{"id":50998,"date":"2021-11-18T16:44:08","date_gmt":"2021-11-18T16:44:08","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/herway.net\/?p=50998"},"modified":"2024-10-30T15:40:05","modified_gmt":"2024-10-30T14:40:05","slug":"vou-deixar-vos-este-ano","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/vou-deixar-vos-este-ano\/","title":{"rendered":"Vou deixar-te em 2024 onde pertences"},"content":{"rendered":"

Chamem-me modesta ou pouco ambiciosa, mas a verdade \u00e9 que n\u00e3o tenho muitos objectivos para 2025.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

No, I\u2019m not aspiring to become filthy rich, to change my job or to lose weight because the bottom line is none of these things matter.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Para al\u00e9m de ser saud\u00e1vel e estar rodeada por aqueles que amo, o meu \u00fanico desejo \u00e9 come\u00e7ar o pr\u00f3ximo ano sem ti<\/b>.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

This might sound surprising, knowing the fact that you haven\u2019t been by my side for a long time.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

However, despite your physical absence, the truth is that there wasn\u2019t a single day in 2024 on which you didn\u2019t cross my mind. <\/b><\/p>\n\n\n\n

So, even though you\u2019re not actually around, you\u2019re very well present inside of me. <\/b><\/p>\n\n\n\n

You exist in my thoughts, heart, dreams, prayers, conversations and every part of my being. You\u2019re following me around from the moment I wake up until I fall asleep. <\/b><\/p>\n\n\n

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Our past and the way you walked out on me are still haunting me to this day. I\u2019m still waiting for an explanation, for some kind of closure or for an approval that I mattered.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

The hell with it\u2014 I\u2019m still waiting for you to come back<\/b> .<\/p>\n\n\n\n

I\u2019m still standing in the same place you left me, waiting for a miracle, for a late night phone call or at least a sign that I exist inside of you, as well.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

I\u2019m still waiting for you to be the man you were ages ago. For you to tell me how sorry you are for allowing me to live all these years without you and for letting me go.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

For you to tell me that you\u2019ve been procurando-me em cada mulher <\/a> no vosso caminho. Para implorar o meu perd\u00e3o e para compreender verdadeiramente toda a dor que me causaste.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Waiting for the time when you\u2019ll come back to me, without the intention of ever leaving again. For you to realize that you\u2019ve loved me back all along.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Parece-me uma tolice e irrealista, eu sei.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Por isso, tudo o que desejo \u00e9 deixar para tr\u00e1s estes sentimentos do ano que passou. Quero deixar de te amar, <\/b>parar de esperar<\/b><\/a> para si, e deixar de se lembrar de si.<\/b><\/p>\n\n\n

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Quando o rel\u00f3gio bateu a meia-noite, eu queria que o meu \u00faltimo pensamento sobre ti desaparecesse para sempre.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Que nunca mais pensaria em ti, que nunca te encontraria, que nunca ouviria uma can\u00e7\u00e3o que me fizesse lembrar de ti e que ningu\u00e9m mencionaria o teu nome na minha presen\u00e7a.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

A cada badalada da meia-noite, desejei que te apagassem da minha mem\u00f3ria, como se nunca tivesses feito parte da minha vida.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Queria parar de repetir toda a nossa rela\u00e7\u00e3o na minha cabe\u00e7a, tentando chegar a uma conclus\u00e3o qualquer.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Parar de pensar em todas as coisas que pod\u00edamos ter feito e parar de imaginar como seria a minha vida se tivesses escolhido ficar.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Queria livrar-me do ressentimento e da raiva. Deixar de te odiar, deixar de esperar que o karma te pague por tudo o que me fizeste.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

No, I don\u2019t have to find someone new in 2025. I don\u2019t have to necessarily fall in love with another man\u2014I just want to fall out of love with you. <\/b><\/p>\n\n\n

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Quando o rel\u00f3gio bateu as doze horas, eu queria que esta dor que me consumia o peito desaparecesse. Que esta tristeza desaparecesse e que as l\u00e1grimas deixassem de me cair pela cara.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

I wanted to sleep peacefully at night, without thinking whether you\u2019re okay and without worrying for your sake.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Rezei a Deus para ter for\u00e7a para me livrar do teu esp\u00edrito este ano. Para que todos os meus dem\u00f3nios do passado deixem de me assombrar e para que eu possa finalmente seguir em frente, como j\u00e1 devia ter feito h\u00e1 muito tempo.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Rezei para <\/b>tornar-se feliz<\/b><\/a> this year. And that can\u2019t be possible until you cease to exist inside of me. <\/b><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Basically, what I\u2019m trying to tell you is that you have blown all your chances with me and that from now on, it will be too late for you to do anything.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

As midnight struck, I promised myself that there would be no more coming back into my life every few months just to check whether I\u2019m still there, no more showing up on my doorstep asking for help when everyone else abandons you, and no more counting on my unconditional love and support.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Em 2025, haver\u00e1 mais eu e, espero, n\u00e3o haver\u00e1 mais tu na minha vida tamb\u00e9m.<\/b><\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Call me a modest or unambitious woman, but the truth is that I don\u2019t have many goals in 2025. No, I\u2019m not aspiring to become filthy rich, to change my job or to lose weight because the bottom line is none of these things matter. Besides being healthy and surrounded by the ones I love,…<\/p>","protected":false},"author":23,"featured_media":177386,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_kad_blocks_custom_css":"","_kad_blocks_head_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_body_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_footer_custom_js":"","_kadence_starter_templates_imported_post":false,"_kad_post_transparent":"","_kad_post_title":"","_kad_post_layout":"","_kad_post_sidebar_id":"","_kad_post_content_style":"","_kad_post_vertical_padding":"","_kad_post_feature":"","_kad_post_feature_position":"","_kad_post_header":false,"_kad_post_footer":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[29631],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-50998","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-getting-over-him"],"taxonomy_info":{"category":[{"value":29631,"label":"getting over him"}]},"featured_image_src_large":["https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/11\/Im-Leaving-You-In-2024-Where-You-Belong-1024x684.jpg",1024,684,true],"author_info":{"display_name":"Leah Lee","author_link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/author\/leah\/"},"comment_info":0,"category_info":[{"term_id":29631,"name":"getting over him","slug":"getting-over-him","term_group":0,"term_taxonomy_id":29631,"taxonomy":"category","description":"Getting over someone you still care about is one of the biggest challenges, but nothing is impossible when you know you're not alone, so check out our brilliant advice.","parent":29627,"count":124,"filter":"raw","cat_ID":29631,"category_count":124,"category_description":"Getting over someone you still care about is one of the biggest challenges, but nothing is impossible when you know you're not alone, so check out our brilliant advice.","cat_name":"getting over him","category_nicename":"getting-over-him","category_parent":29627}],"tag_info":false,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/50998","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/23"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=50998"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/50998\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":177389,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/50998\/revisions\/177389"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/177386"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=50998"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=50998"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=50998"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}