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<\/p>\nI\u2019m feeling anxious again, Father. I know I shouldn\u2019t be. I know there\u2019s no need. I know you want me to have faith in you and I do, but if I\u2019m being honest, I\u2019m not okay. I don\u2019t know. I guess just the feeling of being stuck here in my current position is getting a bit weary and frustrating.<\/p>\n
However, I thank you God. Thank you for the position that I\u2019m in right now. Thank you for making me sit and wait. Sei que estes tempos dif\u00edceis est\u00e3o a produzir perseveran\u00e7a, a construir o meu car\u00e1cter, a fortalecer a minha f\u00e9 em Ti e a equipar-me com o que preciso para o meu futuro.<\/b><\/p>\n
Even though it feels as if I’ve been waiting for a long time, I know that what you have for me is worth waiting for. I just need to have patience and know that everything will work out in the end.<\/p>\n
I\u2019m not who or where I want to be at the moment and that\u2019s okay. I know I\u2019m exactly where I need to be. It\u2019s a process. I know you\u2019re working on me, and I know I still have a lot of growing to do and more lessons to learn.<\/p>\n
But Jesus, I must admit, this ongoing mental battle that I\u2019m facing, these emotions that are getting the best of me is a daily struggle. I know you\u2019ve given me all the weapons I need to fight, but still, I need your help.<\/p>\n
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I tend to isolate myself from people. I have some days when I just want to sleep, so I won\u2019t have to get up and face the day. When I\u2019m awake, the thoughts in my mind never stop going, and I allow the worries of this world to weigh me down.<\/p>\n
I\u2019m constantly looking in every direction to see where my blessing is gonna come from. I’m waiting for you to show up with this evacuation plan to get me out of this place.<\/p>\n
S\u00f3 quero estar a s\u00f3s contigo, mas sempre que fico sozinho em sil\u00eancio, consigo ouvir o inimigo em alto e bom som a tentar entrar na minha cabe\u00e7a. Preciso de ouvir a tua voz, Pai.<\/p>\n
Preciso de ir mais alto; quero estar nas alturas contigo, n\u00e3o como uma droga, mas como uma altura em que tudo o que sinto \u00e9 alegria e paz em Ti. O tipo de altura em que nenhuma negatividade, nenhum inimigo, nenhum tipo de mal me pode atingir.<\/p>\n
I need you to capture my mind, Father, place your words deep inside my heart, get them stuck in my mind. Replace my thoughts with your thoughts. There are times when I know I need to pray, but no words come out. Lately, it\u2019s been a lot of \u201cGod..I…never mind.\u201d<\/p>\n
I need you take my hand, so I can walk with you. I’m sorry I keep turning away from you.<\/p>\n
Lately, I\u2019ve been confused. Trying to fight off these lies of insecurities, the lies of anxieties that come from not having answers.<\/p>\n
I want to love myself, but I don\u2019t want my focus to be on myself. I want to love myself the way you love me, but I don\u2019t want to fall into the self-seeking trap.<\/p>\n
I\u2019m trying to stay humble, but I can\u2019t tell the difference between me having confidence or having pride. Aren\u2019t I called to be strong and courageous? But what if I\u2019m not doing it the right way. I’m contradicting myself.<\/p>\n
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I\u2019m second guessing everything I do. I can\u2019t depend on myself. I don\u2019t want to get in the way of Your will, Father; Not my will for my life but Yours. I don\u2019t want to do what I think is best for me because in the past, every time I did what I wanted to do or what I thought was best, I ended up down the wrong path.<\/p>\n
Some won\u2019t understand this, but Lord, we need your help. We need you to save us from ourselves and from this corrupt world. We need guidance. We need your Love.<\/p>\n
I admit, I can\u2019t live without you. Whenever I don\u2019t hear your voice, I panic, but really, you\u2019re just telling me to wait…be still and have faith in you.<\/p>\n
I\u2019m trying God. I’m trying to fight this fight and running this race the best way I know how.<\/p>\n
I won\u2019t move until I hear you say go, but while I\u2019m being still and waiting, Father, I need you to keep me covered. Help me not to wander off or get distracted and pulled in by this world.<\/p>\n
Picture this\u2014 you\u2019re out in the woods with a group of other soldiers and you have the captain in front leading and guiding the way. The captain is giving out signs of when to go, stop, run, and even fight so as you follow, you\u2019re constantly looking for the leader to give you directions. You\u2019ve been doing this for some time now. There\u2019s a destination point but there\u2019s still some ways to go.<\/p>\n
In the meantime, you may get tired and weary, but that\u2019s okay because you have the leader there going before you. That is until you get impatient, look away or you stop paying attention. Then what? You get thrown off course. You may get lost; you get worried, and you get scared.<\/p>\n
What do you do? You can\u2019t do this on your own. You must find the leader and look unto Him to show you the way out to safety. There\u2019s a purpose in all of this. A plan.<\/p>\n
I need your guidance. I’m sorry, come save me again.<\/p>\n
por Shanequa Fleming<\/b><\/p>\n
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