{"id":32485,"date":"2020-11-11T08:44:17","date_gmt":"2020-11-11T08:44:17","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/herway.net\/?p=32485"},"modified":"2021-08-12T12:40:02","modified_gmt":"2021-08-12T12:40:02","slug":"uma-carta-para-mais-uma-rapariga-perdida-e-destrocada","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/uma-carta-para-mais-uma-rapariga-perdida-e-destrocada\/","title":{"rendered":"Uma carta para mais uma rapariga perdida e destro\u00e7ada"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Some days all I feel is heartache. Some days I realize I have nothing left. I feel broken. Every day I cry, and every day nothing gets better. In the end, I\u2019m lost.<\/p>\n<p>I have a boy I love and a sister I\u2019d give my life for, but somehow I still manage to not be happy. I cry because I hurt, and I hurt because I feel too deep.<\/p>\n<p>One thing can instantly break me down. Just the right song will make me cry until my eyes are so dry they can\u2019t let anymore tears out.<\/p>\n<p>Sometimes happiness feels so far away. I try to live for each day because we never know if tomorrow will come, but sometimes it\u2019s too much to live every day the best I can.<\/p>\n<p>Whispers of broken memories and sorrows drown my ears. At the end of the day, I will be okay, and that\u2019s all that matters. I\u2019ll find a way to be okay because if I don\u2019t I\u2019ve, lost more of myself than I feel I already have.<\/p>\n<p><b>Por isso, quando choro, choro sozinha.<\/b> I don\u2019t need pity, and I don\u2019t need people to feel sorry for me. I will be okay. In the end, that\u2019s all I have left to be. I have no hope some days, and I feel no joy.<\/p>\n<p>I am broken down and tired of living everyday being empty. Some days I hate getting out of bed. I used to want to explore the world and be somebody, but now I don\u2019t.<\/p>\n<p>I\u2019m fine with having no one, and I\u2019m fine with sitting in my room and being alone. My life is like a highway; long, dark, and lonely with no destination.<\/p>\n<p><i> N\u00e3o tenho esperan\u00e7a no que vir\u00e1 a seguir para mim.<\/i><\/p>\n<p><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"size-full wp-image-124137 aligncenter\" src=\"https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/02\/a-disappointed-woman-sits-on-the-floor.jpg\" alt=\"uma mulher desiludida senta-se no ch\u00e3o\" width=\"1600\" height=\"1068\" srcset=\"https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/02\/a-disappointed-woman-sits-on-the-floor.jpg 1600w, https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/02\/a-disappointed-woman-sits-on-the-floor-300x200.jpg 300w, https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/02\/a-disappointed-woman-sits-on-the-floor-1024x684.jpg 1024w, https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/02\/a-disappointed-woman-sits-on-the-floor-768x513.jpg 768w, https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/02\/a-disappointed-woman-sits-on-the-floor-1536x1025.jpg 1536w, https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/02\/a-disappointed-woman-sits-on-the-floor-150x100.jpg 150w, https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/02\/a-disappointed-woman-sits-on-the-floor-720x481.jpg 720w, https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/02\/a-disappointed-woman-sits-on-the-floor-1280x854.jpg 1280w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 1600px) 100vw, 1600px\" \/><\/p>\n<p><em>N\u00e3o tenho esperan\u00e7a no que devo fazer de mim ou da minha vida.<\/em><\/p>\n<p>So I sit stuck with no motivation and do not strive for greatness. I don\u2019t hope for better because I don\u2019t deserve better. I deserve this life with no hope of it getting better. I deserve to feel every ounce of pain I feel, and I deserve to sit alone in silence.<\/p>\n<p>After all, I don\u2019t feel like I have much purpose anymore, and I have to learn to be okay with that. Deep down I hurt; it hurts. At the end of the day, the pain is the only thing that keeps me going.<\/p>\n<p>If I don\u2019t feel that pain, then I truly won\u2019t be able to feel anything at all. Sometimes I feel as though it would be easier for me to feel nothing, but then I realize if I feel nothing, then I truly am nothing.<\/p>\n<p>I don\u2019t think there is any way I could pick up all the pieces of this broken heart and put them back together again. Some people say it\u2019s better to be lost than lonely, but all in all, I believe it\u2019s bad either way.<\/p>\n<p>So there\u2019s the story. No, it\u2019s not funny, no it\u2019s not hopeful, but that\u2019s the story, and I guess that will always be the story.<\/p>\n<p>Words of advice: if you have something you love and you want, strive for it or else you will end up like me\u2014lost and lonely with no hope for better\u2026<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: right;\"><b>por Grace Shepard<\/b><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"aligncenter wp-image-124135\" src=\"https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/02\/A-Letter-To-Yet-Another-Lost-Broken-Girl-pinterest.jpg\" alt=\"Uma carta para mais uma rapariga perdida e destro\u00e7ada\" width=\"1000\" height=\"1499\" srcset=\"https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/02\/A-Letter-To-Yet-Another-Lost-Broken-Girl-pinterest.jpg 683w, https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/02\/A-Letter-To-Yet-Another-Lost-Broken-Girl-pinterest-200x300.jpg 200w, https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/02\/A-Letter-To-Yet-Another-Lost-Broken-Girl-pinterest-150x225.jpg 150w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 1000px) 100vw, 1000px\" \/><\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Some days all I feel is heartache. Some days I realize I have nothing left. I feel broken. Every day I cry, and every day nothing gets better. In the end, I\u2019m lost. I have a boy I love and a sister I\u2019d give my life for, but somehow I still manage to not be&#8230;<\/p>","protected":false},"author":41,"featured_media":124136,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_kad_blocks_custom_css":"","_kad_blocks_head_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_body_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_footer_custom_js":"","_kadence_starter_templates_imported_post":false,"_kad_post_transparent":"","_kad_post_title":"","_kad_post_layout":"","_kad_post_sidebar_id":"","_kad_post_content_style":"","_kad_post_vertical_padding":"","_kad_post_feature":"","_kad_post_feature_position":"","_kad_post_header":false,"_kad_post_footer":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[29653],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-32485","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-letters"],"taxonomy_info":{"category":[{"value":29653,"label":"letters"}]},"featured_image_src_large":["https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/02\/A-Letter-To-Yet-Another-Lost-Broken-Girl-1-1024x684.jpg",1024,684,true],"author_info":{"display_name":"Martha Sullivan","author_link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/author\/martha-sullivan\/"},"comment_info":0,"category_info":[{"term_id":29653,"name":"letters","slug":"letters","term_group":0,"term_taxonomy_id":29653,"taxonomy":"category","description":"Regardless if you're looking for moving on, romantic, emotional, or open letters on various topics, you can be sure that you'll find it all here. 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