Por isso, n\u00e3o \u00e9 de estranhar que o homem com quem escolhi passar o meu tempo fosse algu\u00e9m completamente errado para mim. Algu\u00e9m que me fez passar pelo inferno e voltar, a fim de me abalar at\u00e9 ao meu \u00e2mago e me fazer ver qu\u00e3o pouco eu pensava que merecia.<\/p>\r\n
This man saw me at my weakest and decided to take advantage of a girl he knew wouldn\u2019t say no. He didn\u2019t do any physical harm \u2013 just to be clear \u2013 but his abuse was emotional, and it shattered me almost beyond repair.<\/p>\r\n
It sucks that I let anyone come so close to me when I was at my most fragile, but back then, I didn\u2019t know any better. I felt like any attention was better than none.<\/p>\r\n
I was switching from one shitty job to another, I was new in the city and had one friend. I wasn\u2019t on the best terms with my folks, and I didn\u2019t really have anyone to turn to.<\/p>\r\n
Por isso, quando este tipo se atirou a mim num bar que eu frequentava todas as noites, senti uma r\u00e9stia de esperan\u00e7a e uma vozinha dentro de mim gritou de excita\u00e7\u00e3o com tanta for\u00e7a, que foi quase como se fosse a primeira vez que um tipo gostou mesmo de mim<\/span><\/i>.<\/span><\/p>\r\n Ele pareceu-me bem no in\u00edcio, por isso fiz-lhe a vontade e continu\u00e1mos a falar durante toda a noite.<\/p>\r\n He was a regular at the bar, so I had no choice but to see him every night, and going on a date with him just felt like the smart thing to do. If I said no, I\u2019d just keep seeing him regardless and it would\u2019ve been so awkward\u2026 so I made myself like him.<\/p>\r\n Come\u00e7\u00e1mos a sair um com o outro. E, com o tempo, comecei a gostar mesmo dele.<\/p>\r\n He was thoughtful, kind, and seemed to really care about me at first. And that hadn\u2019t happened in a long, long time, so I was slowly becoming more and more hooked on the feeling.<\/p>\r\n But what I didn\u2019t know was that it was his plan all along. He apparently had a habit of catching young, weak, and fragile women off guard, winning them over with his fake words. Once they were in his web, he\u2019d use them to feed his inflated ego.<\/p>\r\n Descobri o seu padr\u00e3o de comportamento muito depois de ter terminado com ele, mas de repente tudo fez muito sentido.<\/p>\r\n I was nothing but a punching bag to him. When he\u2019d feel like shit, he\u2019d use me to shift the blame on me and make himself feel better.<\/p>\r\n When he felt like it, he\u2019d just yell at me for no reason to get it all out of his system and then be on his best behaviour with his buddies.<\/p>\r\n Ningu\u00e9m sabia realmente como ele era \u00e0 porta fechada, exceto eu e algumas das suas anteriores namoradas que me confidenciaram e me contaram tudo o que tinham vivido depois de eu ter finalmente sa\u00eddo da sua vida.<\/p>\r\n![\"\u00c0s](\"https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/06\/shutterstock_1010958733.jpg\")
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