Ver tamb\u00e9m:<\/strong> Isto \u00e9 o que precisas de ser capaz de fazer se quiseres estar no comando da minha vida<\/p>\nHe was actually willing to destroy all those years of love just because he was insecure. And nothing I did could make him trust me again. I was powerless. I couldn\u2019t say anything. I couldn\u2019t cry. I was just angry at myself for marrying him.<\/p>\n
I could have had a better life without him. With someone who was worth my stay. With a man who would support me in my job and my decisions. With a man warm enough to send me a text for good morning. With a man who is as successful as me and doesn\u2019t have problems if I go to business lunches with my male coworkers.<\/p>\n
I wish I had him, but unfortunately, I have someone who is totally the opposite. I have a man next to me who is jealous when I dress up. He acts like a child when I don\u2019t answer his calls because I am in the middle of a meeting. He blackmails me that he will ask for a divorce if I don\u2019t change. And he knows I will stay with him because of our kids.<\/p>\n
He knows that the heart of a mother will carry that burden for the sake of her kids. To have a mom and a dad\u2014together, under the same roof. He knows I will do anything to make them feel protected. But he also knows that in all that mess, I always forget about myself. I forget that I also have a heart. And it is tired of all those storms that are going through my life. My heart doesn\u2019t have any fuel to continue beating. It doesn\u2019t have love to feed it. There is only a constant feeling of guilt and remorse.<\/p>\n
E n\u00e3o est\u00e1 a desaparecer.<\/p>\n
So, I late at night when I stay alone, I sit and think about everything. I am trying to find a solution to my problems but nothing smart comes to my mind. I just think how you won in this game again. You made me feel like crap again. I am looking at my wedding ring and it doesn\u2019t bring any nice memories. I don\u2019t feel special because of you anymore. I just wonder if love makes us weak or it just looks like that.<\/p>\n
I can\u2019t stand the fact that I need a strong drink every time I see you because I know you will tell me different crap again. And the same story continues every day. But now I have changed my mind. I don\u2019t want you in my life anymore. I don\u2019t need a toxic man to destroy all my dreams.<\/p>\n
I worked my ass off to get where I am now and if you think you can destroy that, you are wrong dude. I don\u2019t need you or anyone else to make me happy. I don\u2019t need a man to makes me fulfilled. I can do it myself. And thank God for giving me the common sense to leave you and start a new page in my life.<\/p>\n
E tu?<\/p>\n
You will probably know what you have lost when memories start to attack you late at night while the rest of the world is asleep. Even your strong drink and cigarettes won\u2019t be able to help you to get over me. My signature is on your heart, but you are not aware of that, baby.<\/p>\n
You can\u2019t just get rid of your feelings like that. But I started that process a long time ago.<\/p>\n
And finally, I can say: \u201cFuck love, I want to be single again!\u201d And I will!<\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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