{"id":4002,"date":"2020-06-04T07:33:37","date_gmt":"2020-06-04T07:33:37","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/herway.net\/?p=4002"},"modified":"2021-08-30T13:57:02","modified_gmt":"2021-08-30T13:57:02","slug":"carta-aberta-o-homem-partiu-se-em-pedacos","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/carta-aberta-o-homem-partiu-se-em-pedacos\/","title":{"rendered":"Uma carta aberta ao homem que me partiu em peda\u00e7os"},"content":{"rendered":"

Pensei que era suposto amares-me. Pensei que era suposto tornares-me melhor e mais forte do que j\u00e1 sou. Pensei que fosses a minha pessoa para sempre. <\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

I didn\u2019t know that love could harm you.<\/i><\/b> I refused to believe there was another side to love\u2014cruel and painful or maybe just completely wrong.<\/p>\n

You know, my whole life I\u2019ve been afraid something similar would happen to me and I was right. I was always hearing stories of abusive men and their wives who didn\u2019t have the guts to walk away.<\/p>\n

Sempre me perguntei como \u00e9 que eles podiam ser t\u00e3o est\u00fapidos. Why wouldn\u2019t they just leave? <\/a><\/p>\n

And years after, I got myself into the same mess. And I couldn\u2019t leave. I was that woman who didn\u2019t have the courage to fight for her life.<\/p>\n

Eu era aquela mulher que estava sempre a receber uma pancada atr\u00e1s da outra e continuava a ficar.<\/p>\n

Meu Deus, como \u00e9 que vim aqui parar?<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

What wrong moves have I made along my path? Why didn\u2019t I get some kind of a warning when I met you? How could I have let myself take that unknown leap into the aching future with you?<\/p>\n

\"rapariga<\/p>\n

I know I made so many mistakes. We all did, but now I wonder: \u201cIs there some kind of an alarm that goes off every time you are about to make the biggest mistake of your life?\u201d There\u2019s got to be! Some inner warning that keeps us safe. If there is, I think mine got broken.<\/p>\n

And even if it was there, I ignored it completely. I was probably so smitten that I didn\u2019t hear the screams from the inside: \u201cGet the fuck out!!\u201d I ignored that piercing sound of a warning and I made the biggest mistake of my life\u2014I fell in love with TU<\/i>.<\/p>\n

From that moment on, everything was up to me. Every decision of mine led me to the moment I\u2019m living in now.<\/p>\n

Ver tamb\u00e9m:<\/strong> Lamento n\u00e3o te ter deixado partir<\/a><\/p>\n

O tempo que pass\u00e1mos juntos formou um mundo \u00e0 parte<\/i><\/b> – an isolated place only the two of us had the access to. You held the key to every door and I was just a mere peasant.<\/p>\n

Unable to explore the world. Unable to conquer it. I was living in a place I couldn\u2019t understand. I\u2019ve forgotten who I am.  <\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

\"retrato<\/p>\n

Sempre que me olhava ao espelho, via o teu reflexo. A cada dia que passava e a cada olhar que se seguia, eu ia-me apagando e tu aparecias.  <\/p>\n

You slowly consumed me and turned me into something that I\u2019m not, something that I was never supposed to be.  <\/p>\n

You\u2019ve sucked the life out of me and left just a pale outline of what used to be me.<\/strong><\/p>\n

I don\u2019t know how long this life battle is going to last. I don\u2019t understand why I haven\u2019t yet vanished into beautiful, silver dust, why I still haven’t got rid of all the pain?<\/p>\n

That\u2019s how I imagine myself when I finally break free from the indestructible chains that are suffocating me\u2014a beautiful, silver dust, free to go anywhere I imagine.<\/p>\n

I don\u2019t know if I\u2019m bulletproof. Am I going to suffer my whole life just because I can\u2014just because I\u2019m not broken yet?<\/strong><\/p>\n

\"Mulher<\/p>\n

Talvez eu tenha que bater no fundo do po\u00e7o. Talvez essa queda me parta num milh\u00e3o de peda\u00e7os pequenos e afiados.<\/p>\n

But I\u2019m afraid. I\u2019m afraid if this place where I am now is not the lowest of the low, what is?<\/p>\n

Serei capaz de sobreviver? Quem \u00e9 que vai apanhar os cacos?<\/strong><\/p>\n

Sei que tenho de continuar a tentar e a lutar nesta vida porque fui eu que a escolhi.<\/p>\n

No one forced me into it, but someone is forcing me to stay\u2014someone is not letting me go.<\/p>\n

Although that someone\u2014you\u2014sees all the crippling pain that is eating me alive, you won\u2019t let me go.<\/p>\n

You just keep pushing until you destroy me completely\u2014until I become beyond repair\u2014until no one else can EVER love me\u2014until I’m finally ruined for good.<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

\"Uma<\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

I thought you were supposed to love me. I thought you were supposed to make me better and stronger than I already am. I thought you were my forever person. I didn\u2019t know that love could harm you. I refused to believe there was another side to love\u2014cruel and painful or maybe just completely wrong….<\/p>","protected":false},"author":41,"featured_media":95645,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_kad_blocks_custom_css":"","_kad_blocks_head_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_body_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_footer_custom_js":"","_kadence_starter_templates_imported_post":false,"_kad_post_transparent":"","_kad_post_title":"","_kad_post_layout":"","_kad_post_sidebar_id":"","_kad_post_content_style":"","_kad_post_vertical_padding":"","_kad_post_feature":"","_kad_post_feature_position":"","_kad_post_header":false,"_kad_post_footer":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[29653],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-4002","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-letters"],"taxonomy_info":{"category":[{"value":29653,"label":"letters"}]},"featured_image_src_large":["https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/09\/An-Open-Letter-To-The-Man-Who-Broke-Me-To-Pieces.jpg",800,548,false],"author_info":{"display_name":"Martha Sullivan","author_link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/author\/martha-sullivan\/"},"comment_info":0,"category_info":[{"term_id":29653,"name":"letters","slug":"letters","term_group":0,"term_taxonomy_id":29653,"taxonomy":"category","description":"Regardless if you're looking for moving on, romantic, emotional, or open letters on various topics, you can be sure that you'll find it all here. ","parent":29651,"count":207,"filter":"raw","cat_ID":29653,"category_count":207,"category_description":"Regardless if you're looking for moving on, romantic, emotional, or open letters on various topics, you can be sure that you'll find it all here. ","cat_name":"letters","category_nicename":"letters","category_parent":29651}],"tag_info":false,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4002","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/41"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=4002"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4002\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/95645"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=4002"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=4002"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=4002"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}