You said you wanted to be with me and only me, and then I\u2019d find out that you had plenty of other girls in your life. I guess you wanted to be with me and fifty of them, too. And I didn’t want to be just a number to you.<\/p>\n
You made me believe you cared for me. But I couldn\u2019t count on you when I needed you the most. You were never there. And the worst part of it is that I felt more alone with you than I am now by myself.<\/p>\n
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Tu foste a raz\u00e3o de todas as noites mal dormidas durante este \u00faltimo ano. Tu foste a raz\u00e3o de todas as l\u00e1grimas que rolaram pelo meu rosto.<\/strong><\/p>\n Era por tua causa que eu odiava levantar-me da minha cama de manh\u00e3. Odiava o dia que tinha acabado de come\u00e7ar porque sabia que ia ser preenchido com pensamentos sobre ti.<\/p>\n It seemed like you were doing things intentionally… just to hurt me.<\/p>\n Eras ego\u00edsta como sempre e nunca pensaste em como as tuas palavras e os teus actos me afectariam, mas parecia que para ti era um b\u00f3nus se me fizesses sentir miser\u00e1vel comigo mesma.<\/p>\n And on the other side, I did the opposite. I wanted to be there for you. I wanted us to work out. I tried so hard to be good enough for you, but somehow I didn\u2019t manage to satisfy your criteria.<\/p>\n Quanto melhor te tratava, pior eras para mim. <\/strong><\/p>\n You had to put me down so you could feel better about yourself and you succeeded in your attempts. I felt worthless. You lowered my self-esteem so much that I wasn’t even a shadow of a woman I used to be.<\/p>\n Odiava este sentimento de inadequa\u00e7\u00e3o que me perseguia. Sentia que, independentemente do que fizesse, nunca era suficientemente bom.<\/p>\n You kept saying how I\u2019m ruining everything for you. You kept saying I should be happy that you give me any time of yours because I didn\u2019t deserve even the time I fez <\/i> obter.<\/p>\n In your mind, you were just one of those generous guys who didn\u2019t have a mean bone in their bodies so you decided to stick with me. Well, as if!<\/p>\n You were with me just to have someone. I was good to you. Nobody cared for you as much as I did and that\u2019s why you kept coming back to me. But you didn\u2019t really love me.<\/p>\n Because if you did, you\u2019d care about how I feel. You\u2019d pay attention to the things you did and you\u2019d make sure you don\u2019t do anything to hurt me. But somehow, everything you did was like a dagger straight in my heart.<\/p>\n Mesmo quando est\u00e1vamos juntos, nunca senti que fosses minha. Sentia que todos te tinham mais do que eu.<\/strong><\/p>\n You don\u2019t know how that feels because you were always my priority, but trust me when I tell you, it hurts like hell to know the person you care the most for doesn\u2019t really give a damn about you.<\/p>\n D\u00f3i muito quando somos apenas uma op\u00e7\u00e3o para algu\u00e9m que \u00e9 o nosso mundo.<\/p>\n A verdade \u00e9 que me cansei de tudo.<\/b><\/p>\n I got tired of being sad. I got tired of waiting for someone who isn\u2019t coming. I got tired of wanting you when you wanted everyone else but me. And most of all, I got tired of loving someone who didn\u2019t love me back.<\/p>\n Da\u00ed a decis\u00e3o de cortar todos os meus la\u00e7os convosco, aqui e agora.<\/p>\n![\"uma](\"https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/11\/a-sad-blonde-lying-on-the-bed-and-using-a-smartphone.jpg\")
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