Tenho de o guardar para mim. Tenho de ficar calada e passar por esta dor de n\u00e3o o ter mais s\u00f3 para mim.<\/strong><\/p>\nI know it\u2019s hard now to let go of him. I know that nothing ever goes away overnight but I don\u2019t get just one thing.<\/p>\n
The rational part of me keeps yelling to forget about him. It keeps reminding me what horrible things he did to me. It keeps telling me that he never changed, even after so many chances given and that this time it wouldn\u2019t be any different.<\/p>\n
But the emotional part of me, the \u2018insane\u2019 part, keeps bringing him back. It keeps showing flashes of his smiling face. It keeps provoking empathy and craves him back, although it shouldn\u2019t.<\/p>\n
A verdade \u00e9 que s\u00f3 me lembro de todas as coisas boas.<\/em><\/p>\n![\"um](\"https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/04\/a-guy-on-the-street-kisses-a-smiling-girl.jpg\")
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Lembro-me de como ele me fazia rir tanto que me do\u00eda o est\u00f4mago. Lembro-me de como ele fazia figura de parvo s\u00f3 para me dar um sorriso.<\/p>\n
Lembro-me de todas as loucuras que faz\u00edamos juntos, de como \u00e9ramos felizes sem preocupa\u00e7\u00f5es, sem preocupa\u00e7\u00f5es.<\/p>\n
Pens\u00e1mos que o amor era assim t\u00e3o simples. Havia problemas e opt\u00e1mos por ignor\u00e1-los. Fingimos que nada estava a acontecer at\u00e9 que eles voltaram e, uma vez, foi demais.<\/p>\n
Todas as coisas que continu\u00e1mos a escovar para debaixo do tapete, que continu\u00e1mos a esconder, voltaram e bateram-nos na cara. N\u00e3o havia como recuperar disso.<\/em><\/p>\nNum dia tinha-o, e no outro era um completo estranho. Ele foi-se embora.<\/strong><\/p>\nAnd I can\u2019t force myself to forget him. I can\u2019t stop missing him. And I know I should.<\/em><\/p>\nUnderneath it all, I know that he doesn\u2019t deserve to be missed. I know that I\u2019m a complete idiot for being stuck in those happy memories we had together. I know that I\u2019m the only one.<\/p>\n
Enquanto me reviro na minha cama \u00e0 noite, tentando expuls\u00e1-lo dos meus pensamentos, sei que ele dorme perfeitamente quieto.<\/p>\n
I know that he doesn\u2019t miss me and that he doesn\u2019t think about me.<\/p>\n
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Then, I\u2019m angry at myself. I\u2019m angry because I\u2019m stuck on him and he let me go a long time ago.<\/em><\/p>\nHe was the one who called it quits on us. He was the one who didn\u2019t want to fight anymore.<\/p>\n
I wanted us to work but he didn\u2019t care enough to try.<\/p>\n
I kept giving him the time and space to turn things around but he didn\u2019t see it that way. I guess I was just something casual he ran into along the way and I thought we would last much longer.<\/p>\n
Estava enganado.<\/p>\n
But you know what I\u2019ve learned?<\/p>\n
I\u2019d rather miss him the way I remember him. I\u2019d rather miss the good sides of him.<\/p>\n
So, I know it\u2019s for the best because I know that I would be miserable if we had stayed together.<\/p>\n
So I\u2019d rather miss him than be with him.<\/p>\n
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