{"id":48604,"date":"2019-11-26T18:30:23","date_gmt":"2019-11-26T18:30:23","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/herway.net\/?p=48604"},"modified":"2022-01-19T15:31:06","modified_gmt":"2022-01-19T15:31:06","slug":"tu-quebraste-me-mas-tambem-me-fizeste-ver-o-meu-valor","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/tu-quebraste-me-mas-tambem-me-fizeste-ver-o-meu-valor\/","title":{"rendered":"Voc\u00ea me quebrou, mas tamb\u00e9m me fez ver o meu valor"},"content":{"rendered":"

Noite ap\u00f3s noite, apenas uma pergunta ecoava na minha cabe\u00e7a: \"Ser\u00e1 que o meu cora\u00e7\u00e3o vai parar de doer?\" <\/span><\/p>\n

O meu peito estava t\u00e3o pesado por causa de todos os peda\u00e7os partidos por dentro. Sentia que n\u00e3o havia sa\u00edda para esta situa\u00e7\u00e3o. Estava preso na minha dor. <\/span><\/p>\n

Manh\u00e3 ap\u00f3s manh\u00e3, costumava dizer a mim pr\u00f3prio: Tu consegues fazer isto; \u00e9s suficientemente forte para passar o dia.  <\/span><\/p>\n

Cobriria as olheiras com corretor. <\/span><\/p>\n

Punha um sorriso falso e, se algu\u00e9m perguntasse, dizia em voz alta que estava bem, apesar de Estava a cair aos bocados<\/a> a partir do interior. <\/span><\/p>\n

I didn\u2019t want anybody to see how badly you hurt me. <\/b><\/p>\n

Instead of letting you go, I used to hold on so tightly. I used to go back to our happy place. To the place where things work \u2013 the place that was now destroyed. <\/span><\/p>\n

Costumava voltar atr\u00e1s no tempo, a esses momentos de felicidade que tudo consome. <\/span><\/p>\n

To ordinary moments full of hugs, kisses, and deep conversations. To a time where I didn\u2019t know the real you yet. <\/span><\/p>\n

The real you had nothing to do with the you I saw with my googly eyes full of love. I still can\u2019t believe how blind and naive I was. <\/b><\/p>\n

Eu permiti que <\/span>manipular-me<\/span><\/a> and play with my heart like it\u2019s bulletproof. I trusted you and you betrayed me. <\/span><\/p>\n

Eu amava-te e tu atiraste-me esse amor \u00e0 cara.<\/span><\/p>\n

\"Mulher<\/p>\n

Tomaste os meus sentimentos e todos os meus esfor\u00e7os como garantidos e depois deitaste-os fora como se n\u00e3o tivessem valor. <\/span><\/p>\n

Afastaste-me e fizeste-me sentir que n\u00e3o era am\u00e1vel. Conseguia sentir o meu amor-pr\u00f3prio a sair do meu sistema. Conseguia ouvir a minha confian\u00e7a a bater no fundo. <\/span><\/p>\n

Suddenly all the pain transformed into numbness. I couldn\u2019t cry anymore. I must have run out of tears. <\/span><\/p>\n

I couldn\u2019t think about all the could-haves and should-haves. My mind was blank. My feelings exhausted. <\/span><\/p>\n

Estava em baixo, completamente destro\u00e7ado, e n\u00e3o tinha outra alternativa sen\u00e3o construir-me a partir do zero. <\/b><\/p>\n

I would force myself out of bed every morning. I\u2019d dress up, show up where I was supposed to. <\/span><\/p>\n

Enterrei-me no trabalho e encontrei conforto nos amigos. <\/span><\/p>\n

Numa dessas manh\u00e3s, as coisas come\u00e7aram a parecer um pouco mais f\u00e1ceis. Comecei a construir as bases para a minha nova vida. Lenta mas seguramente. <\/span><\/p>\n

Noite ap\u00f3s noite, continuava a deitar-me contigo no meu pensamento. <\/b><\/p>\n

Mas numa dessas noites, em vez de lamentar tudo o que perdi, vi tudo o que ganhei ao perder-te. <\/b><\/p>\n

\"Sonhar<\/p>\n

I was so naive and so in love that I couldn\u2019t see how wrong you actually were for me. <\/span><\/p>\n

I couldn\u2019t see all the ways in which you were killing my self-esteem. <\/span><\/p>\n

Agora que a minha vis\u00e3o estava novamente clara, tudo o que restava fazer era transformar toda a minha dor em poder e dizer obrigado por me teres quebrado. <\/span><\/p>\n

Obrigado por todas as vezes que me trataste mal. <\/b><\/p>\n

Ensinou-me como n\u00e3o devo ser tratada. Preciso de algu\u00e9m que me levante em vez de me deitar abaixo.<\/span><\/p>\n

I need a man who won\u2019t point out my flaws, but focus on my values. <\/span><\/p>\n

Preciso do oposto de tudo o que me costumavas dar porque o oposto \u00e9 o amor e tu nunca me amaste da maneira certa. <\/span><\/p>\n

Obrigado por me teres salvo de anos de sofrimento ao teu lado. <\/b><\/p>\n

You were never there for me. You were clueless about my problems and concerns. You didn\u2019t care how your behavior would make me feel. <\/span><\/p>\n

You were never involved in our relationship. I was the only one investing and making effort.  Things would\u2019ve gotten worse had we stayed together. <\/span><\/p>\n

Tu tinhas sempre raz\u00e3o e eu estava sempre errada. Eu era carente, apesar de s\u00f3 precisar do teu amor e aten\u00e7\u00e3o. <\/span><\/p>\n

I know now that\u2019s not something I should\u2019ve begged for. <\/span><\/p>\n

\"Retrato<\/p>\n

Agrade\u00e7o aos c\u00e9us por te teres afastado de mim, porque eu nunca soube partir sozinha. <\/b><\/p>\n

Preciso de algu\u00e9m que me valorize e respeite. Algu\u00e9m cujo amor venha sem esfor\u00e7o. <\/span><\/p>\n

Someone who can\u2019t wait to see me, text me, and make me feel cared for. <\/span><\/p>\n

Preciso de uma pessoa que saiba amar, dar e manter uma rela\u00e7\u00e3o de compromisso. Tu nunca soubeste fazer isso. <\/span><\/p>\n

No final, obrigado por n\u00e3o me amares porque isso ensinou-me a amar-me a mim pr\u00f3prio.<\/b><\/p>\n

I love my scars \u2013 both the visible and invisible ones. <\/span><\/p>\n

Contam a hist\u00f3ria de uma mulher forte que passou pelo inferno e voltou para contar a hist\u00f3ria. <\/span><\/p>\n

I love every single tiny imperfection in my body \u2013 yes even my stretch marks, my weird nose, and my love handles.<\/span><\/p>\n

Adoro-as porque s\u00e3o elas que me fazem ser eu. D\u00e3o-me aquele toque especial que toda a gente que se sente confort\u00e1vel na sua pr\u00f3pria pele tem. <\/span><\/p>\n

I love the sound of my laughter and my viewpoint on life since you\u2019ve been gone. <\/span><\/p>\n

Amo a mulher que sou e que me estou a tornar. Amo-me a mim pr\u00f3pria e um dia <\/span>algu\u00e9m digno<\/span><\/a> de mim tamb\u00e9m me vai amar.<\/span><\/p>\n

\"Voc\u00ea<\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Night after night only one question echoed in my head: \u201cWill my heart ever stop hurting?\u201d My chest felt so heavy from all the broken pieces shattered on the inside. I felt like there was no way out of this situation. I was trapped in my pain.  Morning after morning I used to tell myself:…<\/p>","protected":false},"author":40,"featured_media":48608,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_kad_blocks_custom_css":"","_kad_blocks_head_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_body_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_footer_custom_js":"","_kadence_starter_templates_imported_post":false,"_kad_post_transparent":"","_kad_post_title":"","_kad_post_layout":"","_kad_post_sidebar_id":"","_kad_post_content_style":"","_kad_post_vertical_padding":"","_kad_post_feature":"","_kad_post_feature_position":"","_kad_post_header":false,"_kad_post_footer":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[29617],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-48604","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-heartbreak"],"taxonomy_info":{"category":[{"value":29617,"label":"heartbreak"}]},"featured_image_src_large":["https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/11\/shutterstock_1131482321.jpg",800,534,false],"author_info":{"display_name":"Tara Brown","author_link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/author\/tara-brown\/"},"comment_info":0,"category_info":[{"term_id":29617,"name":"heartbreak","slug":"heartbreak","term_group":0,"term_taxonomy_id":29617,"taxonomy":"category","description":"Recovering after having your heart broken is tough. That's why I've decided to collect different stories of heartbreak - to help everyone going through the same.","parent":38,"count":146,"filter":"raw","cat_ID":29617,"category_count":146,"category_description":"Recovering after having your heart broken is tough. That's why I've decided to collect different stories of heartbreak - to help everyone going through the same.","cat_name":"heartbreak","category_nicename":"heartbreak","category_parent":38}],"tag_info":false,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/48604","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/40"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=48604"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/48604\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/48608"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=48604"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=48604"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=48604"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}