{"id":3040,"date":"2020-07-01T08:26:49","date_gmt":"2020-07-01T08:26:49","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/herway.net\/?p=3040"},"modified":"2021-08-11T10:05:49","modified_gmt":"2021-08-11T10:05:49","slug":"doi-como-o-diabo-nao-quero-voltar","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/doi-como-o-diabo-nao-quero-voltar\/","title":{"rendered":"It Hurts Like Hell, But I Don't Want You Back"},"content":{"rendered":"

Ainda me apanho a pensar em ti. Acontece-me que, quando estou sozinho, me desloco para algum lugar contigo.<\/p>\n

Although there is no \u2018us\u2019 anymore, I patch us back together in my mind.<\/p>\n

Permito-me fantasiar sobre algumas coisas que nunca aconteceram e que nunca acontecer\u00e3o. Por vezes, permito-me isso.<\/a><\/p>\n

I drift away when being surrounded by the most loved people in my life to meet you as well. I guess that\u2019s just how much I miss you.<\/em><\/p>\n

They say that trying to forget someone you love is like trying to remember someone you never met. So, I\u2019m not trying to forget you.<\/p>\n

Permiti que estivesses um pouco mais na minha cabe\u00e7a.<\/p>\n

Mas pergunto-me como seria viver esta vida sem a tua presen\u00e7a. Como seria bom viver sem esta dor que a tua aus\u00eancia me causa?<\/p>\n

\"mulher<\/p>\n

Eu ainda haven\u2019t found a way to let you go<\/a> and it\u2019s been for a while. No self-help books, no human can help me in my process of letting you go.<\/p>\n

And even though it takes me a hell of a time, I\u2019ll go through it alone. I\u2019m taking as much time as I need because I still feel your presence in me.<\/em><\/p>\n

I just can\u2019t cast you out of my system and I\u2019m going to deal with that because I was the one to let you in in the first place.<\/p>\n

Fui eu que te dei o poder de me destruir emocionalmente e agora tenho de aprender a viver com isso.<\/p>\n

I understand now that even the greatest love can become toxic for us. It can be that the person who should love you the most becomes the person that\u2019s poisoning you the most.<\/p>\n

It can turn out that there is no more love left and people start hurting each other. I get that our love wasn\u2019t meant to last. It was meant to teach us a lesson.<\/p>\n

I still don\u2019t know what\u2019s the final message, but I know that after the toxic love, I had decided to say \u2018no\u2019 to anyone who comes knocking at my door to ask for it.<\/p>\n

\"mulher<\/p>\n

I am too busy with learning the most important love in life that you made me forget\u2014self-love.<\/em><\/p>\n

Even though it hurts like hell, even though I miss you, I don\u2019t want you back.<\/strong><\/p>\n

I don\u2019t want to play our story on repeat. I\u2019ve seen more than enough.<\/p>\n

The idea of us that I had in my mind is fading away and I am slowly realizing that my fantasies will remain just that\u2014my fantasies. And that\u2019s fine.<\/p>\n

I\u2019m sure time will show that leaving you was the best decision I made.<\/p>\n

You were like this book beautifully wrapped but totally rotten inside. I’ve seen all there was to be seen. <\/em><\/p>\n

I’ve read every line, every paragraph and each and every chapter of your personality and I know better than to ever wish to open and re-read that book ever again. <\/em><\/p>\n

\"It<\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

I still catch myself thinking of you. It happens to me that when I am alone, I drift away somewhere with you. Although there is no \u2018us\u2019 anymore, I patch us back together in my mind. I allow myself to fantasize about some things that never happened and that will never happen. I allow myself…<\/p>","protected":false},"author":13,"featured_media":110274,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_kad_blocks_custom_css":"","_kad_blocks_head_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_body_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_footer_custom_js":"","_kadence_starter_templates_imported_post":false,"_kad_post_transparent":"","_kad_post_title":"","_kad_post_layout":"","_kad_post_sidebar_id":"","_kad_post_content_style":"","_kad_post_vertical_padding":"","_kad_post_feature":"","_kad_post_feature_position":"","_kad_post_header":false,"_kad_post_footer":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[29628],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-3040","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-dealing-with-breakup"],"taxonomy_info":{"category":[{"value":29628,"label":"dealing with breakup"}]},"featured_image_src_large":["https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/07\/It-Hurts-Like-Hell-But-I-Dont-Want-You-Back-1024x684.jpg",1024,684,true],"author_info":{"display_name":"April Callaghan","author_link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/author\/april\/"},"comment_info":0,"category_info":[{"term_id":29628,"name":"dealing with breakup","slug":"dealing-with-breakup","term_group":0,"term_taxonomy_id":29628,"taxonomy":"category","description":"Breakups are painful but worry not; you don't need to go through all of it alone. If you need advice on when and how to break up, you'll find it all here.\r\n","parent":29627,"count":263,"filter":"raw","cat_ID":29628,"category_count":263,"category_description":"Breakups are painful but worry not; you don't need to go through all of it alone. If you need advice on when and how to break up, you'll find it all here.\r\n","cat_name":"dealing with breakup","category_nicename":"dealing-with-breakup","category_parent":29627}],"tag_info":false,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3040","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/13"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=3040"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3040\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/110274"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=3040"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=3040"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=3040"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}