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<\/p>\nOl\u00e1, tu,<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n
This time, I won\u2019t call you Dad. I won\u2019t call you Father either.<\/p>\n
Not because I don\u2019t want to but because you don\u2019t deserve it. You don\u2019t deserve that a girl who looked up to you and admired you got her heart broken by you.<\/p>\n
I won\u2019t even try to tell you what your mistakes were but I will just let all this pain out of me. The pain that was inside of me for a long time needs to come out.<\/p>\n
Because if it doesn\u2019t come out, I swear I will explode.<\/p>\n
Preciso de me livrar desta m\u00e1goa que tenho guardado durante tantos anos, na esperan\u00e7a de que as coisas mudem. Preciso de compreender finalmente que nunca foste o pai que eu merecia.<\/p>\n
You shouldn\u2019t be called that because a father figure is so important to his child\u2019s life but you weren\u2019t there for me in any situation.<\/p>\n
You only got rid of me when I needed you the most. You gave up on me because fixing me and helping me was too long a process and you didn\u2019t want to waste your time on me.<\/p>\n
While I am writing these lines, I can\u2019t believe that a father could think that he would be wasting his time if he helped his daughter. But that is what I got from you. I never felt loved by you.<\/p>\n
Nunca pude ver a felicidade nos teus olhos quando estavas comigo.<\/p>\n
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Todas as conversas que tivemos foram muito inc\u00f3modas para ambos.<\/p>\n
It was bad for you because you didn\u2019t want to spend time with me and for me, it was bad because I saw in your eyes that you didn\u2019t want me too close and all I wanted was to see you walking through the door.<\/p>\n
I learned to live on my own while I was still pretty young and deep down I knew that things wouldn\u2019t change for the better.<\/p>\n
I would be lying if I said that I didn\u2019t hope that you would become the father of my dreams but frankly speaking, those dreams only helped me to get through some days.<\/p>\n
You know, for so long, I blamed myself for the lack of your love. I thought that I was a girl who didn\u2019t accomplish anything and that you were ashamed of me.<\/p>\n
I thought that all the things I did weren\u2019t good enough for you and that I needed to work harder. For so long, I thought I was the guilty one.<\/p>\n
E sabes qual foi a pior parte?<\/p>\n
You watched me break down so many times and you didn\u2019t even try to comfort me. You didn\u2019t even try to tell me a white lie that would make me feel better.<\/p>\n
You weren\u2019t man enough to hold your hands up to the things you did. You hid like a coward behind your mistakes, thinking they were your biggest accomplishments.<\/p>\n
Falhaste redondamente no teu papel mais importante, a de um pai <\/a>. And that is something you can\u2019t change now.<\/p>\n When I realized that I didn\u2019t have a dad I could count on, I learned to stand up for myself.<\/p>\n E enquanto todas as outras raparigas falavam orgulhosamente dos seus pais, eu ficava calada enquanto as l\u00e1grimas me corriam pelas faces. Estava t\u00e3o zangada contigo por n\u00e3o estares l\u00e1 para mim.<\/p>\n And that hasn\u2019t changed. I still think you are a piece of a shit who couldn\u2019t be there for the only person who truly needed you.<\/p>\n I still think that you don\u2019t deserve anyone to call you Dad or to act nicely toward you.<\/p>\n I think that you got this role by accident and that it simply doesn\u2019t belong to you. Because only a coward leaves his daughter unprotected.<\/p>\n S\u00f3 um cobarde desiste da sua pr\u00f3pria carne e sangue. S\u00f3 um cobarde destr\u00f3i a vida de pessoas inocentes s\u00f3 para se sentir melhor.<\/p>\n And that is what you did to me. Because of you, I learned that I shouldn\u2019t bring guys into my life so easily.<\/p>\n Because of the horror I went through with you, I learned that a guy won\u2019t make me feel better and only I can do it for myself.<\/p>\n I learned that I can\u2019t trust strangers and that I shouldn\u2019t give chances so easily.<\/p>\n Aprendi a cuidar de mim pr\u00f3pria sem a ajuda das pessoas \u00e0 minha volta. Aprendi a ser independente e forte e a nunca desistir dos meus sonhos.<\/p>\n De uma rapariga pequena e assustada, transformei-me numa fera que escondia as suas emo\u00e7\u00f5es debaixo do tapete.<\/p>\n Because of you, I built walls around me so high that even the bravest people couldn\u2019t reach me. And in trying to shut down my emotions to prevent people from hurting me, I lost all of them.<\/p>\n Tornei-me uma pessoa sem emo\u00e7\u00f5es, incapaz de sorrir com todas as pequenas coisas que antes me faziam rir tanto.<\/p>\n Atrav\u00e9s desta vida contigo. Aprendi que s\u00f3 posso contar comigo e que ningu\u00e9m vai resolver os meus problemas e s\u00f3 eu o posso fazer por mim.<\/p>\n Infelizmente, aprendi a defender-me porque nunca tive um pai que o fizesse em vez de mim.<\/p>\n E por causa de todas as coisas m\u00e1s por que passei na minha vida sem uma figura paterna, tornei-me t\u00e3o forte.<\/p>\n I transformed into a woman who isn\u2019t afraid of anything and who will chase her dreams no matter how long it will take.<\/p>\n![\"pai](\"https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/10\/angry-father-yelling-at-daughter.jpg\")
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