{"id":26300,"date":"2018-10-19T08:08:38","date_gmt":"2018-10-19T08:08:38","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/herway.net\/?p=26300"},"modified":"2022-02-24T00:42:07","modified_gmt":"2022-02-24T00:42:07","slug":"para-o-meu-ex-traidor-ainda-nao-consigo-esquecer-o-que-me-fizeste","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/para-o-meu-ex-traidor-ainda-nao-consigo-esquecer-o-que-me-fizeste\/","title":{"rendered":"Para o meu ex traidor, ainda n\u00e3o consigo esquecer o que me fizeste"},"content":{"rendered":"

Carrego comigo as cicatrizes que as suas ac\u00e7\u00f5es causaram...<\/span><\/p>\n

I hate it. I wish they were not there. I wish you never did what you did. I wish I could forget all about it. But I can\u2019t, and even though I\u2019m over you I am not over your betrayal. <\/span><\/p>\n

I loved you more than anything, and you didn\u2019t even blink before walking all over my heart. You threw all we had for few minutes of pleasure, and it\u2019s hard to process that. <\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

It\u2019s so hard that I am scared that everybody else will be just like you. That\u2019s why I still haven\u2019t allowed anybody close. That\u2019s why I guard my heart.<\/span><\/p>\n

What\u2019s even more tragic is that I keep questioning their every move. I keep awaiting disaster. I keep expecting them to cheat on me just like you did. <\/span><\/p>\n

I became so insecure after you passed through my life, and I don\u2019t like it. <\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

I don\u2019t like what I have become. Somebody full of self-doubts. Somebody who dared to ask herself, \u201dWas it me? Did I sent him in her arms?\u201d <\/span><\/p>\n

Of course I didn\u2019t. Of course it had nothing to do with me, but I couldn\u2019t help my mind running 100 miles per hour trying to make some sense out of this mess. <\/span><\/p>\n

D\u00f3i muito saber que me despeda\u00e7aste o cora\u00e7\u00e3o t\u00e3o facilmente e que isso pode sempre afetar as minhas rela\u00e7\u00f5es futuras.<\/span><\/p>\n

Detesto que ainda fa\u00e7as parte dos meus pensamentos, mas ningu\u00e9m sobrevive a uma trai\u00e7\u00e3o e continua a viver a sua vida sem ser afetado. <\/b><\/p>\n

S\u00f3 gostava de encontrar uma forma de impedir que me estrague ainda mais a vida. Gostava de poder transferir o que sei para o que fa\u00e7o. <\/span><\/p>\n

Because I am aware that not every other man is not like you. Nobody else should pay for your sins. I shouldn\u2019t be paying for them either.<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

\"Para<\/p>\n

Fazes parte dos meus sonhos maus. E cada vez que acordo, revivo esses momentos de novo. Mais uma vez sinto a tua trai\u00e7\u00e3o a despeda\u00e7ar o meu cora\u00e7\u00e3o. <\/span><\/p>\n

Porque \u00e9 que fizeste isto? Porque me tra\u00edste? <\/span><\/p>\n

Estava aborrecido? Estava a aumentar o seu ego? Estava a curar as suas pr\u00f3prias inseguran\u00e7as? Est\u00e1s orgulhoso do que fizeste?  <\/span><\/p>\n

Espero que n\u00e3o. <\/span><\/p>\n

O que fizeste foi ego\u00edsta. O que fizeste causou danos irrepar\u00e1veis na minha vida amorosa. O que fizeste destruiu as minhas esperan\u00e7as e sonhos. O que fizeste arruinou todas as boas recorda\u00e7\u00f5es que eu tinha de n\u00f3s. <\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

I don\u2019t know if you have a conscience. I don\u2019t know como \u00e9 que se pode viver consigo pr\u00f3prio<\/a> quando magoas algu\u00e9m que te amou incondicionalmente, algu\u00e9m que te respeitou e se manteve leal. <\/span><\/p>\n

Tudo o que tinhas de fazer era retribuir. Seguir o meu exemplo. Devias ter-me dado o mesmo respeito e empenho que eu te estava a dar a ti. <\/span><\/p>\n

You should have. But you didn\u2019t, and there\u2019s no point talking about that now. <\/span><\/p>\n

Tudo o que eu quero agora \u00e9 viver sem este fardo que colocaste nos meus ombros. Quero viver sem medo. Quero ultrapassar os meus problemas de confian\u00e7a. Quero ser livre de ti, livre do meu passado. <\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

I know deep down that one day I will get there. I don\u2019t know how. I don\u2019t know how long it will take, but you won\u2019t be the reason my future relationship doesn\u2019t work. <\/span><\/p>\n

Talvez um bom come\u00e7o fosse encontrar algu\u00e9m totalmente diferente de ti. Algu\u00e9m que me fa\u00e7a sentir segura. Algu\u00e9m em quem eu possa confiar. Algu\u00e9m que se esforce e me trate com respeito. Algu\u00e9m que compreenda os meus medos e me fa\u00e7a baixar a guarda. <\/span><\/p>\n

Yes I think I\u2019ll do that. I deserve a fresh start. <\/span><\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

I carry with me the scars that your actions caused\u2026 I hate it. I wish they were not there. I wish you never did what you did. I wish I could forget all about it. But I can\u2019t, and even though I\u2019m over you I am not over your betrayal. I loved you more than…<\/p>","protected":false},"author":41,"featured_media":26303,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_kad_blocks_custom_css":"","_kad_blocks_head_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_body_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_footer_custom_js":"","_kadence_starter_templates_imported_post":false,"_kad_post_transparent":"","_kad_post_title":"","_kad_post_layout":"","_kad_post_sidebar_id":"","_kad_post_content_style":"","_kad_post_vertical_padding":"","_kad_post_feature":"","_kad_post_feature_position":"","_kad_post_header":false,"_kad_post_footer":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[29653],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-26300","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-letters"],"taxonomy_info":{"category":[{"value":29653,"label":"letters"}]},"featured_image_src_large":["https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/10\/mahdi-haddadi-1106359-unsplash-1.jpg",800,534,false],"author_info":{"display_name":"Martha Sullivan","author_link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/author\/martha-sullivan\/"},"comment_info":0,"category_info":[{"term_id":29653,"name":"letters","slug":"letters","term_group":0,"term_taxonomy_id":29653,"taxonomy":"category","description":"Regardless if you're looking for moving on, romantic, emotional, or open letters on various topics, you can be sure that you'll find it all here. ","parent":29651,"count":207,"filter":"raw","cat_ID":29653,"category_count":207,"category_description":"Regardless if you're looking for moving on, romantic, emotional, or open letters on various topics, you can be sure that you'll find it all here. ","cat_name":"letters","category_nicename":"letters","category_parent":29651}],"tag_info":false,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/26300","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/41"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=26300"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/26300\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/26303"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=26300"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=26300"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=26300"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}