{"id":29141,"date":"2018-11-30T08:15:48","date_gmt":"2018-11-30T08:15:48","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/herway.net\/?p=29141"},"modified":"2021-11-29T13:58:26","modified_gmt":"2021-11-29T13:58:26","slug":"nunca-te-mandei-uma-mensagem-mas-isso-nao-significa-que-deixei-de-pensar-em-ti","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/nunca-te-mandei-uma-mensagem-mas-isso-nao-significa-que-deixei-de-pensar-em-ti\/","title":{"rendered":"Nunca te mandei mensagens (mas isso n\u00e3o significa que deixei de pensar em ti)"},"content":{"rendered":"

I never text you. I stopped calling a long time ago. I erased your number from my phone. I blocked you from my social media accounts. I avoid all of the places I know you\u2019ll bet. There is no physical trace that you ever existed in my life but that doesn\u2019t mean I stopped a pensar em si<\/a>.<\/p>\n

N\u00e3o importa o que eu fa\u00e7a, continuas a ser o meu pensamento mais frequente. <\/b><\/p>\n

Sinto nostalgia dos tempos que partilh\u00e1mos. Tenho saudades de n\u00f3s. Tenho saudades da forma como nos r\u00edamos. Tenho saudades do teu toque. Tenho saudades dos teus beijos e do teu abra\u00e7o caloroso. Tenho saudades dos bons momentos e esque\u00e7o-me sempre dos maus.<\/p>\n

I catch myself wanting to text you and tell you where I am in life, tell you my thoughts, see what you have to say about certain things. It\u2019s hard not to because I was used to sharing things with you and hearing you tell me everything about you and your life.<\/p>\n

Por vezes come\u00e7o a escrever um texto mas apago-o rapidamente. Lembro-me que h\u00e1 uma raz\u00e3o para fazeres parte do meu passado e n\u00e3o do meu presente. <\/b><\/p>\n

Nesta altura, lembro-me dos dias maus. Tenho conversas contigo na minha mente onde te pergunto tudo o que quero saber.<\/p>\n

Para onde foi todo o teu amor? Como pudeste magoar-me tanto se eu significava alguma coisa para ti? Alguma coisa era real? Alguma das tuas palavras era verdadeira?<\/p>\n

E, tal como na vida real, ficas em sil\u00eancio e eu fico sem resposta. <\/b><\/p>\n

But maybe it\u2019s better that way. Maybe if I knew all the answers I would be even more disappointed. Maybe some things are better left unsaid. Maybe the closure is in not knowing and letting things go.<\/p>\n

But I haven\u2019t let go of you still, even though I never text you, even though I live every day like you are not a part of my life.<\/p>\n

N\u00e3o te mandar mensagens e n\u00e3o permitir que te aproximes de novo \u00e9 o \u00fanico mecanismo de defesa que tenho para me impedir de te deixar voltar \u00e0 minha vida.<\/p>\n

I know If I let you in again you would treat my heart as a train station. You would come and go as you please and I can\u2019t and I won\u2019t put myself through that. <\/b><\/p>\n

I will resist every urge to reach out to you. I will be stronger than I\u2019ve ever been because I have no other choice I can\u2019t keep picking myself up over and over again.<\/p>\n

N\u00e3o tenho mais oportunidades para te dar, usei cada uma delas e dar-te mais uma seria demasiado. Ainda me d\u00f3i, mas tenho de fazer as pazes com o facto de nunca termos sido feitos um para o outro.<\/p>\n

I have to make my heart realize what my mind already knows – you are not my forever person. <\/b><\/p>\n

You were just a man who had an important role in my life. Someone who meant the world to me. Someone who brought me unbelievable pain. Someone I loved in spite of everything we\u2019ve been through. Someone who never knew how to love me back.<\/p>\n

Tu \u00e9s algu\u00e9m que eu vou ultrapassar porque vai haver nenhum contacto<\/span><\/a>. You are someone who is going to become a distant memory. You are still someone to me but I have to keep reminding myself you are not \u2018the one\u2019 for me.<\/p>\n

Percebes agora porque \u00e9 que eu nunca te mando mensagens?<\/p>\n

\"Nunca<\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

I never text you. I stopped calling a long time ago. I erased your number from my phone. I blocked you from my social media accounts. I avoid all of the places I know you\u2019ll bet. There is no physical trace that you ever existed in my life but that doesn\u2019t mean I stopped thinking…<\/p>","protected":false},"author":40,"featured_media":29142,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_kad_blocks_custom_css":"","_kad_blocks_head_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_body_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_footer_custom_js":"","_kadence_starter_templates_imported_post":false,"_kad_post_transparent":"","_kad_post_title":"","_kad_post_layout":"","_kad_post_sidebar_id":"","_kad_post_content_style":"","_kad_post_vertical_padding":"","_kad_post_feature":"","_kad_post_feature_position":"","_kad_post_header":false,"_kad_post_footer":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[29619],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-29141","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-stories-love"],"taxonomy_info":{"category":[{"value":29619,"label":"stories"}]},"featured_image_src_large":["https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/11\/alireza.jpg",800,539,false],"author_info":{"display_name":"Tara Brown","author_link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/author\/tara-brown\/"},"comment_info":0,"category_info":[{"term_id":29619,"name":"stories","slug":"stories-love","term_group":0,"term_taxonomy_id":29619,"taxonomy":"category","description":"To all the souls struggling with complicated love experiences: These heartfelt stories about love, heartbreak, and moving on will be your voice of wisdom.","parent":38,"count":424,"filter":"raw","cat_ID":29619,"category_count":424,"category_description":"To all the souls struggling with complicated love experiences: These heartfelt stories about love, heartbreak, and moving on will be your voice of wisdom.","cat_name":"stories","category_nicename":"stories-love","category_parent":38}],"tag_info":false,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/29141","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/40"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=29141"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/29141\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/29142"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=29141"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=29141"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=29141"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}