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<\/p>\nSabias no fundo que aquilo n\u00e3o era amor. O amor n\u00e3o era suposto ser assim. N\u00e3o era suposto o amor magoar-te e diminuir-te.<\/p>\n
N\u00e3o era suposto o amor fazer-nos sentir menos dignos. Mas o teu amor f\u00ea-lo.<\/p>\n
O teu amor partia-te o cora\u00e7\u00e3o todas as manh\u00e3s que acordavas. O teu amor magoava-te com cada mensagem que recebias. O teu amor destruiu-te com cada palavra dura que disse.<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n
It wasn\u2019t always like that. When you met him, he wanted to give you the world. He wanted you to feel safe and protected.<\/p>\n
He wanted to wrap you in his love and keep you safe in his arms\u2014away from bad people, away from the vicious world.<\/p>\n
Isn\u2019t that every girl\u2019s dream? Isn\u2019t that all you\u2019ve ever wanted? <\/i><\/p>\n
Por isso, alinhaste. Por isso, aceitaste segui-lo cegamente porque viste um raio de sol ao fundo do teu t\u00fanel escuro e solit\u00e1rio.<\/p>\n
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Quem diria que ele s\u00f3 a arrastaria mais para a escurid\u00e3o em vez de lhe mostrar a sa\u00edda?<\/p>\n
He began to change, to show his hidden \u2018rotten\u2019 face one tiny step at a time. It first began with nagging: \u201cYou shouldn\u2019t have done this, you shouldn\u2019t have done that\u2026\u201d, but gradually it became worse.<\/p>\n
Ele come\u00e7ou a gritar contigo por cada coisa que desaprovava ou n\u00e3o gostava. Ele queria que tu dan\u00e7asses ao som da m\u00fasica que ele tocava.<\/p>\n
He wanted you to become someone else, someone up his street\u2014a complete stranger to you. He wanted you to be perfect, his little work of art. <\/i><\/b><\/p>\n
And you became that. You couldn\u2019t recognize yourself anymore. You weren\u2019t the person you used to be.<\/a><\/p>\n Pouco a pouco, uma coisa de cada vez, ele certificou-se de que isso acontecia. Corrigia-te em tudo o que fazias.<\/p>\n Even when you had your moments of complete soberness, when you weren\u2019t drugged with his words and deeds, when you knew that you weren\u2019t crazy and that you weren\u2019t guilty of things he accused you of, you couldn\u2019t fight back.<\/p>\n Ele desarmava-o logo no in\u00edcio da batalha.<\/p>\n Fazia-te acreditar em coisas que n\u00e3o eram verdadeiras, inventava palavras e dava-lhes vida, como se tivessem sa\u00eddo da tua boca.<\/p>\n N\u00e3o havia esperan\u00e7a e estava perdido, sem ter para onde ir, a n\u00e3o ser ficar ali e esperar que ele acabasse.<\/p>\n Sometimes, you were even apologizing for things that you never did, just so you could shut him up, just so he would leave you alone already. You couldn\u2019t listen to him and his screaming anymore.<\/p>\n Cada uma das suas palavras frias e sem cora\u00e7\u00e3o trespassou-te mesmo no \u00e2mago do teu cora\u00e7\u00e3o, como se fossem l\u00e2minas velhas e ferrugentas mas afiadas.<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n Those hurtful and degrading moments were the ones that led you to where you are today\u2014far away from him.<\/p>\n![\"um](\"https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/07\/a-young-loving-couple-arguing-in-the-house.jpg\")
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