{"id":5330,"date":"2017-09-19T16:50:43","date_gmt":"2017-09-19T16:50:43","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/herway.net\/?p=5330"},"modified":"2021-08-31T07:29:26","modified_gmt":"2021-08-31T07:29:26","slug":"dia-de-descanso","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/dia-de-descanso\/","title":{"rendered":"O dia em que te deixei ir"},"content":{"rendered":"

\u201cI promise I will never let you go!\u201d \u2013 <\/i><\/b>Disseste-me isso quando est\u00e1vamos deitados na tua cama, nus e cansados de fazer amor. <\/span><\/p>\n

Sentia-me a pessoa mais segura nos teus bra\u00e7os e pensava para mim mesma como era feliz. Na verdade, nunca consegui perceber como \u00e9 que Deus me enviou um homem t\u00e3o bom. Eras tudo aquilo com que eu sempre sonhei. <\/span><\/p>\n

You were handsome, successful, passionate, kind, and supportive. Every woman would fall in love with you in the blink of an eye. And I wasn\u2019t an exception. Our love was passionate and without limitations. We were fighting with passion and afterward making love with passion. <\/span><\/p>\n

Amei-te at\u00e9 \u00e0 lua e de volta, e estava disposto a passar o resto da minha vida contigo.<\/span><\/p>\n

But being blindly in love with you, I couldn\u2019t see other things. Things that scarred my life. Things I will never be able to forget. Nor forgive.<\/span><\/p>\n

Enquanto eu sonhava com o nosso futuro e em ter filhos juntos, tu tinhas outro plano. <\/span><\/p>\n

You were a hedonist\u2014a man who lives his life to the fullest. Unfortunately, your plan didn\u2019t include me.<\/span><\/p>\n

Andavas a sair com outras mulheres enquanto eu esperava que voltasses para casa. Talvez algumas delas fossem melhores do que eu, por isso decidiste dormir com elas. Eu era apenas um disfarce para a tua fam\u00edlia e amigos. Eu era a boa, a pura e honesta, aquela com quem terias filhos. Aquela que vai fingir que est\u00e1 tudo bem enquanto o seu mundo est\u00e1 a desmoronar. Querias fazer com que eu parecesse outra pessoa. <\/span><\/p>\n

Querias que eu fosse a atriz principal do filme da tua vida. Fizeste tudo isso porque eu tinha todas as predisposi\u00e7\u00f5es para ser uma esposa ideal e uma m\u00e3e dedicada. Enganavas-me sempre que tinhas oportunidade.<\/span><\/p>\n

Sem remorsos, sem sequer pensar em mim<\/i><\/b>. <\/span><\/p>\n

You swore that you loved me while you were buying jewelry for one of your mistresses. And the worst part was that I didn\u2019t know anything about it. I was living in ignorance, and I was thanking God for making me such a lucky woman.<\/span><\/p>\n

But a lie has no legs. Eventually, I found out what you had been doing to me all those years. You were constantly cheating on me while I thought everything was okay. I must admit, you were a damn good actor. I definitely didn\u2019t see this one coming. And when I found out what you did to me, it felt like a cold shower. I couldn\u2019t say even a word. I just stood there, trying to move my body, but I couldn\u2019t. Everything was too perfect to end up like this. But unfortunately, it ended. <\/span><\/p>\n

E a principal raz\u00e3o para isso foste tu!<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

When I saw you coming to apologize, I pretended that I didn\u2019t care while really, I was falling apart inside. You said that you were sorry and that it was only one night, your moment of weakness. You said that you loved me and that it wasn\u2019t your intention to hurt me. <\/a><\/span><\/p>\n

You said so much crap and halfway through your story, I just stopped listening to you. I couldn\u2019t stand that anymore. I couldn\u2019t stand that shit can happen to a good girl like me. I couldn\u2019t stand that we always lose the ones we love. I couldn\u2019t stand that someone cheated on me. And most of all I couldn\u2019t stand that it was you.<\/span><\/p>\n

Nesse dia decidi deixar-te ir!<\/i><\/b><\/a><\/p>\n

The day when I let you go I was born again. I burned all the bridges between you and me. I didn\u2019t want to see you or hear from you anymore. Because you had your chance, and you blew it. <\/span><\/p>\n

I wanted to move on and moving on doesn\u2019t mean not loving someone anymore. It is about having the strength to say: <\/span>\u201cI still love you, but you are not worth this pain!\u201d<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

Um dia, vais lembrar-te de mim e do quanto te amei, e vais odiar-te por me teres deixado ir.<\/span><\/p>\n

J\u00e1 que decidiste deixar-me ir, agora \u00e9 a altura de eu fazer o mesmo!<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

Adeus para sempre!<\/i><\/b><\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

\u201cI promise I will never let you go!\u201d \u2013 You told me that while we were lying in your bed, naked and tired of making love. I felt like the safest person in your arms, and I thought to myself how happy I was. Actually, I could never understand how God sent me such a…<\/p>","protected":false},"author":40,"featured_media":31320,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_kad_blocks_custom_css":"","_kad_blocks_head_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_body_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_footer_custom_js":"","_kadence_starter_templates_imported_post":false,"_kad_post_transparent":"","_kad_post_title":"","_kad_post_layout":"","_kad_post_sidebar_id":"","_kad_post_content_style":"","_kad_post_vertical_padding":"","_kad_post_feature":"","_kad_post_feature_position":"","_kad_post_header":false,"_kad_post_footer":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[29618],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-5330","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-moving-on"],"taxonomy_info":{"category":[{"value":29618,"label":"moving on"}]},"featured_image_src_large":["https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/09\/imat-bagja-gumilar-517732-unsplash-1024x683.jpg",1024,683,true],"author_info":{"display_name":"Tara Brown","author_link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/author\/tara-brown\/"},"comment_info":0,"category_info":[{"term_id":29618,"name":"moving on","slug":"moving-on","term_group":0,"term_taxonomy_id":29618,"taxonomy":"category","description":"When nothing else works - inspiring stories about moving on are bound to help you let go of people and situations you never thought you could live without.\r\n","parent":38,"count":200,"filter":"raw","cat_ID":29618,"category_count":200,"category_description":"When nothing else works - inspiring stories about moving on are bound to help you let go of people and situations you never thought you could live without.\r\n","cat_name":"moving on","category_nicename":"moving-on","category_parent":38}],"tag_info":false,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5330","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/40"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=5330"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5330\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/31320"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=5330"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=5330"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=5330"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}