{"id":21945,"date":"2020-08-16T12:29:13","date_gmt":"2020-08-16T12:29:13","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/herway.net\/?p=21945"},"modified":"2021-08-11T12:05:55","modified_gmt":"2021-08-11T12:05:55","slug":"ao-homem-que-brincou-com-o-meu-coracao","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/ao-homem-que-brincou-com-o-meu-coracao\/","title":{"rendered":"Para o homem que brincou com o meu cora\u00e7\u00e3o"},"content":{"rendered":"

I still can\u2019t grasp that you hurt me so consciously. Your heart must be ice cold, yet all I saw was warmth inside of you. I chose to see the best when the worst was right under my nose.<\/p>\n

I just couldn\u2019t see it or I didn\u2019t want to see it. You provoked emotions inside of me that I didn\u2019t even know existed. In your arms, I felt safe and sound. I felt like I belonged.<\/p>\n

My eyes would sparkle every time you would enter the room. I felt joy, pure and impassable joy I couldn\u2019t hide.<\/p>\n

Viste atrav\u00e9s de mim. Viste o efeito que a tua proximidade teve em mim.<\/p>\n

Uma mulher adulta transformava-se numa menina ing\u00e9nua sempre que se aproximava. <\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n

Y<\/strong><\/em>a nossa presen\u00e7a tornava-me incapaz de pensar corretamente. Estava t\u00e3o inebriado pelo meu amor por ti que me perdi nele.<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n

Sabia-o bem. Tenho a certeza disso. Era tudo parte do jogo<\/a>. Para me arrebatar com palavras que nunca tinha ouvido antes.<\/p>\n

\"mulher<\/p>\n

Para fazer coisas que me deixassem maravilhada. Para me tocar de uma forma que deixasse uma marca no meu corpo muito depois de n\u00e3o estares l\u00e1.<\/p>\n

You played the role of a perfect boyfriend so skilfully that I didn\u2019t even notice the small manipulations I was under the entire time. I trusted you completely, and you used it.<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n

You benefited from it. You knew I would hang onto your every word like it\u2019s most sacred and honest.<\/p>\n

Nunca duvidaria e, se o fizesse, silenciaria a minha mente, dizendo-lhe para parar de pensar demasiado.<\/p>\n

Silenciei todos os pensamentos e todos os sentimentos que me diziam que estavas a brincar com o meu cora\u00e7\u00e3o. Recusei-me a acreditar que pudesses fazer algo para me magoar intencionalmente. Mas devia ter dado ouvidos.<\/p>\n

I should have believed my intuition and stayed as far away from you as I possibly could have. Maybe I wouldn\u2019t have ended up hurt so badly.<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n

Todas essas desculpas<\/a> to why you couldn\u2019t text me back, why you were always late to our dates, why you would sneak out from my bed early in the morning before I would wake up seem so stupid now.<\/p>\n

\"jovem<\/p>\n

Mas eu acreditei neles na altura. Acreditei nelas. Acreditei que, independentemente do que fizesses, encontrarias sempre o teu caminho at\u00e9 mim.<\/p>\n

I believed that you just weren’t ready to commit, and I didn\u2019t mind taking it extra slow.<\/p>\n

Never pushing you to do anything you didn\u2019t want to do. Never nagging or doing all those things clingy women do.<\/p>\n

What I didn\u2019t realize was that you didn\u2019t need to be pushed. You always had one foot out the door, ready to run.<\/p>\n

N\u00e3o tinhas inten\u00e7\u00e3o de ficar. Sabias que a nossa rela\u00e7\u00e3o era de curto prazo, apesar de teres jurado que me amarias at\u00e9 morreres.<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n

Mas, pelo que vejo, era tudo mentira, e tu ainda respiras.<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n

Est\u00e1s a respirar e a viver a tua vida com outra pessoa. Com uma mulher qualquer que compra as tuas mentiras, como eu fiz, at\u00e9 te cansares dela tamb\u00e9m.<\/p>\n

Do you know what\u2019s the worst in all of that? I used to blame myself.<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n

\"mulher<\/p>\n

Passava os meus dias e as minhas noites a pensar se foi algo que eu fiz que te levou para os bra\u00e7os dela.<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n

Maybe I wasn\u2019t enough;, maybe I wanted too much; maybe I wasn\u2019t sufficiently pretty or smart; maybe I wasn\u2019t worthy of your love.<\/p>\n

I regret those thoughts the most. But I couldn\u2019t help them.<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n

Mas isso foi nessa altura, e agora \u00e9 agora. N\u00e3o sou a mulher que j\u00e1 fui<\/a>. I don\u2019t analyze your words. I am not trying to make sense of everything you did.<\/p>\n

N\u00e3o \u00e9s t\u00e3o importante como costumavas ser.<\/p>\n

\u00c9s apenas algu\u00e9m que brincou t\u00e3o bem com o meu cora\u00e7\u00e3o que o confundi com amor.<\/strong> <\/em><\/p>\n

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