{"id":61974,"date":"2020-04-13T09:28:56","date_gmt":"2020-04-13T09:28:56","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/herway.net\/?p=61974"},"modified":"2021-08-12T10:48:18","modified_gmt":"2021-08-12T10:48:18","slug":"o-homem-que-me-salvou","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/o-homem-que-me-salvou\/","title":{"rendered":"Para o tipo que me salvou dos meus dem\u00f3nios, mas que se tornou um"},"content":{"rendered":"

I have to admit something-for most of my life, I\u2019ve been unhappy. It\u2019s not that I\u2019ve experienced tragedies most people would consider significant, I just wasn\u2019t happy.<\/p>\n

A maior parte da minha infelicidade veio da \u00fanica coisa que deveria ter tornado a vida mais bonita - veio do amor.<\/strong><\/p>\n

Maybe it\u2019s my fault but ever since I can remember, I\u2019ve made the wrong choices when it comes to men.<\/p>\n

\"jovem<\/p>\n

I haven\u2019t been perfect in my relationships but I didn\u2019t deserve the cheating, abuse, neglig\u00eancia emocional<\/span><\/a>, or any of the other mistreatment I\u2019ve been through.<\/p>\n

Most of all-I didn\u2019t deserve all the consequences that it left behind. I didn\u2019t deserve to go through life as a zombi, constantly on the lookout for who is going to hurt me next.<\/p>\n

O problema \u00e9 que quase ningu\u00e9m sabe isto sobre mim<\/strong>.<\/p>\n

\"mulher<\/p>\n

In fact, most people in my life will tell you that I\u2019m a strong woman who isn\u2019t bothered by a simple breakup.<\/p>\n

They don\u2019t see the deep scars on my soul, they don\u2019t see the rooted traumas, the insecurities, the depression, and the anxiety.<\/p>\n

They don\u2019t see the pain hidden behind my smile, nor do they notice the big hole where my heart should be.<\/p>\n

\"mulher<\/p>\n

No entanto, sabia que<\/strong>. De alguma forma, fizeste com que eu me abrisse contigo.<\/p>\n

For the first time in ages, when I met you, I thought I\u2019d found someone I could trust.<\/p>\n

Algu\u00e9m a quem pudesse expor as minhas vulnerabilidades e a quem pudesse mostrar o meu verdadeiro eu.<\/strong><\/p>\n

\"jovem<\/p>\n

Obrigaste-me a falar-te dos dem\u00f3nios que me perseguem. Fizeste-me revelar a pequena e ing\u00e9nua rapariga que consegui esconder do resto do mundo.<\/p>\n

N\u00e3o, Nunca te pedi para<\/strong> salvar-me<\/b><\/a>. Nunca quis que assumisses o meu fardo ou que travasses as minhas batalhas.<\/p>\n

No entanto, prometeste que estarias l\u00e1 para mim.<\/p>\n

\"casal<\/p>\n

You promised that you\u2019d be my guardian angel-the man who would heal my heart, fix my mind, and chase away my demons.<\/strong><\/p>\n

Foste tu que me salvaste do meu passado. A pessoa que me fez enfrentar os meus medos interiores e que me mostrou que eu era mais forte do que pensava.<\/p>\n

For a while, I saw you as the light at the end of the tunnel. I saw you as a gift sent from heaven, as the compensation for everything I\u2019ve been through.<\/strong><\/p>\n

\"casal<\/p>\n

Acreditei em cada palavra que disseste. Pensei que eras o lado bom da minha nuvem.<\/p>\n

Lembras-te de como me convenceste de que nunca me deixarias de lado? Que segurarias a minha m\u00e3o durante todas as tempestades?<\/p>\n

Lembras-te quando prometeste que estarias l\u00e1 para mim nos dias bons e maus? Que me ajudaria a reerguer-me e que nunca faria nada para me magoar?<\/p>\n

Mas o que \u00e9 que fizeste? Abandonaste-me quando eu mais precisava de ti e deixaste-me sozinha ao vento.<\/p>\n

Ent\u00e3o, I guess you didn\u2019t mean to save me from my demons-all along, your intention was to become one.<\/strong><\/p>\n

\"homem<\/p>\n

You didn\u2019t cure my wounds-you just made them deeper. You didn\u2019t heal my shattered heart-you just crushed it into even more pieces.<\/p>\n

You didn\u2019t fix me-<\/strong>tu quebraste-me<\/b><\/a> ainda mais.<\/strong><\/p>\n

However, I forgive you for that. I forgive you for the way you left and for walking away on me. After all, that\u2019s exactly what I\u2019m used to.<\/p>\n

\"mulher<\/p>\n

Nevertheless, there is one thing I can\u2019t forgive you for. I can\u2019t forgive you for all the pretense, lies, and deception.<\/p>\n

I can never forget how you tricked me into believing that you were someone you\u2019re not. How you made me think that you were different, only to prove that you\u2019re actually worse than everyone from my past.<\/p>\n

Nunca te perdoarei por me teres erguido at\u00e9 \u00e0s estrelas s\u00f3 para me derrubares at\u00e9 ao fundo.<\/strong><\/p>\n

\"mulher<\/p>\n

Nunca te perdoarei por me teres dado esperan\u00e7a s\u00f3 para depois a matares.<\/strong><\/p>\n

Pelo menos todas as outras pessoas que me fizeram mal nunca me deram falsas esperan\u00e7as. Nunca fingiram ser o meu salvador para acabarem por ser o meu destruidor.<\/p>\n

Foi exatamente isso que fez.fingiste ser a minha b\u00ean\u00e7\u00e3o, quando na verdade eras a minha maldi\u00e7\u00e3o.<\/strong><\/p>\n

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I have to admit something-for most of my life, I\u2019ve been unhappy. It\u2019s not that I\u2019ve experienced tragedies most people would consider significant, I just wasn\u2019t happy. Most of my misery came from the one thing that should have made life more beautiful-it came from love. Maybe it\u2019s my fault but ever since I can…<\/p>","protected":false},"author":40,"featured_media":61982,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_kad_blocks_custom_css":"","_kad_blocks_head_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_body_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_footer_custom_js":"","_kadence_starter_templates_imported_post":false,"_kad_post_transparent":"","_kad_post_title":"","_kad_post_layout":"","_kad_post_sidebar_id":"","_kad_post_content_style":"","_kad_post_vertical_padding":"","_kad_post_feature":"","_kad_post_feature_position":"","_kad_post_header":false,"_kad_post_footer":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[29617],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-61974","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-heartbreak"],"taxonomy_info":{"category":[{"value":29617,"label":"heartbreak"}]},"featured_image_src_large":["https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/04\/To-The-Guy-Who-Saved-Me-From-My-Demons-Only-To-Become-One.jpg",800,531,false],"author_info":{"display_name":"Tara Brown","author_link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/author\/tara-brown\/"},"comment_info":0,"category_info":[{"term_id":29617,"name":"heartbreak","slug":"heartbreak","term_group":0,"term_taxonomy_id":29617,"taxonomy":"category","description":"Recovering after having your heart broken is tough. That's why I've decided to collect different stories of heartbreak - to help everyone going through the same.","parent":38,"count":146,"filter":"raw","cat_ID":29617,"category_count":146,"category_description":"Recovering after having your heart broken is tough. That's why I've decided to collect different stories of heartbreak - to help everyone going through the same.","cat_name":"heartbreak","category_nicename":"heartbreak","category_parent":38}],"tag_info":false,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/61974","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/40"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=61974"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/61974\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/61982"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=61974"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=61974"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=61974"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}