{"id":2654,"date":"2017-07-18T10:57:45","date_gmt":"2017-07-18T10:57:45","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/herway.net\/?p=2654"},"modified":"2022-01-12T21:58:14","modified_gmt":"2022-01-12T21:58:14","slug":"isto-sou-eu-a-despedir-me","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/isto-sou-eu-a-despedir-me\/","title":{"rendered":"Isto sou eu a dizer \"adeus"},"content":{"rendered":"

I am not saying goodbye to my life if that\u2019s what scares you. Truth is, I am saying goodbye to somebody who I saw as my life once. Isto sou eu a despedir-me de ti.<\/a><\/span><\/p>\n

Acho que \u00e9 agora, n\u00e3o \u00e9?<\/b> After all those days we\u2019ve spent not talking, after all those days we spent in each other’s arms, after we\u2019ve bared our souls naked, we only get to say goodbye to each other. There is no forever for the two of us, at least not together. <\/span><\/p>\n

God, we have tried, haven\u2019t we?<\/b> We\u2019ve tried so hard, coming and going and coming and going and it\u2019s just a never-ending cycle. I got a bit tired and you as well. <\/span>It\u2019s a shitty thing to have to say goodbye to someone whom you could easily picture your future with.<\/b><\/p>\n

I pictured mine with you for a while and now I know I am not going to get that. I strongly believe I am going to be a \u2018cat-lady\u2019 from now on. At least, that\u2019s what I\u2019ve promised to myself.<\/span> Eu estava a um desgosto de dist\u00e2ncia disso e tu foste o meu derradeiro desgosto. <\/b><\/p>\n

Lutei durante tanto tempo para me despedir de ti.<\/b> You know I am a bit of a clingy person. That\u2019s why I have been holding onto you for so long. It\u2019s just so f*cking hard to say goodbye<\/a> para a \u00fanica pessoa que o poderia compreender. <\/span><\/p>\n

The sh*tty thing is, you became the biggest stranger to me after a while. I remember how you once told me that we could\u2019ve worked our things out, but only if I was a bit less me and if you were a bit less you. <\/span><\/p>\n

Honestly, what\u2019s the point of that? You wouldn\u2019t have loved me if I was a bit less me and I would never fall for you if you were a bit less of yourself. <\/span><\/p>\n

But I\u2019ve decided to free myself from this.<\/b> I know it will kill me when it\u2019s over, but there is no other option, is there? At least, we couldn\u2019t find it. It hurts to let go of you, but you\u2019re still a kid and I am an old soul. We\u2019re so different and our views on what\u2019s important are also different. I thought our differences will form a unique relationship and I was right. The sh*tty part is it didn\u2019t last. And not lasting is what sucks.<\/span><\/p>\n

I don\u2019t get to wake up every morning next to you. I don\u2019t get to cook you scrambled eggs for breakfast nor do I get to kiss you on your way to work. We don\u2019t get to have a dog, long vine nights nor the same surname. <\/b><\/p>\n

I don\u2019t get to cry on your shoulder every time I\u2019m sad nor do you get to hear how hard I believe in you. We don\u2019t get to be \u2018the two of us\u2019 anymore. There\u2019s just <\/b>tu <\/i><\/b>e <\/b>eu<\/i><\/b>, but there isn\u2019t <\/b>n\u00f3s <\/i><\/b>mais. <\/b><\/p>\n

Eu queria tudo isto e queria-o muito. <\/span>I don\u2019t get why did I get to meet you, fall in love with you, plan my future with you and then have to let you go?<\/b> Is this how love should go? How come we couldn\u2019t make it work? I wonder each night how would it be like to have you by my side. I guess I\u2019ll never know. <\/span><\/p>\n

Nunca tive medo de despedidas<\/a>. I saw it as something temporary because I did my best to meet again the people I cared for. I don\u2019t get to do that this time. This one, this goodbye, is the one I\u2019ll hate for the rest of my life. Because it\u2019s not temporary. This goodbye is forever. <\/b><\/p>\n

Tenham uma boa vida, j\u00e1 n\u00e3o sou eu que a tenho.<\/span><\/i><\/p>\n

Ver tamb\u00e9m:<\/strong> Eu amo-te, mas tenho de te deixar ir<\/a><\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

I am not saying goodbye to my life if that\u2019s what scares you. Truth is, I am saying goodbye to somebody who I saw as my life once. This is me saying goodbye to you. I guess this is it, huh? After all those days we\u2019ve spent not talking, after all those days we spent…<\/p>","protected":false},"author":40,"featured_media":2657,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_kad_blocks_custom_css":"","_kad_blocks_head_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_body_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_footer_custom_js":"","_kadence_starter_templates_imported_post":false,"_kad_post_transparent":"","_kad_post_title":"","_kad_post_layout":"","_kad_post_sidebar_id":"","_kad_post_content_style":"","_kad_post_vertical_padding":"","_kad_post_feature":"","_kad_post_feature_position":"","_kad_post_header":false,"_kad_post_footer":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[29618],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-2654","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-moving-on"],"taxonomy_info":{"category":[{"value":29618,"label":"moving on"}]},"featured_image_src_large":["https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/07\/brooke-cagle-39572.jpg",800,511,false],"author_info":{"display_name":"Tara Brown","author_link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/author\/tara-brown\/"},"comment_info":0,"category_info":[{"term_id":29618,"name":"moving on","slug":"moving-on","term_group":0,"term_taxonomy_id":29618,"taxonomy":"category","description":"When nothing else works - inspiring stories about moving on are bound to help you let go of people and situations you never thought you could live without.\r\n","parent":38,"count":200,"filter":"raw","cat_ID":29618,"category_count":200,"category_description":"When nothing else works - inspiring stories about moving on are bound to help you let go of people and situations you never thought you could live without.\r\n","cat_name":"moving on","category_nicename":"moving-on","category_parent":38}],"tag_info":false,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2654","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/40"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=2654"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2654\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/2657"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=2654"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=2654"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=2654"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}