{"id":4017,"date":"2020-06-04T09:37:14","date_gmt":"2020-06-04T09:37:14","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/herway.net\/?p=4017"},"modified":"2022-01-06T15:54:19","modified_gmt":"2022-01-06T15:54:19","slug":"ainda-amo-embora-toxico","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/ainda-amo-embora-toxico\/","title":{"rendered":"I Still Love You Although You Are Toxic"},"content":{"rendered":"

Shhh, estou a tentar fazer com que os meus pensamentos parem de surgir. Estou a tentar deixar de pensar em ti porque cada pensamento sobre o que tivemos parte o meu cora\u00e7\u00e3o.<\/p>\n

And it keeps going\u2014on and on.<\/p>\n

A \u00fanica coisa em que penso \u00e9 em ti. No teu amor. O amor que capturou tanto o meu cora\u00e7\u00e3o que me esqueci do que significa ser eu pr\u00f3prio novamente.<\/p>\n

Eu amava-te. A s\u00e9rio que sim.<\/p>\n

But you didn\u2019t know how to cherish what we had. You failed to see a woman to love in front of you. And I gave myself all in.<\/p>\n

I gave you my heart and my soul but what I got in return was just pain. Enormous pain that is still here. And no matter what I do, I can\u2019t shake it away.<\/p>\n

\"mulher<\/p>\n

Sabes, eu amei-te em tempos. Mas tudo o que sinto agora \u00e9 indiferen\u00e7a, que \u00e9 totalmente o oposto do amor.<\/p>\n

I loved you but my biggest mistake was that I couldn\u2019t accept you the way you were.<\/p>\n

E Deus sabe o homem t\u00f3xico que tu eras. Por isso, tentei mudar-te.<\/p>\n

Cada dia era uma nova batalha para mim. E todos os dias eu perdia essa batalha.<\/p>\n

Mas eu era teimoso e estava sempre a repetir o mesmo cen\u00e1rio. Pensava que tudo ficaria bem se tu mudasses.<\/p>\n

Eu estava disposto a mudar. Eu gostava das mesmas coisas que tu. Passei tempo com os teus amigos t\u00f3xicos s\u00f3 por tua causa.<\/p>\n

\"mulher<\/p>\n

Eu andava a pisar ovos para que tu te sentisses bem. E no meio de toda aquela confus\u00e3o, esqueci-me das minhas necessidades e das minhas emo\u00e7\u00f5es.<\/p>\n

Ent\u00e3o, agora, depois de tanto tempo passado sozinho, finalmente consegui. I can\u2019t change who you are<\/a>. Posso simplesmente aceitar-te ou fazer as malas e ir-me embora.<\/p>\n

Because what you don\u2019t understand is that it takes two to tango. And I don\u2019t see you are putting any effort to keep me close.<\/p>\n

Ent\u00e3o, porque \u00e9 que continuo a tentar?<\/p>\n

You are not a man\u2014you are a mistake!<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

O meu maior erro que me custou os nervos. Um erro que me levou a fazer coisas que pensei que nunca faria.<\/p>\n

\"mulher<\/p>\n

Tu \u00e9s aquele que fez-me pensar que eu era culpado de tudo<\/a> que nos estava a acontecer.<\/p>\n

But the harsh truth is that I wasn\u2019t. What kind of idiot do you think I am? Do you really think you are so special that I will gamble my life with you?<\/p>\n

A receber os restos e a desejar um pouco de amor. N\u00c3O!<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

That\u2019s not a life I deserve. You are not a man I deserve. I deserve so much more and let\u2019s face it, darling\u2014you can\u2019t provide me with that.<\/p>\n

Tu \u00e9s apenas mais um homem t\u00f3xico na minha vida. Mas sou suficientemente inteligente para estabelecer limites.<\/p>\n

I won\u2019t let you bring me down every time you get high. I won\u2019t let you kiss me while I feel her smell on your body.<\/p>\n

\"jovem<\/p>\n

I won\u2019t let you play with my feelings anymore. I won\u2019t. Do you know why?<\/p>\n

Porque eu posso!<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

Depois de todos estes anos a viver numa rela\u00e7\u00e3o t\u00f3xica, percebi que s\u00f3 tenho uma vida.<\/p>\n

And I don\u2019t want to waste it on someone who doesn\u2019t give a damn about me. I would rather be alone than in bad company.<\/p>\n

Por isso, minha querida, esta \u00e9 a tua chamada de aten\u00e7\u00e3o!<\/p>\n

You need to get your shit together if you want to stay with me! Because I ain\u2019t gonna put up with your crap anymore.<\/p>\n

\"mulher<\/p>\n

Transformei-me numa besta e nada do que fa\u00e7as me pode derrubar. Eu sei que sou digno. Mas o problema \u00e9 que tu n\u00e3o \u00e9s.<\/p>\n

If you ever want to get back to me, you should know that I won\u2019t be there, waiting for you to come to my hug.<\/p>\n

Fizeste de mim um monstro, por isso lida com as consequ\u00eancias agora.<\/p>\n

No final, se ainda est\u00e1 a pensar se Eu amo-te<\/a>Terei todo o gosto em dar-lhe uma resposta.<\/p>\n

Por isso, oi\u00e7am-me com aten\u00e7\u00e3o: \u201cI love you. Yes, I do. BUT I love me more!\u201d<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

\"I<\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Shhh, I am trying to make my thoughts stop arising. I am trying to quit thinking about you because every thought about what we had tears my heart apart. And it keeps going\u2014on and on. The only thing I think of is you. Your love. The love that captured my heart so much that I…<\/p>","protected":false},"author":40,"featured_media":97721,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_kad_blocks_custom_css":"","_kad_blocks_head_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_body_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_footer_custom_js":"","_kadence_starter_templates_imported_post":false,"_kad_post_transparent":"","_kad_post_title":"","_kad_post_layout":"","_kad_post_sidebar_id":"","_kad_post_content_style":"","_kad_post_vertical_padding":"","_kad_post_feature":"","_kad_post_feature_position":"","_kad_post_header":false,"_kad_post_footer":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[29619],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-4017","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-stories-love"],"taxonomy_info":{"category":[{"value":29619,"label":"stories"}]},"featured_image_src_large":["https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/09\/I-Still-Love-You-Although-You-Are-Toxic.jpg",800,534,false],"author_info":{"display_name":"Tara Brown","author_link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/author\/tara-brown\/"},"comment_info":0,"category_info":[{"term_id":29619,"name":"stories","slug":"stories-love","term_group":0,"term_taxonomy_id":29619,"taxonomy":"category","description":"To all the souls struggling with complicated love experiences: These heartfelt stories about love, heartbreak, and moving on will be your voice of wisdom.","parent":38,"count":424,"filter":"raw","cat_ID":29619,"category_count":424,"category_description":"To all the souls struggling with complicated love experiences: These heartfelt stories about love, heartbreak, and moving on will be your voice of wisdom.","cat_name":"stories","category_nicename":"stories-love","category_parent":38}],"tag_info":false,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4017","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/40"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=4017"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4017\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/97721"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=4017"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=4017"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=4017"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}