{"id":32833,"date":"2019-02-14T10:55:42","date_gmt":"2019-02-14T10:55:42","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/herway.net\/?p=32833"},"modified":"2022-02-26T11:41:40","modified_gmt":"2022-02-26T11:41:40","slug":"senti-a-tua-falta-ate-perceber-que-nunca-foste-meu","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/senti-a-tua-falta-ate-perceber-que-nunca-foste-meu\/","title":{"rendered":"Tive saudades tuas at\u00e9 perceber que nunca foste minha"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I always thought you were mine. I thought that you don\u2019t want to be anybody else\u2019s but mine. I had the feeling that you loved me and that you were actually giving me all I needed to be happy. In fact, I considered myself lucky to have someone like you in my life.<\/p>\n<p>What I didn\u2019t see was that you didn\u2019t give me half the love I deserved. You didn\u2019t give me the amount of love I gave to you. I had that strange feeling that something was not right, but I thought it was something that happens to all couples.<\/p>\n<p>Fiquei t\u00e3o cego com as tuas doces palavras, <a href=\"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/relationship\/recuso-me-a-ser-vitima-dos-vossos-jogos-mentais\/\">os seus jogos<\/a>, and your actions that made me believe you were only mine. But the harsh truth was that you were everybody&#8217;s but mine. You gave your time and your love to women who didn\u2019t deserve it.<\/p>\n<p>Deste-o t\u00e3o facilmente a todos, mas nunca mo deste a mim. Apesar de ter sido a \u00fanica pessoa que te amou com todo o meu cora\u00e7\u00e3o, nunca consegui aquilo com que sonhava.<\/p>\n<p>Nunca tive esse tipo de amor vintage. Nunca tive a sensa\u00e7\u00e3o de que me amavas e que eu era a pessoa mais importante da tua vida.<\/p>\n<p>Tive sempre de procurar o teu amor e a tua aten\u00e7\u00e3o. Tinha de te perseguir se quisesse que estivesses comigo. Mas tu gostavas desse jogo, pois era um grande impulso para o teu ego.<\/p>\n<p>You enjoyed every time I was losing my mind because you were sitting with another woman and watching her like you used to watch me. In moments like that, I felt like my whole world was falling apart, but you didn\u2019t give a damn about that.<\/p>\n<p>Era satisfat\u00f3rio para ti, e continuavas a partir-me o cora\u00e7\u00e3o passo a passo. Querias ver quais eram os meus limites e se acabaria por me escolher a mim pr\u00f3pria ou se voltaria a rastejar para ti.<\/p>\n<p>Gostavas de brincar comigo, com as minhas emo\u00e7\u00f5es, com o meu bom senso. Tu <a href=\"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/relationship\/18-habitos-irritantes-das-namoradas-que-deixam-os-homens-loucos\/\">enlouquecer-me<\/a>e mais tarde acusar-me-ia de ser uma rainha do drama.<\/p>\n<p>You could never understand why I acted like that. You could never see how much I loved you. To be honest, you didn\u2019t want to even try.<br \/>\nIsso \u00e9 o qu\u00e3o pouco me amavas.<\/p>\n<p>Enquanto eu tentava salvar o que t\u00ednhamos, tu entregaste-te a todas as mulheres com quem cruzaste nesse dia. Todas eram melhores do que eu. Todas eram mais bonitas, mais espertas e mais engra\u00e7adas.<\/p>\n<p>Sabes que mais? Eu era a mais bonita, a mais inteligente e a mais divertida no passado.<\/p>\n<p>Mas sabes no que me tornei depois de me teres quebrado?<br \/>\nI turned into a woman who doesn\u2019t feel like dressing up and looking good because even if I did that, I wasn\u2019t beautiful enough for you.<\/p>\n<p>Because of you, I didn\u2019t engage in conversations anymore, so people would think that I don\u2019t know anything about your \u2018affairs\u2019 and that was the reason I didn\u2019t not say anything.<\/p>\n<p>Because of you, I stopped being the fun girl since you took all my positive energy away and left me to wonder if I was good enough. I became a living corpse. I would spend the whole day analyzing why we aren\u2019t working out and how I can improve so you would like me more.<\/p>\n<p>What I couldn\u2019t see was that I was all you ever wanted, but you were too scared that I would be the dominant one in our relationship. You saw that I can make all my dreams come true, and you were so terrified that you wouldn\u2019t achieve your goals and that I will be better than you.<\/p>\n<p>Era um cobarde que me magoava mas n\u00e3o me deixava partir. E \u00e9 isso que tu \u00e9s agora tamb\u00e9m. Continuas a ser um peda\u00e7o de merda, mas decidi que vou ser feliz.<\/p>\n<p>Tive saudades tuas, admito. Mas isso s\u00f3 aconteceu quando me apercebi que<a href=\"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/ela-nao-perdeu-o-seu-amor-apenas-percebeu-que-nunca-o-teve\/\"> nunca foste meu<\/a>. You were there with me physically, but you weren\u2019t there in spirit.<\/p>\n<p>All that you gave me wasn\u2019t because you loved me. You did it to make me stay. In the end, you needed something you could name as a reason when I would say that I was leaving you.<\/p>\n<p>And every time I planned to leave and start a new life, you would come and tell me that you would be lost without me, that I am the only light at the end of your tunnel, and that your life won\u2019t have any purpose without me.<\/p>\n<p>Por isso, decidi dar-te uma segunda oportunidade. E uma terceira. E uma quarta. Mas depois percebi que nem sequer estavas a tentar fazer-me ficar. Tentavas apenas por um dia, e no dia seguinte continuavas como querias.<\/p>\n<p>That wasn\u2019t something I wanted in my life. That wasn\u2019t something I was satisfied with. So, I decided to let you go. I must admit that it isn\u2019t easy to let go of someone you\u2019ve loved for such a long time.<\/p>\n<p>I still remember the sleepless nights I spent, thinking about you while you were probably in another woman\u2019s bed. It took me so long, but in the end, I realized that I couldn\u2019t miss someone who was never mine\u2014at least not completely.<\/p>\n<p>Agora, quando penso em ti, digo a mim mesmo que <a href=\"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/es-uma-licao-que-eu-gostaria-de-nunca-ter-aprendido\/\">foste apenas uma li\u00e7\u00e3o<\/a> Tive de aprender. Infelizmente, de uma forma dura. Mas, por tua causa, nunca deixarei que um homem me trate como tu fizeste.<\/p>\n<p>Because of you, my heart is broken to pieces so small that they can\u2019t be glued back together.<\/p>\n<p><strong>Because of you \u2013 I fell.<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>But because of myself \u2013 I will rise.<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"aligncenter wp-image-32841 size-large\" title=\"Tive saudades tuas at\u00e9 perceber que nunca foste minha\" src=\"https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/02\/PINTEREST-2019-02-14T113424.431-683x1024.jpg\" alt=\"Tive saudades tuas at\u00e9 perceber que nunca foste minha\" width=\"683\" height=\"1024\" srcset=\"https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/02\/PINTEREST-2019-02-14T113424.431-683x1024.jpg 683w, https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/02\/PINTEREST-2019-02-14T113424.431-200x300.jpg 200w, https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/02\/PINTEREST-2019-02-14T113424.431.jpg 467w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 683px) 100vw, 683px\" \/><\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I always thought you were mine. I thought that you don\u2019t want to be anybody else\u2019s but mine. I had the feeling that you loved me and that you were actually giving me all I needed to be happy. In fact, I considered myself lucky to have someone like you in my life. What I&#8230;<\/p>","protected":false},"author":40,"featured_media":32839,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_kad_blocks_custom_css":"","_kad_blocks_head_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_body_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_footer_custom_js":"","_kadence_starter_templates_imported_post":false,"_kad_post_transparent":"","_kad_post_title":"","_kad_post_layout":"","_kad_post_sidebar_id":"","_kad_post_content_style":"","_kad_post_vertical_padding":"","_kad_post_feature":"","_kad_post_feature_position":"","_kad_post_header":false,"_kad_post_footer":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[29619],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-32833","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-stories-love"],"taxonomy_info":{"category":[{"value":29619,"label":"stories"}]},"featured_image_src_large":["https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/02\/mihai-surdu-173794-unsplash.jpg",800,533,false],"author_info":{"display_name":"Tara Brown","author_link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/author\/tara-brown\/"},"comment_info":0,"category_info":[{"term_id":29619,"name":"stories","slug":"stories-love","term_group":0,"term_taxonomy_id":29619,"taxonomy":"category","description":"To all the souls struggling with complicated love experiences: These heartfelt stories about love, heartbreak, and moving on will be your voice of wisdom.","parent":38,"count":424,"filter":"raw","cat_ID":29619,"category_count":424,"category_description":"To all the souls struggling with complicated love experiences: These heartfelt stories about love, heartbreak, and moving on will be your voice of wisdom.","cat_name":"stories","category_nicename":"stories-love","category_parent":38}],"tag_info":false,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/32833","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/40"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=32833"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/32833\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/32839"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=32833"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=32833"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=32833"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}