I remember the beginnings of our love story\u2026 I was just a girl with a head full of ideals… who was so adamant she would find her Mr. Right and live her happily ever after, like it was the simplest thing in the world.<\/p>\n
You were a rebel who wasn\u2019t exactly in touch with his emotions but you fell for me, faster than you will ever admit, and our lives became intertwined so quickly and so strongly that it took us both by storm.<\/p>\n
Nenhum de n\u00f3s estava preparado para o que viria a seguir.<\/b><\/p>\n
It didn\u2019t take us long to become completely, utterly addicted to each other. You were like the air I had been missing my whole life and meeting you made me finally breathe.<\/p>\n
Eu era como uma droga para ti. Uma droga que desejavas desesperadamente deixar de consumir mas que, quanto mais provavas, mais te atra\u00eda e mais viciado te tornavas.<\/p>\n
I don\u2019t know if we were aware of it at the time but we spent an upsetting amount of time with each other. I remember waking up and the first thing on my mind was you. If I went a day without you, it physically hurt\u2026 and I wasn\u2019t strong enough to take it.<\/p>\n
Precisava de estar contigo. Precisava de sentir a tua presen\u00e7a junto a mim para me sentir eu pr\u00f3prio. Tu eras o meu v\u00edcio, tal como eu era o teu. N\u00e3o existia eu sem ti e vice-versa.<\/b><\/p>\n
I finally realized how seriously disturbing this thing we had was becoming\u2026 and I finally tried to break away, just for a little bit, to feel if the air without you felt the same.<\/p>\n
I needed to know if I was able to be myself without feeling your breath next to mine. I knew that the mad love I felt for you was ruining me on the inside. I didn\u2019t want to escape it\u2026 but I knew I needed to.<\/p>\n
I know you loved me. I know how much you cared. But what you never realized was how possessive you became. You couldn\u2019t deal with me having a life outside of us. You couldn\u2019t help but accuse me of being unfaithful if I decided to have a few hours to myself.<\/p>\n
You loved me\u2026 but it was too much. I tried to show you how unstable we were becoming but you wouldn\u2019t listen. You wanted me all to yourself and the thought of me not being there made you act like the man I didn\u2019t realize you were.<\/p>\n
Quanto mais o tempo passava, mais me apercebia de como est\u00e1vamos errados um para o outro.<\/p>\n
Era suposto o amor ser t\u00e3o inst\u00e1vel e turbulento? Era normal estarmos t\u00e3o viciados no nosso parceiro que nos esquecemos do mundo l\u00e1 fora?<\/em><\/p>\n I didn\u2019t know that loving someone could hurt so profoundly. At times, it was the easiest thing in the world\u2026 and other times, I felt like my soul was on fire and I was about to explode.<\/p>\n I don\u2019t know why you couldn\u2019t let me find myself before being able to see if we were salvageable. I still don\u2019t know if I was the one to blame, with my foolish hopes and dreams, rushing into it like it was about to disappear into thin air…<\/p>\n Sometimes, I catch myself reminiscing about us. I can\u2019t help but wonder, if we had just been a few years older and a little bit wiser, could we have figured it out?<\/p>\n Would you still be the man who couldn\u2019t bear letting me out of his sight, always firmly holding onto me, making me feel like nothing existed but us\u2026 or would you be mature enough to realize that we both needed time to breathe individually, before giving it a real shot?<\/b><\/p>\n
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