{"id":28219,"date":"2018-11-22T12:37:43","date_gmt":"2018-11-22T12:37:43","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/herway.net\/?p=28219"},"modified":"2021-08-11T11:00:46","modified_gmt":"2021-08-11T11:00:46","slug":"nao-merecias-morrer","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/nao-merecias-morrer\/","title":{"rendered":"N\u00e3o merecias morrer"},"content":{"rendered":"

Sabes, apesar de pensar em ti a maior parte do tempo, consigo de alguma forma encarar a verdade e aceitar que <\/span>j\u00e1 se foi<\/span><\/a>. Digo a mim pr\u00f3pria que tenho de ser forte porque j\u00e1 n\u00e3o est\u00e1s aqui para seres forte por n\u00f3s os dois. <\/span><\/p>\n

I even try to understand those people who tell me that God always takes away the best people and that you were just like that. I believe them when they say that you take care of me from heaven and that you would be so proud of me for everything I\u2019ve gone through. <\/span><\/p>\n

But there are days when I can\u2019t accept that you are not here because you have every right to be. So, I get mad. I get frustrated. I get angry. And there are so many bad emotions inside of me that I sometimes think I will explode. <\/span><\/p>\n

Because no matter how much I would love to bring you back, I can\u2019t. <\/i><\/b>And that feeling is eating me alive. It makes my body shiver. It makes a fuss in my mind, so I can\u2019t think straight. It makes different questions keep rising in my head, and I don\u2019t have an answer to any of them. <\/span><\/p>\n

And on those days, I feel so bad that I can\u2019t be strong like you always wanted me to be. I am sorry that I am negative and that I can\u2019t see the light at the end of the tunnel. I am sorry that I am bad company. I am sorry for not being as strong as you were.<\/span><\/p>\n

You know, I am mad because you left all those people who loved you. You just left even if we weren\u2019t ready for that. <\/span><\/p>\n

Don\u2019t you know that there are still faces that need your kisses? Don\u2019t you know that there are still small hands that are waiting to reach around your neck? Don\u2019t you know that I miss you? We all do.<\/i><\/b>E o que mais me chateia \u00e9 estar na companhia de pessoas m\u00e1s que vivem a sua vida perfeita enquanto tu est\u00e1s a seis p\u00e9s debaixo da terra. E o teu cora\u00e7\u00e3o lindo e puro merecia mais do que um pouco de terra fria. Merecia mais dias e anos com os teus entes queridos. <\/span><\/p>\n

Mereceste<\/span><\/a> viver uma vida feliz rodeado pela tua fam\u00edlia, pelos teus netos que saltar\u00e3o alegremente \u00e0 tua volta enquanto tentas aliment\u00e1-los. Merecias morrer a dormir, sabendo que estaremos bem sem ti. Que seremos capazes de tomar conta de n\u00f3s pr\u00f3prios, porque nos ensinaste muito bem como o fazer. <\/span><\/p>\n

But no. You didn\u2019t wait. You left without even saying goodbye.<\/i><\/b> You left so unexpectedly. And I still can\u2019t believe you are not here. And you have every right to be.<\/span><\/p>\n

I am so mad because life isn\u2019t fair. I am mad because you didn\u2019t deserve to die. I am mad because nothing about your life was fair\u2014and about your death either. <\/span><\/p>\n

It hurts so much that I can\u2019t call you and ask you about your day. I hate that I miss you all the time. I hate that every memory of you makes me cry. And most of all, I hate that you are not here. <\/span><\/p>\n

You are supposed to sit here with me, telling me that I shouldn\u2019t cry but laugh instead. You should be here to tell me that I have to be strong because you always taught me to be like that. <\/span><\/p>\n

Devias estar aqui, para eu poder encostar a minha cabe\u00e7a ao teu ombro, como costumava fazer depois de um dia de trabalho stressante. Raios, devias estar aqui!<\/span><\/p>\n

E por muito que acredite nas pessoas por um momento quando dizem que agora est\u00e1s num lugar melhor, continuarei a pensar que foi tudo um grande erro.<\/p>\n

I will still believe that you shouldn\u2019t have gone. <\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

I will still believe that you didn\u2019t deserve to die.<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

\"N\u00e3o<\/p>\n

Christine \u00e9 autora de \u2018<\/span><\/span>Encarando os olhos da ansiedade e da depress\u00e3o<\/span><\/a><\/span>\u2019<\/span>Um livro que ir\u00e1 mudar a forma como combate a ansiedade e a depress\u00e3o.<\/span><\/em><\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

You know, even though I think about you most of the time, I can somehow face the truth and accept that you are gone. I tell myself that I should be strong because you are not here anymore to be strong for both of us. I even try to understand those people who tell me…<\/p>","protected":false},"author":40,"featured_media":28237,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_kad_blocks_custom_css":"","_kad_blocks_head_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_body_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_footer_custom_js":"","_kadence_starter_templates_imported_post":false,"_kad_post_transparent":"","_kad_post_title":"","_kad_post_layout":"","_kad_post_sidebar_id":"","_kad_post_content_style":"","_kad_post_vertical_padding":"","_kad_post_feature":"","_kad_post_feature_position":"","_kad_post_header":false,"_kad_post_footer":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[29619],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-28219","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-stories-love"],"taxonomy_info":{"category":[{"value":29619,"label":"stories"}]},"featured_image_src_large":["https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/11\/rawpixel-1092930-unsplash.jpg",800,534,false],"author_info":{"display_name":"Tara Brown","author_link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/author\/tara-brown\/"},"comment_info":0,"category_info":[{"term_id":29619,"name":"stories","slug":"stories-love","term_group":0,"term_taxonomy_id":29619,"taxonomy":"category","description":"To all the souls struggling with complicated love experiences: These heartfelt stories about love, heartbreak, and moving on will be your voice of wisdom.","parent":38,"count":424,"filter":"raw","cat_ID":29619,"category_count":424,"category_description":"To all the souls struggling with complicated love experiences: These heartfelt stories about love, heartbreak, and moving on will be your voice of wisdom.","cat_name":"stories","category_nicename":"stories-love","category_parent":38}],"tag_info":false,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/28219","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/40"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=28219"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/28219\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/28237"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=28219"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=28219"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=28219"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}