heart broken. I was beaten to an emotional death. I was like a living corpse, breathing, eating, drinking, but being…<\/p>","protected":false},"author":22,"featured_media":21527,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_kad_blocks_custom_css":"","_kad_blocks_head_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_body_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_footer_custom_js":"","_kadence_starter_templates_imported_post":false,"_kad_post_transparent":"","_kad_post_title":"","_kad_post_layout":"","_kad_post_sidebar_id":"","_kad_post_content_style":"","_kad_post_vertical_padding":"","_kad_post_feature":"","_kad_post_feature_position":"","_kad_post_header":false,"_kad_post_footer":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[29644],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-21523","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-self-love"],"taxonomy_info":{"category":[{"value":29644,"label":"self-love"}]},"featured_image_src_large":["https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/08\/jordan-whitfield-525164-unsplash.jpg",800,533,false],"author_info":{"display_name":"Tina Navarro","author_link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/author\/tatiana\/"},"comment_info":0,"category_info":[{"term_id":29644,"name":"self-love","slug":"self-love","term_group":0,"term_taxonomy_id":29644,"taxonomy":"category","description":"Self-love is not an option but a necessity. Boost your self-confidence, learn to love yourself and ditch toxicity because you deserve to be happy.","parent":29643,"count":290,"filter":"raw","cat_ID":29644,"category_count":290,"category_description":"Self-love is not an option but a necessity. Boost your self-confidence, learn to love yourself and ditch toxicity because you deserve to be happy.","cat_name":"self-love","category_nicename":"self-love","category_parent":29643}],"tag_info":false,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/21523","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/22"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=21523"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/21523\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/21527"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=21523"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=21523"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=21523"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}