{"id":9325,"date":"2020-09-30T08:51:58","date_gmt":"2020-09-30T08:51:58","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/herway.net\/?p=9325"},"modified":"2021-08-11T12:55:50","modified_gmt":"2021-08-11T12:55:50","slug":"nunca-pensei-acabar-com-a-vida-amorosa","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/nunca-pensei-acabar-com-a-vida-amorosa\/","title":{"rendered":"Nunca pensei que acabasses por ser o amor da minha vida"},"content":{"rendered":"

Lembro-me que quando te conheci pensei, “OMG, what an idiot.\u2019 <\/i>  N\u00e3o \u00e9 um come\u00e7o prometedor para uma hist\u00f3ria de amor. Nem num milh\u00e3o de anos poderia imaginar que aquele mesmo idiota seria o amor da minha vida.<\/p>\n

We were sitting at the same table at a wedding reception. You were cute but I hadn\u2019t seen anything that would keep my attention. I remember you going from one girl to the next, smiling, flirting and dancing. You were confident, handsome and full of yourself \u2013 the true representation of a rapaz de merda.<\/a><\/p>\n

I remember telling my friend that this guy had \u2018TROUBLE\u2019 written all over his face. Little did I know you\u2019d become my favorite trouble.<\/b><\/p>\n

We didn\u2019t talk much that night. Just enough to see that you had game and that you were easy to talk to. Eight of us sitting at that table became very good friends after the wedding. We started hanging out very often afterward. I really saw you just as a friend for a long, long time. At\u00e9 esse momento, apaixonei-me por ti. <\/i><\/p>\n

Ainda consigo imaginar esse momento como se o estivesse a ver pela primeira vez. Est\u00e1vamos um pouco b\u00eabados. Por isso, est\u00e1vamos descontra\u00eddos ao ponto de nos come\u00e7armos a abrir um com o outro.<\/p>\n

I can\u2019t remember what we were talking about. Mas lembro-me do momento em que olhei para os teus olhos e senti aquela fa\u00edsca. Foi como nada que eu j\u00e1 tivesse experimentado na minha vida.<\/b><\/p>\n

No fundo da minha mente, ainda sentia que eras um problema. Por causa disso, comecei a manter a dist\u00e2ncia e evitava passar tempo a s\u00f3s contigo. Est\u00e1vamos sempre entre amigos e, no final de cada noite, acab\u00e1vamos sozinhos, a conversar.<\/p>\n

A qu\u00edmica entre n\u00f3s era t\u00e3o forte que eu me sentia tonta sempre que estava perto de ti. Tu tamb\u00e9m o sentias. Era t\u00e3o evidente que os nossos amigos tinham come\u00e7ado a provocar-nos. O meu cora\u00e7\u00e3o e claramente os meus desejos puxavam-me para ti e o meu c\u00e9rebro afastava-se.<\/p>\n

Sempre fui de seguir o meu c\u00e9rebro, de seguir o meu instinto, mas desta vez segui o meu cora\u00e7\u00e3o.<\/p>\n

And that cost me so many tears. I still can\u2019t understand how someone I ended up loving so much was the same person who hurt me the most.<\/p>\n

\"o<\/p>\n

Tu jogavas jogos.<\/a> You chased me to the point where I couldn\u2019t take it anymore and I fell right into your arms. Your heart was pounding so loud the first time you kissed me that it almost silenced the beating of mine.<\/p>\n

Ca\u00ed nos teus bra\u00e7os e apaixonei-me por ti com tanta for\u00e7a que n\u00e3o havia como voltar atr\u00e1s.<\/b><\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

After the kiss, after you made me the happiest that I\u2019d ever been, you just disappeared. You bailed on me. You stopped texting me and you wouldn\u2019t answer my calls. You became a ghost.<\/p>\n

I couldn\u2019t believe it. I cried my heart out. I couldn\u2019t sleep. I couldn\u2019t eat. I couldn\u2019t breathe. I couldn\u2019t function properly. I never thought you would be able to hurt me intentionally. Arrependi-me de ter seguido o meu cora\u00e7\u00e3o. <\/i><\/p>\n

Telefonou-me umas semanas mais tarde. Depois de cerca de dez chamadas n\u00e3o atendidas, decidi atender. A tua voz estava tr\u00e9mula. Imploraste-me que te encontrasse. Querias falar, querias explicar-te. Eu disse que sim. Precisava de encerrar o assunto. Precisava de saber o que tinha acontecido.<\/p>\n

\u201cI got scared. You don\u2019t understand, you are perfect. You are the kind of girl I would like to marry one day. You are the girl. You are the one and I am not ready to settle down.\u201d<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

I didn\u2019t know what you were talking about. Who said anything about marriage? We had only just started something. What the hell were you talking about? And after hours and hours of going round in circles, you asked me the last thing I wanted to hear. You asked me to be friends.<\/p>\n

I said we could hang out when we were in the same group of friends but I didn\u2019t want to look at you knowing what had happened. I was mad at you and in love with you at the same time. I didn\u2019t want to pretend that we were just friends as it hurt so badly.<\/p>\n

Vi muitos de v\u00f3s. Sempre entre amigos. Sempre perto mas ao mesmo tempo t\u00e3o distante. Isso magoava-me e comecei a evitar essas situa\u00e7\u00f5es. Se eu soubesse que ias a algum lado, n\u00e3o ia l\u00e1 nessa altura. Mantive a minha dist\u00e2ncia e tornei a minha vida mais f\u00e1cil.<\/p>\n

Em algum momento, Eu segui em frente.<\/a> I hadn\u2019t seen you for months. And I started seeing somebody else. A good guy, a safe guy who could never play me like you did. And I began to feel happy again. I left you in the past. At least I thought so.<\/p>\n

\"um<\/p>\n

When I saw you, almost half a year later, my legs started shaking. All the feelings that I thought were gone came rushing back. I knew right away that whatever we had wasn\u2019t over for me yet.<\/p>\n

I realized that the feelings I had for you didn\u2019t come back, they just came out of hiding. Because I had hidden them somewhere way back, inside my heart, and I refused to deal with them. I never got over you, I was just deluding myself.<\/p>\n

Perguntaste-me se eu o amava e eu disse que sim, sabendo que estava a mentir no momento em que disse essas palavras. Eu s\u00f3 queria magoar-te. S\u00f3 queria que sentisses a mesma dor que me tinhas causado.<\/p>\n

I managed to do so. I saw you crumbling down for the first time since I\u2019d known you. Mr Tough Guy was almost on his knees, breaking right in front of me, telling me that he had been stupid, that he had made a huge mistake, that he hoped that someday we would be together.<\/p>\n

I said, \u201cIt\u2019s too late for us.\u201d<\/b><\/p>\n

You said, \u201cIt\u2019s never too late for true love.\u201d<\/b><\/p>\n

I thought that was just one of those clich\u00e9d things people say. I didn\u2019t believe it at that moment. I couldn\u2019t allow myself to trust you again. I was certain that you would disappear again as soon as you got me back.<\/p>\n

Lembro-me de ir para casa depois disso, a chorar muito, sem conseguir recuperar o f\u00f4lego. <\/i><\/p>\n

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Days passed and you were on my mind constantly. I couldn\u2019t run from my feelings anymore. I had to face the truth and leave the guy I was dating. I couldn\u2019t stay with him knowing that all my love was with you. I had nothing to give him. If I stayed it would have been worse than cheating.<\/p>\n

\"a<\/p>\n

I chose to stay alone. I couldn\u2019t be with you because I couldn\u2019t trust you. I was too scared of that kind of risk. I thought it was some kind of game you were playing and you would get bored of me as soon as you got me.<\/p>\n

Eu escolhi-me a mim.<\/a> Durante mais de um ano, estive solteira. Encontrei um emprego no estrangeiro durante alguns meses e depois encontrei um novo emprego quando regressei ao meu pa\u00eds.<\/p>\n

Participei num concurso de dan\u00e7a, conheci pessoas novas, fiz voluntariado num abrigo para animais, fui fazer caminhadas todos os fins-de-semana. Estava a fazer coisas para mim, coisas que sempre quis fazer e nunca fiz e coisas que me pareciam boas na altura.<\/p>\n

Estava a descobrir-me a mim pr\u00f3prio. Sentia-me \u00e0 vontade para estar sozinha. Sentia-me mais vivo do que alguma vez me sentira em toda a minha vida. Sentia-me realizado. Era feliz sozinho, mas tu continuavas no meu cora\u00e7\u00e3o. <\/b><\/p>\n

I knew it wouldn\u2019t pass. So when you called that Sunday morning, I felt so happy to see your name on the screen. You said you wanted to talk. You said, \u201cLet\u2019s meet.\u201d<\/p>\n

E foi o que fizemos.<\/p>\n

My heart was in my mouth the entire time we spoke. Your hands were shaking and you couldn\u2019t sit still. We talked for hours about everything and nothing. We talked about us mostly.<\/p>\n

Pediste-me uma segunda oportunidade. Disseste que eu devia apostar em ti e que farias com que eu nunca me arrependesse dessa decis\u00e3o. Pediste-me para confiar em ti mais uma vez. E pela primeira vez, senti que o meu cora\u00e7\u00e3o e o meu c\u00e9rebro estavam em sincronia. Senti-me amada.<\/p>\n

Against all odds, I took the risk. I placed all my bets on you and I haven\u2019t regretted it to this day. You got rid of all your fears. You made me forget about mine. You show me every day that I am the love of your life. <\/i><\/p>\n

You turned out to be the best thing that happened to me. You are now someone I never imagined you to be. You are my ‘always and forever’.<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

\"Nunca<\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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