{"id":32672,"date":"2019-02-13T08:12:09","date_gmt":"2019-02-13T08:12:09","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/herway.net\/?p=32672"},"modified":"2022-02-27T13:44:02","modified_gmt":"2022-02-27T13:44:02","slug":"empurrou-me-para-longe-mas-eu-aterrei-de-pe","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/empurrou-me-para-longe-mas-eu-aterrei-de-pe\/","title":{"rendered":"Voc\u00ea me empurrou para longe, mas eu ca\u00ed de p\u00e9"},"content":{"rendered":"

I should\u2019ve seen through your crap a long, long time ago\u2026 but in a way, I\u2019m kind of glad I didn\u2019t. Because if I had, my life at this very moment would not be the same.<\/em><\/p>\n

Let\u2019s rewind.<\/b><\/p>\n

Meeting you for the first time truly took my breath away\u2026 You were the most charming man I had ever met\u2026 and you looked so good that I wanted to do you there and then, I can\u2019t even lie. You were a walking dream.<\/p>\n

Naturally, I wasn\u2019t immune to your charm or your sweet, sweet lies (unbeknownst to me at the time) so it really didn\u2019t take me long para me apaixonar por ti<\/span><\/a> totalmente.<\/p>\n

Antes de me aperceber disso, j\u00e1 fazias parte da minha vida e sabia t\u00e3o bem ter este homem bonito, espirituoso e encantador <\/i><\/b>ao meu lado<\/i><\/b><\/a>que todos pareciam respeitar e que todas as raparigas queriam ter. Sentia-me infantilmente orgulhoso por ter sido eu a agarrar-te primeiro.<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

It\u2019s so silly thinking about it now\u2026 but the instant lust I felt for you at the time completely blinded me and it literally weakened my ability to judge character.<\/p>\n

Sempre pensei que nunca poderia ser aquela rapariga que se apaixonou por um falador suave<\/span><\/a> but there I was\u2026 completely smitten by a man whose touch made me shiver and whose words I believed blindly, like all common sense had vanished from my head.<\/p>\n

You knew the hold you had over me and you didn\u2019t hesitate to use it against me. You knew all you needed to do was tell me what I craved to hear and I was yours from head to toe.<\/p>\n

You knew that your touch made me incapable of thinking soundly\u2026 and that your presence made me weak. You pressed your lips on mine\u2026 and I felt it in my entire body. I was hooked on the way you made me feel.<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

You took advantage of my feelings for you. You played with my mind like a toy and my body was your sanctuary that you were allowed in whenever you wanted it and I never complained. I let you play with me, because it made me feel so damn good\u2026 but what it also did was make me look like a complete fool.<\/p>\n

I was never the girl who would let animalistic infatuation take control of her life. I was never the girl who would fall for sweet nothings and who craved a man\u2019s presence to the point of feeling hollow without him.<\/p>\n

Mas conhecer-te mudou tudo isso. Deixei-te entrar na minha cabe\u00e7a e perdi todo o controlo sobre a minha vida. Enquanto me quisesses, me tivesses, eu era tua.<\/p>\n

At\u00e9 que um dia decidiu que j\u00e1 estava farto.<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

I guess you realized that you had used me in all the ways you possibly could and it was time for your next victim. So you just pushed me out of your life, like we never existed. Like I hadn\u2019t let you inside my mind and my body more times than I wish I had.<\/p>\n

I felt so used, betrayed and shamed… I felt like the biggest fool for letting you inside my life, subconsciously knowing it would never lead to anything good but giving in to lust and temptation.<\/p>\n

I felt like I wasn\u2019t myself anymore. I didn\u2019t recognize the girl in the mirror<\/a>. Como pude ir contra o meu bom senso e dar a um cretino conivente acesso \u00e0 minha mente e ao meu corpo? Como \u00e9 que pude ser t\u00e3o superficial e fraca?<\/p>\n

You vanished\u2026 and I all I was left with was pain and regret. And a promise that I would never, ever let myself be so blinded and fooled again.<\/p>\n

It was hell trying to get over you and learning to forgive myself. It was hell knowing I had to continue living my life with this shame\u2026 and finding ways to not resent you for being such a manipulative narcissist.<\/p>\n

Mas consegui ultrapassar isso. Aprendi a viver com isso e finalmente percebi que n\u00e3o era eu a culpada. Foste tu e s\u00f3 tu. Por isso, em vez de sentir este arrependimento, vergonha e culpa perp\u00e9tuos, transformei-os em algo positivo para mim.<\/p>\n

Transformei esta experi\u00eancia horr\u00edvel contigo numa li\u00e7\u00e3o inestim\u00e1vel.<\/p>\n

Eu nunca teria conhecido a minha for\u00e7a e o meu poder, se n\u00e3o te tivesse deixado usar-me e fazer-me de parvo. \u00c9 mesmo preciso uma experi\u00eancia merdosa e dolorosa para nos apercebermos da nossa verdadeira for\u00e7a e \u00e9 exatamente assim que eu escolho ver isto.<\/p>\n

Now, I think twice before letting anyone close to me. Now, it takes a lot more than a hot body and empty words to win me over. And now, nobody has access to my body unless I can honestly say that there\u2019s a future there.<\/p>\n

You\u2019ve made me so much more careful and if it wasn\u2019t for you, who knows how long it would have taken me to realize what I know now.<\/p>\n

I wish I could see you one more time. But only to make you see that you didn\u2019t break me and you didn\u2019t destroy my faith in love. You didn\u2019t shake me and I\u2019m still standing.<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

All you did was teach me a lesson I\u2019ll never forget.<\/p>\n

I don\u2019t resent you anymore and I don\u2019t hate myself. That is such a waste of time.<\/p>\n

Em vez disso, opto por acreditar que cada experi\u00eancia cont\u00e9m uma li\u00e7\u00e3o valiosa e tu foste a minha. Nada mais e nada menos.<\/b><\/p>\n

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