{"id":21731,"date":"2020-08-08T11:19:45","date_gmt":"2020-08-08T11:19:45","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/herway.net\/?p=21731"},"modified":"2022-01-06T15:54:47","modified_gmt":"2022-01-06T15:54:47","slug":"ainda-te-amo-mas-nao-consigo-aguentar-mais-esta-confusao","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/ainda-te-amo-mas-nao-consigo-aguentar-mais-esta-confusao\/","title":{"rendered":"Ainda te amo, mas n\u00e3o aguento mais esta confus\u00e3o"},"content":{"rendered":"

Nunca pensei que estaria a pensar em<\/span> deixando-o<\/span><\/a>. <\/span><\/p>\n

But here I am, thinking about leaving you one day and being madly in love with you the next. And in all that mess called our love, I don\u2019t know what the right decision is. <\/span><\/p>\n

I don\u2019t know if I will do the right thing by leaving or by staying. But sometimes, I wish you were far away from me. <\/span><\/p>\n

Sometimes, you bring so much turbulence into my life that I walk on eggshells just to not hurt you. I think twice about the things I tell you, and no matter how much I would love to, I can\u2019t tell you everything about my life. <\/span><\/p>\n

I can\u2019t tell you about other people that make me feel safe and happy. I can\u2019t do that because you would feel neglected. I always put you first, and if I do this now for myself, <\/span>tudo se vai desmoronar. <\/span><\/a><\/p>\n

It has already started, and I can only imagine what would happen if I don\u2019t make some effort. <\/span><\/p>\n

Sabes, eras o meu melhor amigo h\u00e1 muito tempo. Podia ter-te contado tudo sobre mim, e nunca me terias julgado. Mas algures no caminho, tudo mudou. <\/span><\/p>\n

J\u00e1 n\u00e3o \u00e9s a mesma pessoa, e eu tamb\u00e9m mudei contigo. <\/span><\/p>\n

Mas sabes qual \u00e9 a pior parte? Ambos mud\u00e1mos para pior. <\/span><\/p>\n

Estamos a seguir uma dire\u00e7\u00e3o que n\u00e3o \u00e9 boa para ambos, mas continuamos a recusar desistir um do outro. <\/span><\/p>\n

I hurt you and you hurt me, but we are still together. But I really don\u2019t know if that is the kind of love I want for the rest of my life. <\/span><\/p>\n

I don\u2019t know if I can <\/span>viver mais nesta confus\u00e3o.<\/span>Because no matter how much I am trying, I simply can\u2019t give up on you. <\/span><\/p>\n

And no matter how much I show you my love, you don\u2019t want to accept it for some reason. It is like you don\u2019t trust me when I say that Eu amo-te<\/a>. <\/span><\/p>\n

\u00c9 como se pensasses que eu minto sobre tudo e que te quero enganar. Mas querida, isso nunca me passou pela cabe\u00e7a. Respeito-te o suficiente para deixar a nossa vida privada como est\u00e1. <\/span><\/p>\n

O que temos, seja bom ou mau, quero deix\u00e1-lo como algo que s\u00f3 nos pertence a n\u00f3s. <\/span><\/p>\n

That\u2019s why I never reveal any secrets that we have. That\u2019s why I never tell my friends about all the problems that we go through. I keep it all in my heart, far away from others. <\/span><\/p>\n

I don\u2019t tell people that you offended me and that I suffer because of you. I don\u2019t tell them that my whole world is falling apart because I am losing the love of my life.<\/span><\/p>\n

Fico calada e sofro em sil\u00eancio porque, se lhes contar que estamos a desmoronar, nada vai mudar. <\/span><\/p>\n

Tudo ficaria na mesma. S\u00f3 que tu me odiarias ainda mais. S\u00f3 que o fim chegaria mais depressa.<\/span><\/p>\n

I want you to know that I live for the days when we don\u2019t fight. I live for the time we spend like we used to, <\/span>aninhados na nossa cama<\/span><\/a> e ver filmes antigos. <\/span><\/p>\n

E depois sinto que tudo est\u00e1 como dantes. Tudo parece completamente igual. <\/span><\/p>\n

A tua m\u00e3o na minha, a minha cabe\u00e7a no teu peito e o teu cheiro que me cativa completamente. <\/span><\/p>\n

Est\u00e1s aqui, a dizer-me que me amas e que n\u00e3o h\u00e1 lugar onde preferisses estar do que nos meus bra\u00e7os. Dizes que gostas de me ter por inteiro e que tens ci\u00fames de todas as pessoas que me querem roubar de ti. <\/span><\/p>\n

Because I am the air in your lungs (as you like to say). I am the only bright spot, and you can\u2019t live without me. <\/span><\/p>\n

E durante alguns dias, sinto que <\/span>tomou a decis\u00e3o correcta<\/span> em ficar convosco. <\/span><\/p>\n

Depois, num piscar de olhos, mudas. Transformas-te numa pessoa com quem eu pensava que nunca iria viver. <\/span><\/p>\n

You start judging me for the smallest things, and you don\u2019t let me breathe. And again, at those moments, I feel like I should just walk away from you. At those moments, I don\u2019t see an exit. <\/span><\/p>\n

E ningu\u00e9m me pode dizer que \u00e9 apenas uma discuss\u00e3o como qualquer outra que acontece numa rela\u00e7\u00e3o. \u00c9 muito mais do que uma simples briga. \u00c9 uma lavagem cerebral. \u00c9 abuso emocional. \u00c9 foder a mente. <\/span><\/p>\n

And at those moments, I hate you for who you have become. I hate that you don\u2019t let out the man I fell in love with. I hate that you became the person you told me you would never become. <\/span><\/p>\n

Aquele que tem ci\u00fames da minha felicidade, aquele que quer que eu seja o seu fantoche que ele vai manipular, aquele que me quer s\u00f3 para ele e aquele que decide se eu vou ser feliz ou n\u00e3o. <\/span><\/p>\n

I don\u2019t want that because that is not love, and we are here because of it in the first place. If I have to pretend that I am someone I am not just so you would like me, then I don\u2019t want you because it is obvious that <\/span>n\u00e3o estamos destinados a ficar juntos. <\/span><\/a><\/p>\n

Maybe we just idealized love too much. Maybe we had enormous expectations, and now when things are not like we imagined, we don\u2019t feel fulfilled. <\/span><\/p>\n

Mas o pior \u00e9 que, mesmo que as coisas n\u00e3o estejam bem, n\u00e3o est\u00e1 a fazer nada para mudar essa situa\u00e7\u00e3o. <\/span><\/p>\n

Desististe demasiado cedo e esperas que as coisas melhorem. Bem, desculpa rebentar a tua bolha, mas n\u00e3o \u00e9 assim que as coisas funcionam no amor. <\/span><\/p>\n

O amor \u00e9 uma via de dois sentidos, e se desististe do que temos, \u00e9 em v\u00e3o que continuo a tentar. <\/span><\/p>\n

A verdade \u00e9 que me cansei de tudo e que quero sentir a paz interior. Quero voltar a ser livre. Quero amar e ser amada. E o que \u00e9 mais importante, quero o meu antigo eu de volta. <\/span><\/p>\n

And I don\u2019t even care that you don\u2019t like it.  After giving up on me and on what we have, you have no right to say anything. <\/span><\/p>\n

Deveria ter-se esfor\u00e7ado um pouco<\/span>, but unfortunately, you didn\u2019t. <\/span><\/p>\n

Agora, assumam as consequ\u00eancias e deixem-me viver a minha vida como sempre quis. <\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

Deixem-me viv\u00ea-la ao m\u00e1ximo.<\/i><\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

I never thought that I would be thinking about leaving you. But here I am, thinking about leaving you one day and being madly in love with you the next. And in all that mess called our love, I don\u2019t know what the right decision is. I don\u2019t know if I will do the right…<\/p>","protected":false},"author":40,"featured_media":21734,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_kad_blocks_custom_css":"","_kad_blocks_head_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_body_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_footer_custom_js":"","_kadence_starter_templates_imported_post":false,"_kad_post_transparent":"","_kad_post_title":"","_kad_post_layout":"","_kad_post_sidebar_id":"","_kad_post_content_style":"","_kad_post_vertical_padding":"","_kad_post_feature":"","_kad_post_feature_position":"","_kad_post_header":false,"_kad_post_footer":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[29618],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-21731","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-moving-on"],"taxonomy_info":{"category":[{"value":29618,"label":"moving on"}]},"featured_image_src_large":["https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/08\/joshua-rawson-harris-566631-unsplash-2.jpg",800,509,false],"author_info":{"display_name":"Tara Brown","author_link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/author\/tara-brown\/"},"comment_info":0,"category_info":[{"term_id":29618,"name":"moving on","slug":"moving-on","term_group":0,"term_taxonomy_id":29618,"taxonomy":"category","description":"When nothing else works - inspiring stories about moving on are bound to help you let go of people and situations you never thought you could live without.\r\n","parent":38,"count":200,"filter":"raw","cat_ID":29618,"category_count":200,"category_description":"When nothing else works - inspiring stories about moving on are bound to help you let go of people and situations you never thought you could live without.\r\n","cat_name":"moving on","category_nicename":"moving-on","category_parent":38}],"tag_info":false,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/21731","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/40"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=21731"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/21731\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/21734"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=21731"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=21731"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=21731"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}